lost myself i been tryna get back for days
but lately i been in a daze
i’ve been switching up positions 
work my way up out this maze
started playing this rendition and finding my fucking ways
word to tobz 
i been grinding for a better life
i told my girl that i promise i’ll be a better guy
i’m taking risks yeh i know but i’d never jeopardise
storm’s coming, but diamonds do when the pressure rise
these black clouds hang heavy on my shoulders
they’re like boulders
make me feel older
and i don’t wanna have to act a bit colder
cos i been too stressed ‘bout putting money in the motor
or getting us a stroller
cos one day, one day i want a kid
little boy or little girl
nothing little bout the gift yeh
look in your eyes, see the eyes of a mother
i could never put my trust up in another
guess i’m just a big sucker
got you in my blood
world full of hate but at the same time love
at the same time love

at the same time love

working on my vision
too much indecision
too much pussy-footing about realities of hitting your twenties
i count my pennies out and drop ‘em down the neck of my empties
it’s like my sober thoughts
they aren’t the real me
there’s too much self-doubt
i’m not thinking clearly
i lace my papers up with all that negativity
and pray it will deliver me or help me to get rid of the 
fucking animosity that’s left in my vicinity
self-pity my affinity
to hold back, it’s my proclivity
i lay it all out cos if i keep it in my melon
then i’m telling you 
it’s probably gonna kill me
tryna find that balance
tryna use my talents
for something good in this world of dirt
and not sit and drink away my hurt
i’ll make ‘em feel my worth

drink away my hurt or make ‘em feel my worth

lost myself i been tryna get back for days
but lately i been in a daze 
i’ve been switching up positions 
work my way up out this maze
started playing this rendition and finding my fucking ways
word to tobz…
word to tobz 
penny for your thoughts but a fiver for mine
in due time 
you’ll see this shine and you’ll see it’s mine

PENNY 4 UR THOUGHTS BUT A FIVER 4 MINE. (prod. by zento)

NN12 X RIP TOBZ X WAVE
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THE WOLF AT THE DOOR

SEE WE'RE ONLY JUS BEGINNING

PENNY 4 UR THOUGHTS BUT A FIVER 4 MINE. (prod. by zento)

Romeo MAC