Roderick Porter

Roderick Porter Collection

daylist stuff - 2

Written by Roderick Porter
Produced by Roderick Porter
Mixed by Andrew Dawson

PROTOTYPE: ETERNAL

INITIALIZING

SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L

Laputa

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

OVER AGAIN

canine teeth (ft. fog lake)

Hang Up the Lights

Purple Candy Glow

#Rap #HipHop #Chill #Aesthetic #Underground #MacMiller

NOT AGAIN

PHASES

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

whatever

Roderick Porter - Famous (Prod. Riddle)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

hope you like it. i made the beat on this one :)

im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

watching as the rain hits the pane on the window
the world got me feelin colder than when the wind blow
ive been outta focus, got me feelin hopeless
aint nobody notice, i aint really copin
release stress in the words that i write
thoughts runnin through my mind all the time keep me up at night
im overthinkin, and braindead at the same time
tryna find a way to make my pain rhyme
chasin after happiness i just want a little bit
guess im an idiot, guess that its all frivilous
why you always sad, yeah why you such a little bitch
i aint scared of death, im just lost in the middle bit
i just want an answer, i just want a reason
someone please tell me why the fuck im even breathin
got a black hole inside my soul and im slippin
please give me a minute, just a minute cause im trippin

im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

flippin through polaroids in my room
flippin through polaroids in my room
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back
i guess im way too far gone
i know im way too far gone
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back

lost in the rain

Roderick Porter - lost in the rain (prod. Roderick Porter)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

shout out to @akoad for letting me use his beat! You can find all his social media links in the description of his soundcloud page or on YouTube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLcontUm9R0

Thank you so much for listening and I hope you enjoy, lyrics below\/
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i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

bet you laughin, momma struggle payin taxes
you relaxin, rose colors in your glasses
ive been pretty passive but im done with all the actin
i dont wanna see your face, or your neck, bitch ill snap it
acoholic piece of shit, i dont give a fuck about you
two faced snake, so much that i dont trust about you
mom drive cassandra to, every single practice
and every single shift, and all her fuckin classes
you aint really done shit for us
you aint really done shit
nah

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

you bought a penthouse skippin on support cheques
you a fuckin scum, going lower than the floor gets
you a fuckin black hole, you a vortex
cant rain on me, im flexin with some gortex
learned to drive myself, graduate myself
and i really i aint fuckin like you, i dont hate myself
i aint turn psychopathic bitch into my wife
so take your sorry ass and stay the fuck away from my life
dont text me.

motherfucker dont text me.

Demons

Don't Text Me

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

some tyler/brockhampton vibes on this one. just wanted to put somethin out while i keep working on two new tapes, stay tuned!!

old haters wanna be friends
when they hit my D-Ms
say it aint me

meanwhile
people wanna hear my freestyle
gotta tell em
bitch it aint free

old haters wanna be friends
when they hit my D-Ms
say it aint me

meanwhile
people wanna hear my freestyle
gotta tell em
bitch it aint free

stack cash, act brash, and i rap fast  
got a couple bitches in my phone sendin snapchats
thats fact, nice titties and a fat ass
zeros on my paper like the grades in my math class
like a taxi, homies in the backseat
i aint really black, skin color of my khakis
runnin shit like a team at the track meet
X jock steeze, n'everybody wanna 'tack me
fuck it though, you can keep the flow
style versatile, got a couple hundred more to go
start spit about knockin bullets in my dome
then i kill the vibe of everybody at the fuckin show
got a couple crumbs, multiply it to a loaf
boutta make some bread, turn pockets to a stove
buyin hennessey and instagrammin with your hoes
watchin all your money turn into a runny nose, woah

old haters wanna be friends
when they hit my D-Ms
say it aint me

meanwhile
people wanna hear my freestyle
gotta tell em
bitch it aint free

old haters wanna be friends
when they hit my D-Ms
say it aint me

meanwhile
people wanna hear my freestyle
gotta tell em
bitch it aint free

Roderick Porter - AINT ME (Prod. Kato)

prod @citygrl

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thanks ily

damn, i even dont know how to feel
ay, i cant even tell whats real
yuh, i just want you to come chill
ay, yeah i thought that was the deal
ay, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yeah, im still just rollin up dope
woah, imma get lost in the smoke
yuh, you gettin stuck in my mind
ay, please just dont waste my time
damn, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yuh

i just wanna cut, i just wanna fuck
i just wanna feel you
i dont wanna love, i dont wanna "us"
can you be the real you
say you not attached, you dont want that
why you tryna act cool
tryna take it slow, i dont think you know
i can see right through
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight

damn, i even dont know how to feel
i cant even tell whats real
i just want you to come chill
yeah i thought that was the deal
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games
im still rollin up dope
imma get lost in the smoke
you get stuck in my mind
please dont waste my time
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games

i didn't realize how empty my bed was until you left

★ SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC★

Roderick Porter - i didn't realize how empty my bed was until you left (prod. City Girl)

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

SPOTIFY!

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

"FACt Of tHE MaTTER" OUT NOW.

I WANNA LIVE FOREVER WHEN I DIE!