My verse mixed and mastered by JTPark 🕸️🕷️🕸️

Far Away (Ft. HKFIFTYONE & Sincerely Dylan) (Prod. Metlast)

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvCFsyrL90g
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jUTeinjCuSIbVA7siYc5y?si=038fb991e48e445a

Lyrics:
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

I can’t say a thing, you went somewhere else
In the end I guess I’m by myself
Can’t distract myself
Nothing really helps
Nothing said I felt nothing
When I wanted something
I knew I was bluffing 
So I stop to take a drink, and I start to think
Will everything disappear when I blink
If you ever wanna know about me
I’m too open, full of vulnerability 
Cut me open, I’ll give you anything you need
Leave me broken, that’s a possibility 

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Die lately die lately 
I wanna die lately
Sometimes I wanna relapse but I know that it won’t save me
There’s a fake me, there’s a fake me
I don’t know what side you’ll see
Different sides of honesty
When I lie I swear I do it honestly
Honestly i just feel to many things
All these voices haunting me
Always fucking clawing me
Clawing me, clawing me

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

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NOTHING REALLY HELPS (prod. iamlonely)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

SCREAM OUT ft. gothurted (prod. grayskies)

You tell me that you love me
Like it’s nothing, like it’s nothing
drug me
Take my blood I’m suffering
Crush me break me down, Than I Relapse, 
Rush I feel it rushing out, All of my past 
Snap I think I’m snapping now, How you do that
Leave, leave me gushing on the ground, I been detached
I cared when you were never there
You wanted no part I pulled out my hair
What’s wrong with me
And everything
All the weight from the pain
That I’m carrying
I gotta find a way
Before it’s too late
And I slam my face
Into the pavement
I crawl 
And crawl to the ends of the earth
Just to wake up 
Back in the dirt
But I will 
I’ll be fine
It’s off of my mind
Till I run back 
Into another endless spiral
Fucked up, can you dial
you know I love the cycle
Girl I think I’ve gone psycho psycho
Fuck it lets get high hoe
I wanna travel faster than light hoe
Ohhh fingers gripping on the tight rope
Ohhh she make me choke she make me die slow

TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME (prod. diedinoctober)

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead.m4a (feat. LOAT!)

produced by why loner

fun fact thirty below was another name i was considering besides beanie

lyrics:

too busy to pick up your phone
no dont go
its cold its like thirty below
i see purple in my toes
brittle breakin up my bones
baby wait before u go
where u goin dont go

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below

check the temperature is thirty below (woah)
i see purple in my toes (its cold)
im spittin this shit off the dome (dont)
where u goin please baby dont go (i know)
you dont love me i promise i do
tantalizing up my mind what you do
criticize me all i wanted was you 
i was a fuck up and hesitant wouldnt make a move aye

thats cold youre bold
im hungry i need a me a bowl
fuck its a struggle just getting some dough
cookie clicker on my phone
just to kill the time all time low last week
almost off myself cuz im broke
on a come up only going lower
but i got yo bitch playin limbo

my heads so unknxwn
my reflection wont show
tick tock yall are on the clock
there aint no one else but my bro
thats there for me
yall better stop now tread carefully 
stop talkin suicide yall scared for me
yall watched me die so carelessly
its not fair for me

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below

i am insane i think im insane
blood on my louise v frames
searching for days 
where is my brain woah
she want me dont want her thats crazy
bitch hit my dms like ily hey 
i sent back a smiley face
some positive feedback
it might be the play
but all i can think of is hate
but all i can think of is hurt
but all i can think of is her
sauce on my skin it might burn
i might throw on some ice just to cool down the urn im turning to shovel my ashes away
matter fact yall should banish my ashes from earth
tryn purge the negativity out my mind but im slowly realizing it will never work

youre frozen cold
its may but i still need a coat
homie askin where the cash at
told him i dont really know
runnin round w my woes steady searching
for a flow fuck a hoe
its getting real chilly go check a temperature is thirty below 

youre frozen cold
too busy to pick up your phone
dont go
its cold its like thirty below
i see purple in my toes 
brittle breakin up my bones
baby wait before u go
where u goin dont go

thirty below (why loner)

In 2017 I got addicted to painkillers
In the six weeks before we met
And after that I took them only when I needed
Like the night you called me back
And in the mornings we would walk to class and smoke cheap cigarettes
Because menthols taste healthier, right?
Back then I didn’t sleep and I wrote shitty poetry
About Newark when my grandma died

And i hope you don’t remember at all
You just grab the money and i’ll take the fall
I never moved to New York, but I went there on tour; I’ve got your notes in my drawer
I still remember it all

In 2021 I mixed klonopin and whiskey
In the city where angels go to die
And I made a man a flower crown then passed out on his living room floor
And said “don’t touch me, I’m fine”
See, my ambition was a prison, wanted to carve my name into
The bones of everybody I met
Back then I didn’t see beauty in just about anything
So I guess it turned out just how you said
It would

But I hope you don’t remember at all
Been running away, it’s getting harder to walk
I don’t know what it was for, getting ruined for sport; goddamn victorian whore
I still remember it all

Reading my old journals, double-checking it got better
And my hands still turn purple when it’s cold, so I’ll wait seven years
‘Til there’s nothing left of who i was but melody and fever
I hope next time, when she says she’s too high you’ll stop
And you'll believe her

One day I won’t remember at all
The pictures all faded, now we’re outlines in chalk
I never moved to New York, but I’ll go there on tour; I guess that settles the score
I still remember it all

i still remember it all

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

written, recorded, produced by me </3

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LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

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In the Dark

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

features are 100$

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SCREAM OUT ft. gothurted (prod. grayskies)

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