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Leave A Message w/Sapphire2001 (prod. caspr)

I Lived My Life Like There Would Be A Happy Ending

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Lyrics
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(Chorus)
Do you know
Why I'm not
Allowed to feel okay?
I think I've
Got some problems
Way deep down inside my brain
I'm just used to me
All alone
With my head held down in the rain
They say I'm fucked up in my head
How I see the rainbow
In shades of grey

(Verse)
I see your face in the waves
And I hear your voice so far away
Sparking it up in the shade
Did they ever ask me if I'm okay?

Scrollin' through twitter at 9am
Ain't no one responds to texts
And I'm wishin' I was dead
'Cause I'm cryin' all alone again
I'm crying all alone again
Why is everything so bitter?
I'm drinkin' to fuck my liver
I'm wishing that I could quit her
Instead I'll admit I miss her
And I'm cryin' all alone again
Yeah I'm crying all alone again, yeah

(Chorus)
Do you know
Why I'm not
Allowed to feel okay?
I think I've
Got some problems
Way deep down inside my brain
I'm just used to me
All alone
With my head held down in the rain
They say I'm fucked up in my head
How I see the rainbow
In shades of grey

Sad Sings to Cry To

Rainbow

Rainbow [Prod. Arieseternal]

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Lyrics
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Bitch I ain't nothing but problems
I hit my plug now I call him
I take a pill now I'm fallin'
I fall asleep in my coffin

I got some drugs on the nightstand
So fucking high I don't know if I'll land
I got some money in my rubber bands
Buy what I like don't give fucks 'bout a brand
Watchin' my shawty stay callin'
Wipe away tears, bitch I'm bawlin'
Over a bridge in a foreign
Would you end the life that you're drawing?

Bitch I ain't nothing but problems
I hit my plug now I call him
I take a pill now I'm fallin'
I fall asleep in my coffin

Problems

Problems [Prod. Capsctrl]

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Lyrics
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(Robstar)
it's all in my head, i know
i hate myself
but i can't forget the love
we had back then
i just wish that i could change it all
the ups and downs the rise and fall
the love we had that now is gone
your echo bouncing
wall to wall to wall to wall

(selfishmachine)
insects on the roof and the windows 
i can feel the energy the ohmu's getting closer 
follow me i can show you 
don't be scared it's just life in the jungle 

spores are growing out my arms 
vines are leaking out my heart 
hold up now babe please just hold still 
don't let them find you 
those sudden movements in the grass will set them off and you'll be dead 
they're tracking us just for the kill 
no sudden movements 

every night i seem to find 
these monsters crawl into my mind 
i do my best to try and hide 
my dear i'll keep you safe from them

(Robstar & selfishmachine)
it's all in my head, i know
i hate myself
but i can't forget the love
we had back then
i just wish that i could change it all
the ups and downs the rise and fall
the love we had that now is gone
your echo bouncing
wall to wall to wall to wall

Your Echo

iTunes

Your Echo w/selfishmachine [Prod. KNKR]

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Lyrics
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(Chorus)
I'm feelin' lowly
Nobody knows me
Nobody told me
That I'd be alone

They used to try to control me
But now I'm just lonely
But now I'm just wholly
Out in the cold

I'm losing track of confessions
I'm burning all my possessions
Until I'm somebody else
And I fall like the snow

They never hear what I'm tellin'
And all my words just be deafenin'
When I call out for help
They don't even wanna know, yeah
Even wanna know

(Verse)
Yeah, just another face in the rain
On another bus out the town so I hide from my shame
And no I'm not okay
But what new can I say?

So I guess I'll grab the one-eight-four
To the next town
And meet a couple different friends of mine
That I talk to when I'm down
And they won't know what to say
And that's okay
Feelin' like a throwaway in the lost but not found
Voices in my head wanna speak out aloud
But they don't know what to say
And that's okay
Yeah, that's okay

(Chorus)
I'm feelin' lowly
Nobody knows me
Nobody told me
That I'd be alone

They used to try to control me
But now I'm just lonely
But now I'm just wholly
Out in the cold

I'm losing track of confessions
I'm burning all my possessions
Until I'm somebody else
And I fall like the snow

They never hear what I'm tellin'
And all my words just be deafenin'
When I call out for help
They don't even wanna know, yeah
Even wanna know

Sad Songs to Cry To

Lowly

Lowly [Prod. Zeekybeats]

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Lyrics
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[Chorus]
Tripping over words that I shouldn't have said
Everything reminds me of when you left
I've been counting scars like bullets for my head
Why can't anyone just say they wish that I was dead?
Don't go and come back again
Don't leave I think that I need a friend
Climbing but I fall from the ledge
I see what we could've had left

[Verse]
And everything you said to me it burrows in my brain (burrows in my brain)
Every time you said you loved me it just felt the same (it just felt the same)
How could anybody ever handle all the pain? (handle all the pain)
You said that you love me, if you love me why'd you walk away? (why'd you walk away?)

[Bridge]
Why'd you walk away, why'd you walk away, why'd you walk away

[Chorus]
Tripping over words that I shouldn't have said (that I shouldn't have said)
Everything reminds me of when you left (of when you left)
I've been counting scars like bullets for my head (like bullets for my head)
Why can't anyone just say they wish that I was dead? (they wish that I was dead)
Don't go and come back again (come back again)
Don't leave I think that I need a friend (I think that I need a friend)
Climbing but I fall from the ledge (but I fall from the ledge)
I see what we could've had left

When You Left

When You Left [Prod. Morning Meadow]

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lyrics: 
ive been waiting on the end
i patched my wounds as they bled
all these thoughts inside my head 
bleeding out 
im playing dead
never again 
never again
never again

(x2)

Never Again (Prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Bury My Head In The Sand

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Sorrow Bringer

(sold) Painted Roses (Prod Splashgvng & Sorrow Bringer)

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I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me