lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

Lyrics:
It’s been hard to ignore
When the pain feels like before
Never meant to leave you all on your own
The way it breaks my bones
Crushing my throat
The drugs they call cause I don’t wanna mourn
Oh oh
Another break down
On the blow I’d breakdown
I cannot escape
How can i ever fake
When everything gets spilled out
Take my name
Take my shape take my clothes
Take everything I own
Leave my guts on the floor
Leave me deaf to your tone
I’m out of my mind
Get out my mind 
Something I can’t find
Looking for insight
I get so high 
Underneath starlight 
Now we’re saying good bye
Can’t sleep at all, I got too much in my brain
Driving me insane, think I gotta change 
Highs I gotta chase
Drugs that imma taste
It got easier to tell when they were fake
There are demons in this race but the devil gave me his grace 
Imma go crazy you can’t come in my lane
Fuck money fuck drugs fuck fame
I do this shit so I’m remembered in my grave
I do that shit so I can feel okay
If I’m not okay, I won’t elaborate 
Everything hurts
So I try to numb the pain
it never works like that 
I know you know that
I know it gets bad
Fallin through your hands

MOURN (prod. iamlonely)

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

I
don't know how to get away x2

she turns
the lights out 
she keeps me in her house 
she pulls my arm
and exposed my wrist 
she pulls a knife 
and she bloody wrist slits
forever & always 
be here in her
house 

don't know how to get away
I
don't know how to get away x3

out all night on the white
but now you're on come down
dirty cigarette on your breath 
and now you're feeling run down
you've been drowning in your problems 
you don't know how to stop them
you fail to recognize that 
you are the fucking problem

your deadbeat promises don't really mean very much now 
you may get what you want, but i know you won't get it from me x2


she turns the lights out 
she keeps me in her house x3 
forever & always be here 
in her 
house

her house (52Blu)

top speed in my nissan sentra w/ nico north (prod. sapjer)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

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[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead.m4a (feat. LOAT!)

~2300~
produced by @itsbrvski
hosted by @ytstatic

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

[Verse]
What’s the count on the favors i have to cash in
I’m doing damage control for you in your absence
And what’s an ounce when i’ve seen it traded for friendship 
I’d pay it all out of pocket to see my friends again
Cause our bonds don’t fit in black bags
And our name’s they write on toe tags
This shit is so sad
When all we had were examples of how to not live
We’re just statistics
No one expects you to win

“I’m sick of burying my fucking friends” 
“I’m sorry”
“I should’ve done more”

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

i might be alone, i'm scared w/ brvski

linktr.ee/lottaheart

@lottaheart:
i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i wouldn't take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah you know i can't wait

@xobroken:
i can't wait to see your pretty face
i feel high when you step into space
i mean it when i say you cant be replaced
where you wanna go?
yeah, i'll take you any place
money don't mean shit to me
i'll bust open the safe
dinero, by me fuego
everywhere we go is safe
stack this shit like legos,
count it all another day
i can never let go
of this feeling oh wait

@lottaheart:
it feels like i dont wanna wait
how much fuckin longer is it gonna take?
if i could take it all away,
i would do anything to make it all okay

yeah you i can't wait
im impatient
waited all day
i can't take this
wanna get away
back to the basics

i can never let go
if you wanna talk we can talk, let me know
you were everything i ever known
you're the one who made me feel whole

now im just half what i was that day
i get too attached to the things you say
but i would take it back,
no i won't, no way
want is so bad cause you know i cant wait
yeah, you know i can't wait

can't wait w/xobroken [metlast x jolst]

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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