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Keep You Safe Ft $ky Yung & Yates Xv (p. IOF)

dare to let me go

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

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and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

Lyrics

[lullabyboy]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

[Spaceman Zack]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
I've been livin life full of sin
I got hundreds still rollin in
Pockets not big enough they don't fit

Well I still think about the time you told me I was nothin girl
Bleed me out but that wasn't good enough
Now I get high every night to fight the cold
I don't need anybody else it's fuck the world

[lullabyboy]

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

Blood Drip

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Blood Drip w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. nevrfall) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

Wide Eyed Junkie (feat. Motley & Deviant)

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Lyrics
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Whippin' fast in the back of the all black whip
Got some thrax, got some cash in my all black drip
Steppin' out of the whip when I pull up to the crib
Everybody turn their heads 'cause they know how I live

I've been blowin' up so fast make it look easy (Make it look easy)
I've been making some cash, I know you see me (I know you see me)
I told you Imma make it far, now you believe me
Well babe you're fuckin' with a start, I know you need me

Pictures on the wall (Pictures on the wall)
So you can watch me fall (So you can watch me fall)
Call after call (Call after call)
They wanna watch me fall (They wanna watch me fall)

I've been blowin' up so fast make it look easy (Make it look easy)
I've been making some cash, I know you see me (I know you see me)
I told you Imma make it far, now you believe me
Well babe you're fuckin' with a start, I know you need me

Fallin' into love (Fallin' into love)
One kiss is all it took
Wipe away the blood (Wipe away the blood)
And you cover every single cut (And you cover every single cut)

Yeah every single cut
Every single cut, oh

Whippin' fast in the back of the all black whip
Got some thrax, got some cash in my all black drip
Steppin' out of the whip when I pull up to the crib
Everybody turn their heads 'cause they know how I live

I've been blowin' up so fast make it look easy (Make it look easy)
I've been making some cash, I know you see me (I know you see me)
I told you Imma make it far, now you believe me
Well babe you're fuckin' with a start, I know you need me

Pictures on the wall (Pictures on the wall)
So you can watch me fall (So you can watch me fall)
Call after call (Call after call)
They wanna watch me fall (They wanna watch me fall)

Need Me [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

Lyrics

Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for new hope
I'ma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow

Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Kobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste

You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair

Bitch you ain't real nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold
Till I'm dead and I'm growing mold

Scars on my heart you can't see
The one I need you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed?
My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this

Why would you hurt me for nothing?
I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing
I lost my way cause I made you my compass

This is a poem for you my love
The thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above
Just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust

You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not
Picking pedals off a flower under the moon is all I really got

Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that

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a love letter. | Produced by unknxwn.

/ˈrɑbstɑr/ [ˈɻɑb̥stɑɻ]

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How could I be so oblivious
When you said you love me
I wasn't supposed to get attached

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