get sad... </3 er?

cuz my back holds the weight, of a world that I hate. for your sake and your face. I don't break it all down. give me grace.

Can we make up and makeout on rooftops, they can't stop us.
there were whispers. quiet at first. they grew so loud I cursed the sound and then I caved in.
im sure youve heard this before

and my hands round your neck. what the fuck'd you expect. when i'm still in the therapy. whos taking care of me now. I found out somehow you've been moving on. as if there was ever a doubt.

I'm not sure if around you I'm safe in my skin. swear I'll die trying. let it all go and give in. there is no answer for the cancer that I found inside. only the promise that its not this when you die.

and your heart it turns gold we're all waiting to buy now. when the prices go up. you're still poor and you cry out. and we shiver in the cold. then we blister when its gone.

and I'm sure I've done this before. but how do you know.

I've been waiting up nights for you. putting up lights for you. find me out here
this is a sarcophagus cause I had had enough of us dying and leaving so little in closure. when its over I promise I'll stay. you don't worrry cuz you figure we're fucked anyway.

and as much as I know I still wanna hold on to you. hopeful as ever. its not clever. but thats what i'm gonna do. and fuck what I'm going throught, 

cause my back holds the weight of a world that I hate. for your sake and your face I wont break it all down. have some grace.

Choking Hazards

do you like my shitty music?
reach out if you wanna collab.

i make hiphop and rap music. i also make beats and engineer/produce. check out my social links!
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Helena Music Records was a new LABEL .
We released 25 of August 2018 The Free Promotion CD :
'Global Connectivity' Volume 1 .and later vol. 2 and 3. after corona Hans Tiger Smits is back .

Helena Music Records

Hilversum
The Netherlands





experimental musician, I love sampling, breaking up and reassembling the fragments .... I have been working with musicians of various kinds and for some time together with my partner anam we have been producing rare pearls of a new hip hop.

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