𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘯 𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘺 - 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘌𝘹𝘪𝘵

Saint Avangeline's debut album, Gardener of Eden, tells the story of a young lesbian woman recalling her romantic, yet tragic encounters, doomed-to-fail relationships, and coming to terms with her traumatic sexual assault. Two months after attempting to take her own life, she began to write this album as a means to begin to accept what happened to her, and let it all out, using her pain as a source to create something beautiful, and to eventually heal from. 

Inspired by tracks from Lana Del Rey, Avangeline chose a similar moody, ethereal tracks (all from BeatStars), paired with her own personal gothic style of poetry, to create dreamy music layered with reverb. 

Armed with only Apple earbuds and a laptop, Avangeline learned to mix and master her own vocals and released this album independently in April, 2022.

Lilith

P*RNSTAR ~ nessa barrett (sped up)

House Of Balloons

Doubt (Demo Ver)- Twenty one pilots

Kyle Alessandro – PULSE.mp3

Back To Friends (Jimmy Falon Live) - Sombr

八方來財 (stacks from all sides)

Black Swan with Fake Love (Instrumental)

Feelings

https://davidrona.bandcamp.com/album/vampire-songs-2

[Verse]
A hand through the bars
A whisper in air
You’re so close
But I can’t find you there
Your shadow lingers
It burns my skin
The closer I get
The further you’ve been

[Prechorus]
I’m a prisoner of your silhouette
Chains of longing I can’t forget

[Chorus]
You’re my forbidden
My never
My always
A fire that flickers but never obeys
Despite the despair
I crave the ache
Your touch
Your touch
My only escape

[Verse 2]
A kiss in the dark
A secret undone
Your lips are the moon
I’m the chasing sun
In the quiet
I feel your scream
A broken heart
A shattered dream

[Bridge]
Every wall
Every mile
Every tear is a trial
But I’d break every rule
Every chain
Just to hold you through the pain

[Chorus]
You’re my forbidden
My never
My always
A fire that flickers but never obeys
Despite the despair
I crave the ache
Your touch
Your touch
My only escape

DESPITE DESPAIR

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~RONA~

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