Prod. @sorrow_bringer
😔🖤

Lyrics:
I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

Blood on me
I cant see, i been bleeding
Yeah
I cant sleep, every night lose my feelings
Yeah
I dont know who i really am
I dont know if i really can


I try anyway
Down a dark path everyday

Fuck what they say
Everybody got smthn to say
Everybody got smthn that they crave
Everybody think they know the pain
I dont think ill ever be the same

I wont ever be enough no
U used to be the only one whoa
I feel it all getting numb slow
Everything i fuck it up
I always fuck it up oh

I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

BLADE ALL ON ME CAN'T CRY (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

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(Robstar)
Do you look in the mirror and see you
For me it's only somebody pretending
I write it all in my room
But does this story have an ending
'Cause I see the signs
Of distrust and bitter lies
Yeah, and the twist I see in mind
Could ruin things I hold close to me
It's hard to breathe
And what you'll find ain't what it seems
I lock me in and I threw away the key
You'll only find the real me in misery

I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

(Rivilin)
Yeah, the only one who has a problem with me is me
I'm the one who drags me down, I'm the one who wants to leave
suffocating in my dreams, this life's too much for me
anxiety lives in my gut; it weighs like a brick till I sink

like damn, when did it get this bad, I don't know
racing through topics in my head, like will I just end alone
I don't know but for now I guess I’ll just stay home
every day is a struggle I think I still need time to grow

who’s that in the mirror, it’s not me 
that reflection I still see yeah isn’t mine
change up inside my head if I don't
I’ll be stuck on me forever and I’ll never climb

(Robstar)
I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

One in a Crowd

Rivilin

One in a Crowd ft. Rivilin [Prod. OkayKoda]

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

"detmer"

7 DAYS LATER YOU'RE GONE AND YOU ALREADY HAD SOMEONE
SO I GUESS YOU WERE PLANNING TO LEAVE ME RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING OF US ALL ALONG
HOW THE FUCK COULD I BE SO STUPID? WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAKE ME DO THIS?
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHILE BLACKOUT DRUNK AND THEN ACT SO CLUELESS?

"garrett"

I WOULD NEVER DO YOU LIKE THAT, HOW COULD YOU MOVE ON SO FAST?
WHY THE FUCK DID I STAY SO LONG WHEN YOU TREATED ME JUST LIKE TRASH?
AND MY HEART STILL GOT THOSE SCARS AND MY HAND STILL GOT THAT SCRATCH
GIRL I WAITED FOR YOU FOR SO LONG JUST SO YOU COULD COME BACK AND LEAVE ME IN THE PAST

ALL THIS PAIN I BE HOLDING, AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP BROKEN
AIN'T NO WONDER I END UP CRYING, AIN'T NO WONDER I FEEL SO HOPELESS
IN MY HEART AIN'T NO LOVE LEFT INSIDE IT, ALL MY ARTERIES FULL OF CORROSION
BUT IT'S COOL CAUSE I'M JUST GONNA HIDE IT, I JUST SPOKE UP, DON'T ASK HOW I WROTE IT

Can you tell me what you want? So I can give you what you want
Girl, I thought you were the one but I lost you, now I don't know what I want
And I wanna feel love so bad but I lost my heart when you left
When I showed you all my fears, you just looked at me and laughed

7 DAYS LATER!

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

You sailed away when I needed an anchor
Drifted away to an island of anger
I got addicted to being in danger
I put myself through the worst for a stranger

Why am I like this? Why am I alone?
Why should I fight this feeling anymore?
But I kinda like it, it's all I really know
If I found a way out, I prolly would not go

Blood bleeds red, tears run blue
That just makes sense, like the thought of me and you
But I know that you won't
Ever love me like love you, I just wanna talk

Hold my hand one last time before the night ends
Break my heart this time and you won't get a chance again
That don't only mean that I'm just gonna let go
Put your life in my hands, then I'm gonna let go

sail.

whats my swag

#firstclass #3ligotscales #newartist #newmusic

3li - no handout! (user0ffkhaxs)

@notemrys

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to the face, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

I can't let you have my heart, cause I might get it broken
Love is nice and all until it falls and leaves you hopeless
Sometimes I'm so happy, then I wake up, bro like oh shit
If I hurt you in the end, I'll blame it on emotions

That I don't have, I left those with a old bitch
That was fuckin' years ago but I still cannot cope it
I don't have the space for love with all these blunts I'm holdin'
Light em up from back to back, my boys we stay in motion

Why can't I hold on? I think I like feeling lonely
My music drive is pain, and I think that is the only
All these hoes that cut me off turned into bitches on me
If you ain't tryna top or fuck, then you can go please

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to myself, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

| emrys |

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

Never been in love, it's just I been feelin' lonely
Happier on drugs, sometimes I really miss the old me
How can you relate? I bet you never seen an OD
Sober's more alone, I wish that somebody had told me

Tell me where I've been
Tell me all these racks that I just made will help me win
I just wanna go
I don't need you bitches, I'ma do it on my own

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

spotify.

≠enough. (feat. emrys) | Produced by boyfifty

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me