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Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)

Love Again

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Our Last Night, Masked Wolf & Sam Tinnesz - Karma

why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

bit the day before it bit me back
drumline stuttered straight to a heart attack
sweat still sticky from a dream i drowned
floorboards buckle like they want me down
eyes still blurred but the burn got kept
chest sunk deep like the night still wept
head leaned hard where the pressure spoke
and the morning don’t ask it just grabbed my throat

don’t need a reason just muscle and grit
woke up breathing guess that’s all i get

this ain’t the start just the space between
where the ache goes quiet but never leaves clean
my voice ain’t strong but it still holds weight
and i carry the day like it made me wait
no song for the hurt no badge for the fight
just one more hour pulled out of the night
no promise made but i’m still intact
didn’t rise up just never cracked

they don’t answer when the light cuts in
nothing stirs when the question begins
i call again softer than before
but the quiet just settles same as before
this city moves like it’s never lost
smiles built clean over what it cost
their names hold ground that the rest just crossed
and i walk alone where the lines got tossed

don’t ask for peace just enough to stand
been alive too long to need a plan

this ain’t the start just the drag of weight
where the hope breaks down but won’t translate
i don’t look strong but i never fold
and i carry the love like it still holds gold
no song for the names no path for the pain
just one more mile through a life half-drained
no banner flown but i walk this track
with the ones i lost strapped tight to my back

i see the cracks but i let them split
got no fire left for what won’t quit
used to reach when the shadows called
now i walk right past like i felt nothing at all
the world still begs with its open hands
but i’ve bled too long to make a stand
grief don’t teach it just shuts the door
and i don’t show up for the hurt no more

i ain’t fighting just wearing thin
pass time with a bottle and sin
no story left just the drag of breath
and a slow crawl out of everything i meant

this ain’t the start it’s the part that breaks
where the hands still shake and the quiet aches
i don’t belong don’t reach don’t mend
and i carry the loss like it’s just pretend
no song for the lost no reason to stay
just hours i drag till they waste away
no legacy no final track
just me in the dark and i won’t come back

the light went on i didn’t move
the day kept going like it had proof
nobody called and that felt right
i just watched the sky forget the night

Lyrics: Alex, Caleb, (Clowns)
Vocals: Cosmo, Alex
Bass: Isaac
Drums: Jeremy
Keys: Maggie
Guitar: Alex
Production: Alex

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