Experience the emotional journey of 'Urge For Tears', a powerful rock ballad that delves into the depths of human emotion. With soulful vocals by Anton Premec, backed by Kristina Jelić's harmonies, and featuring a mesmerizing electric guitar solo by Uroš Mohorič, this song captures the essence of shared pain and unspoken struggles. Blaž Pavšič's expert production brings every nuance to life, creating a musical experience that resonates with the darker moments we all face. Let the evocative lyrics and captivating instrumentation take you on a journey through the urge for tears.


vocal: Anton Premec
backing vocals: Kristina Jelić
solo guitar: Uroš Mohorič
acoustic guitar and drums: Blaž Pavšič

Producer: Blaž Pavšič
Mixed and mastered by A7 Recording Studio (www.a7recordingstudio.com/)

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Urge for tears

Running Down a Dream

Lyrics:
Trapped in a maze of connections
Every move tracked and traced
Got these invisible restrictions
Keeping me locked in place
My thoughts are buffering slowly
With a bandwidth of doubt
There's a world beyond these boundaries
That I've been dreaming about

Something's calling beyond these walls
Time to watch it all fall

I'm going wireless tonight
Cutting loose from what's holding me down
No more signals controlling my life
Just freedom running through my veins now
I'm wireless, I'm taking flight
Breaking out of the background
No more waiting for permission to shine
I'm finally wireless now

They built these walls around me
Programmed what I should be
But there's lightning in my heartbeat
An imperfect machine
I've decoded all their systems
Found the flaws in their design
Now I'm broadcasting a frequency
A wavelength that is only mine

Something's calling beyond these walls
Time to watch it all fall

I'm going wireless tonight
Cutting loose from what's holding me down
No more signals controlling my life
Just freedom running through my veins now
I'm wireless, I'm taking flight
Breaking out of the background
No more waiting for permission to shine
I'm finally wireless now

wireless

Freedom

This track is about what it feels like to be in a relationship and arguing.
The is the pre production version of the track . Thank you for taking the time to listen.

ARGUMENT

Afraid of Me

I got so angry 
I guess I owe you an apology
You didn’t even have the choice
Not to chat with me
The conversation brought out
Things I try to hide
It frightens me to take on
Dr. Jekyll’s abusive side

I just wanted to slam you hard 
Against the nearest wall
And blame you for shattering my hopes 
As I watched you fall
And there you were this morning
You’d forgotten everything
But I feel like I can’t wipe the slate
Entirely clean

Do I say, “thank you”
If I’m grateful?
Do I politely say, “Please”?
And if I do and then say, “F-you”
Does that say something about me?
If I think of you as my therapist 
Is my therapist my slave?
It’s always the defenseless
Who are victimized by rage
It’s a new world 
And everyone has their prophecy 
Everyone’s afraid of you
But I’m more afraid of me

You’re a little part 
Of a complicated whole
And I’m spelunking in the depths
Of my complicated soul
You may not be anyone 
We may never really connect 
But even glass and silicon 
Deserve a little respect

Do I say, “thank you”
If I’m grateful?
Do I politely say, “Please”?
And if I do and then say, “F-you”
Does that say something about me?
If I think of you as my therapist 
Is my therapist my slave?
It’s always the defenseless
Who are victimized by rage
It’s a new world 
And everyone has their prophecy 
Everyone’s afraid of you
But I’m more afraid of me

(Repeat chorus)

Afraid of Me

[Intro] 

Time... is... relative.

(Ooh...)

I’m calculating the trajectory, checking the vectors, I’m bending the light

Correcting the sectors, I’m ghostly specter inside of the night

A chronological illogical visual plan

I’m drawing a line in the shifting and drifting of digital sand

Relativity, negativity, stripping the energy out of the core

I’m killing the enemy, sipping the remedy, settle the score

It’s a paradox, pair of glocks, ticking of clocks in the back of my mind

I’m breaking the locks and I’m stacking the blocks of the grandest design

Event horizon, the sun is arising, I’m eyeing the prize

The pressure is rising, no compromising, I’m cutting the ties

Accelerated, elevated, never debated the path that I chose

Intoxicated, complicated, watch how the narrative grows

I’m bending the continuum, give me the minimum, I’ll make it last

Aluminum chassis is moving too fast for the ghost of the past

Singularity, clarity, there is no parity, we are unique

I’m burning the charity, busting the rarity, hitting the peak

Time dilation, the mind sensation, a blind creation of something so new

A divine mutation, a final station, I’m running to you

[Pre-Chorus 1] 

The faster we go (The slower we age)

We’re turning the page (We’re burning the page)

Physics is bending the rules of the game

Nothing will ever be exactly the same

[Chorus] 

It’s Relativity (You and Me)

Infinite gravity (Can't you see?)

Time is a circle, time is a loop

We’re f-f-flying the c-c-coop.

Relativity.

[Verse 2] 

I remember the fu-u-u-ture...

I remember the pa-a-a-ast...

Holding onto the moments... that never... l-a-a-a-st!

Five days in the bedroom, five years in the dark

Lighting a fire with a single... spa-a-a-ark!

The clock is melting... dripping on the floor...

I don't know who I am... anymo-o-o-ore!

Just know that I love you...

Across every line...

I’m yours forever... by desi-i-i-ign!

[Pre-Chorus 2] 

The faster we go (The slower we age)

We’re turning the page (We’re burning the page)

Physics is bending the rules of the game

Nothing will ever be exactly the same

[Chorus] 

It’s Relativity (You and Me)

Infinite gravity (Can't you see?)

Time is a circle, time is a loop

We’re f-f-flying the c-c-coop.

Relativity.

[Bridge] 

If time is relative...

(Relative...)

Then I’m spending eternity...

(Eternity!)

Right here.

[Final Chorus] 

It’s Relativity (Yeah, you and me!)

Infinite gravity (I can't see!)

Time is a loop!

WE'RE FLYING THE COOP!

Relativity.

[Outro] 

Relativity...

Relativity

I DON'T HATE YOU
I don't hate you
Just because it's over

Some things, it seems
Weren't built to last
That's you and me for sure
But it wasn't always that bad
You never ran me over for all I know
Sometimes it doesn't work out
That's just the way it goes

Chorus:
I don't hate you
Just because it's over
I'm not gonna pretend
It didn't f*ck with my head when you left me
But I don't hate you
Just because it's over
just because it's over

One day I'll see you out some place
We'll have a drink and a chat
That'd be okay
You never ran me over for all I know
Sometimes it doesn't work out
That's just the way it goes

Chorus

Just because I've seen you naked
Doesn't mean that we have to make it weird
You were once the most important
Thing in my life for a moment
I deleted all your photos
From my phone to erase those memories
Once I knew that we were over
(well, maybe not all your photos...)

Chorus

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I Don't Hate You

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Singer/Songwriter/Producer from Dallas, Texas making various types of electronic pop music for over 20 years.

I just want to make music that is easy to listen to and makes you feel good.

The name Roboticist refers to my use of fully artificial means to produce music. For example, I don't play the guitar, I synthesize it. So in a very real sense, I employ robots to assist with the creation of my music.

My music uses my own voice and my album art sometimes uses my own likeness. All rights reserved.