fire & ice w/ fuxkxen [p. asecoamy]

nothing,nowhere. - leftovers (unreleased)

every vertebrae in my back can't help me stand up for who i am
i'm dying
i'm dying yeah
and every piece of shit that promised to help me out
did much less
did much fuckin' less 

you were rounded coliseum
bread and entertainment
are you entertained
are you entertained 
i'm a joke on an instagram page that you can send to your friends 
are you entertained
fuck 
i'm tearing my hair out
you got friends in san diego and it's much cooler down there yeah 
fuck 
i just wish i had more power right now 
i thought i was a man
i thought i was a man
pain ain't something that they understand
i could drop this song but i'm irrelevant yeah
i'm irrelevant
at a bar in san diego 
jeep wrangler
your heart feel like a road trip and i'm hitchhikin'
bread and entertainment 
are you entertained
are you entertained
are you entertained
your friends are in san diego and it's much cooler there 
i ain't cool enough for you no
i'm a joke 
i'm just entertainment
i'm a play on words
i'm a play on words

san diego (p. nature walker)

{ LYRICS }



there’s someone in the mirror, it’s not me
i wonder if this is what you see
you’re the only one who knows this body
don’t want anybody else to touch me

in the beginning, i always feel godly
we were touching skies nobody could stop me
i pollute you, yeah i know i’m toxic 
i wanna fight with you till we get raunchy

i got highschool love, writing you letters
losing sleep in my dreams we’re together 
i’ll do a love spell, maybe manifest her 
in the candlelight, standing near the dresser
i can’t help it i’ll love you forever
i would fall to my knees and i’d beg her

there’s someone in the mirror, it’s not me
i wonder if this is what you see
you’re the only one who knows this body
don’t want anybody else to touch me

( i pollute you, yeah i know i’m toxic
i wanna fight with you till we get raunchy )

in the candlelight

company

featuring neeco <3

cover art by @heartpacee

produced by immortal

lyrics:

Who am I to hypothesize?
When every time we talked about it it was based on lies
I took advantage of your trust so I could still get high
You told me come back in a month and now it's been bout 9
Wonder how I ain't die
Wonder how I'm alive, but in due time
Who am I drinking all night long?
While you were sitting there just worried bout me back at home
I take another and another tryna overdose
I probably won't because of you but you know how that goes
Stuck in a comatose
Laid with my rose
So tell me what was the last thing that you said
I'm sorry I cut you off, say that again
God damn now we trailing off back in a sec
Now every time that I text I'm left on read
And the next time that you text I might be dead
I might be dead
I hate that the last thing that you said was

Let me speak
Let me speak
I ain't slept in bout a week
I'm still tryna hit my peak
Let me speak
Let me speak
Let me speak

I'm underground
That's when they get to talkin bout me like I'm here right now
In my head it's peace and quiet please don't be too loud
Got an angel but the devil won't let me out
Let me out
The only way that I can talk is through a wall of sound
A wall of sound
But please don't break it with those words that I despise
A sea of people looking at me with no eyes
eyes but do they pray for me
Every person there was hating me 
One day I will fucking rot

Let me speak
Let me speak
I ain't slept in bout a week
I'm still tryna hit my peak
Let me speak
Let me speak
Let me speak

LET ME SPEAK w/ neeco

Let It Go!

small talk

@taylor
vox mixed by @cpt_sad

you bitches speaking to me like I won’t do this all day
pacing back-and-forth in my basement
from this one tab that I took
it won’t go the fuck away
I’m tripping so damn hard
I don’t know what the fuck im seeing
am i in this reality
hold up wait wtf u mean
i think i got myself caught up in another dream
bitch I’m not concerned about whether I’m going to hell or heaven
i was born in 97
23 yrs without a blessin
on this earth i know it hurt know ur worth
ill never get recognized for all my hard work
they take take they take from the healthy
you gotta give up your change for the wealthy
they fuckin up everything we do
mf when the fuck was that new

this a freestyle bitch
man its easy as shit
hoes all up on my dick
can’t tell which one is which
i wish my brain had a fucking switch
too deep in this mix
too deep in this shit
too deep in ur bitch
you claim you bout respect
i know you sneaking me on purpose
you aint about shit
i hope i got you feeling nervous
clutching to this mic
like it has every answer to life inside
slowly roll yourself off of my fuckin line

i gotta push myself to move on
still sleeping on that futon
i dont know what im doing wrong
i just wanna sing this song
these emotions be so strong that sometimes i cry
from embracing the feeling of living a life
that was entirely before my time
up and im out right on a dime
my case up
my bitch caked up
i dont need to make up
im on one
i faked up
bitch wake up
bitch now we all caked up
and im all done

i dont say shit
i let the mf beat walk
i dont gotta say shit
na mf i go and let the beat talk
do u hear what its sayin
yeah turn that hoe up it be slayin
ill be honest u be all up on my mind
all the time
all the time
i would do what you say so
you got my dignity wrapped round my ankles
i dont know wtf felt way more painful
u made it this far all u had to do was fake it
made it this far but the feeling ill never shake it
i wont give up till one day i finally make it
or one day where i finally decide to take it

small talk

absentmother