Watch the video on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XKWXagB3Cs

Music & Production by Hobocop
https://soundcloud.com/metrocityrecords

Vocals & Art by Cosmic Keanu

FREE D/L On Bandcamp
https://cosmickeanu.bandcamp.com/track/not-so-afraid

Not So Afraid

What can I say 
I don’t know what to think
Can’t shake this feeling
It overwhelms me

only solution
Seems to be
just to run away

That’s the way
I’ve dealt with
Everything before

every time 
I feel the fear 
and want to run away
I think of you
And I’m not 
so afraid

This tide incoming 
it feels so hopeless
There is no reason
No sense of purpose

pushed around so long
By things we can’t change
We feel abandoned
life has no meaning

that’s an illusion
Things are deeper than
we can ever know

There is infinite joy
Beyond understanding
Beyond the senses,
Living in the truth

Achieving this
no higher goal
grounded in being, unshaken
In pain and sadness

Content with whatever
unattached to pleasure
Gain true freedom
Enter absolute joy

Let go of attachments
mind grounded in the truth
At peace forever
Completely absorbed in God

Belief without faith
is a quagmire of doubt
never satisfied
In this world or beyond

Let go of attachments
mind grounded in the truth
At peace forever
Completely absorbed in God

every time 
I think of you
I’m not 
so afraid

Video

Not So Afraid (Hobocop & Cosmic Keanu) VIDEO AVAILABLE

Lad McConkey

Lien vidéo : https://youtu.be/m4ATfAbd598

Monstre ou Miroir   (Translated after the French text  )
Chant : Liora
Musique : Alain Illos

Ma bien  chère sœur je vais te raconter
L’histoire de deux hommes devenus fous 
L’un voulait dompter la mort , donner la vie sans faire d’enfant ,
Mais son savoir l’aura perdu
 
Sa création faite d’os   , de chairs putréfiés 
Homme -démon  aussitôt rejeté
Il renvoie le reflet  que Victor ne peut supporter 
Un monstre hideux mal recousu 

Pourtant la créature voulait
Un peu d’amour et d’amitié,
La force douce d’une fleur de mai,
Et l’impression d’être attendu .

Né sans amour né sans raison 
Brisé, perdu, traqué
Sur de rien ,  il  a gémi  ….et il a supplié
l’ erreur, le batard , le reflet de notre conscience perdue   C’est un amas d’chair mal façonné….un puzzle qu’on veut qu’on doit jeter! 
Avec  leur peur  il a compris sa mort  ,et  la leur 
 tendu la main qu’ils ont tranché, de  l’autre les a étranglé . Ils ont mis le feu quand il a souri
Il voulait  seulement le  père  qui s’est sauvé 
 
Chère Margareth  je t’ai raconté ,
L’histoire de ces  deux hommes devenus fous 
Victor se croyait tout puissant , l’autre  vivait pour se  venger .
Monstre ou miroir  ?….qu’en as tu conclu ??

Monster or Mirror

My dear sister, I'm going to tell you
The story of two men gone mad 
One wanted to tame death, give life without having children,
But his knowledge lost him
 
His creation made of putrefied bones and flesh 
Man-demon immediately rejected
He sends back the reflection Victor can't bear 
A hideous, badly stitched monster 

Yet the creature wanted
A little love and friendship,
The gentle strength of a May flower,
And the feeling of being expected.

Born without love born without reason 
Broken, lost, hunted
out of nothing, he moaned .... and begged
l'erreur, le batard , le reflet de notre conscience perdue C'est un amas d'chair mal façonné....un puzzle qu'on veut qu'on doit jeter! 
With their fear he understood his death, and theirs 
 hand that they sliced off, with the other strangled them. They set fire to him when he smiled
He only wanted the father who ran away 
 
Dear Margareth I've told you,
The story of these two men gone mad 
Victor thought he was all-powerful, the other lived for revenge.
Monster or mirror? .... What did you conclude?

Monstre ou miroir  avec Liora

With You

With You (echochamber Remix)

Stream

Shit happens. You screw up. Who cares?
There’s always a way — even if it’s messy, loud, and pisses people off.
Let ’em talk. Do your thing — otherwise you’ll get funked up.

Funked Up

A song I wrote in 1998 that I put to music using Ample Guitar and Cakewalk

Why I'm All Alone (Demo)

MILES

The hand that cradles knows no rest
A silent guardian doing its best
Through storm and calm it stays so near
A shield of love to fight the fear
Fingers worn from endless care
Holding hope through thin air
Wrinkles tell a thousand tales
A quiet strength that never fails

The hand that cradles

"Shadows in My Rearview" is a haunting dark melodic trap anthem that dives deep into inner demons, betrayal, and emotional detachment. Set against a moody, atmospheric beat with slow-burning 808s and ghostly melodies, the artist delivers raw, venom-laced verses packed with paranoia, pain, and quiet power. With a serpentine flow and lines like “Evil in my nature, I move like a serpent”, the track paints a vivid portrait of survival in a world of fakes, trauma, and late-night drives through foggy city streets. It’s the soundtrack to a soul hardened by scars, moving in silence — and always watching the rearview.

SHADOWS IN MY REARVIEW

TE NECESITO MIX es la segunda parte del FLOATING MIX DE MEDIANOCHE a si como es una selección de tracks y remixes que escuchaba Juan Carlos cuando le pedía al taxista que las pusiera en el estereo volviendo del antro enamorado,curados por BL4CKST4R en orden cronológico cada uno tiene una historia diferente que contar manda DM y tal vez te lo explique (Es muy cursi) ★💕

TE NECESITO MIX DE MEDIANOCHE ★💕✨

"Messin Wit" is on the upcoming "To the Ground" EP out August 3rd.

Lad McConkey

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