After 3 years, i finally found this song <33

d1v/robin lucious

I could care less on how I dress on the weekend
Maybe I'm depressed under stress off the deep end
Everyone around me seems so basic
I hate that term but that's what they named it

Internet won't connect all these ties that I let
Get frayed give way and finally break
Sorry didn't respond my mistake
Hardly anywhere but my head these days
Give a fuck cuz I know my friends are offline
Outa luck won't forgive me from the sidelines
Highlights all over their front page
I guess I don't care if I'm included really no way

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

No other way to say it
but friends feel overrated
I guess it's what you make it
Then again in the end I hate to face it
No offense I don't care how you choose to take it
I'll admit past six you can find me pacing
I wanna be alone and I don't know why
Maybe hit me up but I'll say not this time
And that's why I question myself so much
Why do I miss it when I wanna lose touch

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

Spotify

sorry i didn't reply (prod. IOF)

From the upcoming album "Life The Eternal Masquerade"

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJPBXvYqntE

Produced, Written, and Recorded by Foreign Forest
Co-Producer: @lilidentitycrisis
Engineered by Zachary Langstaff @audiobytex
Artwork by @sata.drive

Lyrics:

Falling down is the scariest feeling out
'Cause I don't know how anybody could catch me now
Falling down is the scariest feeling out
'Cause I don't know how anybody could catch me now

Why you chasing time when it don't change for anyone
Doesn't look like you're having fun
At least tomorrow you'll see the sun
Wouldn't it be nice if happiness was guaranteed
Maybe then you would smile at me
You know I love you more than anything

Falling down is the scariest feeling out
'Cause I don't know how anybody could catch me now
Falling down is the scariest feeling out
'Cause I don't know how anybody could catch me now

MUSIC VIDEO

Hey October 3

lyrics
--------
make no mistakes hear what i say
i hate myself oh shit okay
i get fucked up like every day
a common theme that i display
it's not okay it's not alright
if i could i would take my life
i'm too afraid so scared to die
they say feelings fade knowing i just might

might disappear by the morning
soaring higher than i was while recording
i'm warning you to stay away cause i'm boring
fuck i'm a mess face down in the flooring
worth another shot taking shots till i'm snoring
in my dreams i've been wide awake just exploring
a distant memory of better days i'm ignoring
if i keep fucking up then imma lead you all to mourning

make no mistakes hear what i say
i hate myself oh shit okay
i get fucked up like every day
a common theme that i display
it's not okay it's not alright
if i could i would take my life
i'm too afraid so scared to die
they say feelings fade knowing i just might

might fuck around with these toxins
i'm locked in a box with these puppets that i'm not with
obnoxious how they've been tryna limit all my options
hit em with the blade then i warp like i'm noctis
stop this all this fucking gossip got me nauseous
fuck the repetition i've been whippin new concoctions
and just because i'm reinventing they gon say i'm pompous
wait until the album drop cause that shit is colossus
lost his touch cause everything he made was flawless
creatively he's broke again like gromit to your wallace 
it's hard to stay awake & just create in midst of all this  
regardless i still hope you like the shit i drop in august

make no mistakes hear what i say
i hate myself oh shit okay
i get fucked up like every day
a common theme that i display
it's not okay it's not alright
if i could i would take my life
i'm too afraid so scared to die
they say feelings fade knowing i just might

mistakes (prod. peril x mekai b)

a song about trying to heal yourself by seeking love and affection

Someone To Fix Me

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

(LYRICS)
u aint gotta stay with me
u aint gotta be with me


always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes
(my eyes, can u see?)

saw u walking alone where are  u going
dont leave me alone
(alone,alone)
just leave me here to die im not scared to be left
behind
(im not scared at all)
havent talked in a while but u send me texts sometimes
u thought i would die but i will stay here all the time
(all the time, im alive)

always back with ur lies
dont play stupid
i know how u like
(yea i know u)

lighting the fire tonight
wish u could see my eyes

saw u walking alone where are u going
dont leave me alone

caught u leaving this place
theres nothing left for u anyway (anyway)

immortal (prod. killedmyself)

love u guys.

Lyrics:
VERSE
I dont know what i found, but i lost that
I get tatted on my back, cuz im like that
Lately ive been on the grind, beats consuming my time
And ive been makin all my songs on the nighttime

I wont act, treat you like any other guy
Im in fear, cuz i promised that i wouldnt lie
cry it out, find another one i know you tried
but i know you wouldnt text me back if i replied

PRECHORUS
I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK
If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you

BREAK

My love was not enough
dont have to act so tough
i didnt shed a tear

cuz i have given up
these feelings are unheard of
cause of this emptyness i fear


PRECHORUS

I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK

If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you



"purple moon" ep on its way

i dont wanna change

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

leaving

@guccihighwaters

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-blue-lyrics
produced by notmorgn

download

Blue (feat. guccihighwaters)

Lyrics:
i need someone to cut me down, when im high feelin good while im off in the clouds, cause i know
i been living a lie so far and i know it dont change the way things really are

got a summer hoodie on, cause im hiding my scars
shawty say she wanna see em, wanna know who you are
yeah but you dont wanna know, just wanna hear my guitar
say she wanna hear my voice, while we fuck in her car

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace when i get off the phone
ill rest in peace when you leave me alone
ill rest in peace when i pay off that loan, or maybe ill just fuckin die and leave it all for my soul

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

i ain got no friends (i ain got no friends)
i just got these meds (i jus got these meds)
i only love my bed (only love my bed)
like im drake but im worse im finna go on a bend

cause im bleeding from my wrist and people think im absurd
if they hear my thoughts i know they hear shit they never heard

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

Summer Hoodie

summerhoodie

cut myself with thorns, for you to throw away the roses

prod. @stillvanishing
ft. @lilxtraatl

s/o @prodbybrody
& @the-gnarly-neighbors

i dont wanna change

Robin Lucious

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