a small glimpse into my mind
no one knows I’m releasing this
I don’t care about anything if you want to listen to this then please do
If you don’t want to listen to this then you probably should anyway 
I’m tired of waiting to show people how I feel when I think a lot of people have gone through the same feelings 

this song made was 5 min before my biggest song angels & demons
Keith Varon
McKay Stevens 

Thank you for allowing me to express my pain at such a young age in my career
this song was technically not finished but I don’t care
it’s about the ability to do something for yourself 
this song is for me
I don’t understand myself
but the people who understand my music makes me feel like I’m not mindless
please allow yourself to let go of the urge to understand
 and allow yourself feel something

put down the gun

Jxdn - Halloween

JXDN covers Chappell Roan's "Hot To Go" at the VMAs Countdown.

JXDN "Hot To Go" VMAs cover

Unrealease song from jxdn - posted on his page

BOYTOY SZN - jxdn

knew pretty girls could lie - jxdn snippet

jxdn- M.I.A (Unreleased)

JXDN - All I Want For Christmas Is A Christmas With You

Heavenly Father, lets get fighting

PSALMS – VOL. V: DESERT HOPE – The Shaken Remnant

Synopsis:
Volume V walks through Psalms 61–75 as songs for people walking dry ground with God still in sight. It opens with the cry for a rock “Higher Than I,” moves through quiet trust in “Only,” and the desert longing of “Thirst Like This.” From there it tracks stalkers and secret plots in “Arrows in the Dark,” harvest joy in “Rain on the Fields,” testimony and mission in “Come and See” and “Face to the Nations,” and the massive victory-surge of “Let God Arise.” The back half dives into deep trouble and shame in “Drowned and Singing,” short urgent prayer in “Hurry, My Help,” old-age faith in “Old Bones, New Song,” the messianic reign of “King of Justice and Rain,” perspective on envy in “Until I Came Inside,” burned sanctuaries in “Ashes in the Sanctuary,” and the sober leveling of “Lifted and Laid Low.” Each track paraphrases the psalms into a fully structured, modern song with verses, repeats, bridges and breaks, stretching across desert indie, folk, rock, soul, and cinematic worship-adjacent sounds.

Until I Came Inside | Psalm 73

Most people fall apart
when the truth lands heavy
They love the surface
the version of me that doesn’t bleed
But when the weight shifts
their hands slip like shadows
and every promise
breaks before it hits the floor

A thousand voices
warm when the night is easy
but missing
when the sky divides
People reach for warmth
never for gravity
They hold you
until holding you
actually means something

Truth is heavy
and most are too light
to carry
anything real

People are light
until the truth lands
Hands slip
voices fade
But one soul with weight
can carry what I am
One soul with weight
can carry what I am

Crowds feel colder
than being alone
And one real heart
can feel like a whole new world
The rare ones
don’t run from the fire
They step inside
and stay
while everyone else disappears

Truth is heavy
Truth is holy
Truth is something
only few can lift

People are light
until the truth lands
Hands slip
voices fade
But one soul with weight
can carry what I am
One soul with weight
is enough
for a life like mine

When the world cracked
I didn’t reach for the crowd
I reached for the one
who didn’t flinch
who didn’t break
who didn’t drop me
when I was too heavy
for everyone else

People are light
until the truth lands
Hands slip
voices fade
But one soul with weight
can carry what I am
Carry what I am
One soul with weight
is enough for me

JXDN "Hot To Go" VMAs cover

jxdn unreleased