emilee (kingtheta)

pistol ft. hkfiftyone (prod. metlast x luffy)

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same 

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh 


feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me 
then use me like a leach

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at

deep down, covered in dirt
x marks the spot i got hurt
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song

mistreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same (2x)

mistreated, misplaced (caves)

prod. @trechorboy & @yuumu2k

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Lyrics:
you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

somehow saying sorry feels too melancholy
i’ll just leave my body cut for you
soak in anguish
probably shouldn’t take this double dose
im spacing out
i feel brand new
cuz im not ready to talk
‘pardonne-moi’
you know that
its no competition
let go of that pedestal shit
but i see you win and choke on my own thoughts
i hate myself more than i ask for help
i tried to crack my shell and all i felt was loss

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs 
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

i drink
and drink
and drink
so excessive that i think i broke the link tying you and i
stay away
hurray, purging feelings in the sink
for the fifth time this week
how can i forget?
what you did to me is burned into my head
like a cigarette
smoke
the scent
the dread
nothing can put these pieces back together
(x2)

Vehicular Manslaughter

SPOTIFY

In 2017 I got addicted to painkillers
In the six weeks before we met
And after that I took them only when I needed
Like the night you called me back
And in the mornings we would walk to class and smoke cheap cigarettes
Because menthols taste healthier, right?
Back then I didn’t sleep and I wrote shitty poetry
About Newark when my grandma died

And i hope you don’t remember at all
You just grab the money and i’ll take the fall
I never moved to New York, but I went there on tour; I’ve got your notes in my drawer
I still remember it all

In 2021 I mixed klonopin and whiskey
In the city where angels go to die
And I made a man a flower crown then passed out on his living room floor
And said “don’t touch me, I’m fine”
See, my ambition was a prison, wanted to carve my name into
The bones of everybody I met
Back then I didn’t see beauty in just about anything
So I guess it turned out just how you said
It would

But I hope you don’t remember at all
Been running away, it’s getting harder to walk
I don’t know what it was for, getting ruined for sport; goddamn victorian whore
I still remember it all

Reading my old journals, double-checking it got better
And my hands still turn purple when it’s cold, so I’ll wait seven years
‘Til there’s nothing left of who i was but melody and fever
I hope next time, when she says she’s too high you’ll stop
And you'll believe her

One day I won’t remember at all
The pictures all faded, now we’re outlines in chalk
I never moved to New York, but I’ll go there on tour; I guess that settles the score
I still remember it all

i still remember it all

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

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heartbeat.

heartbeat. (+music video)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

written, recorded, produced by me </3

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LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

i dont want you to see my face
i dont want to feel this pain
i just want to go away
want to leave, im forced to stay
honestly my soul is aching
theres no hell, you'd be mistaken
you dont see the bones im breaking
im so tired i cannot take it

stepping through the stones in the valley of death
did all i could do, i gave it all of my breath
breaking all the promises that i ever kept
falling to the floor, and then the heavens, they wept

letter

letter (prod steezy prime x blocktane x nate2timez)

i'm a burnout

@burnoutarchive


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