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CRY AND BLEEDDDDD

i’m spinning spinning so fast baby break my heart 
why don’t u meet me by the bathroom 
u can kill me when u want 
i just rly wanna know 
i just wanna rlly know 
if you’ll fuck me up if i give u all my love 
break my bones put me into tiny pieces 
slit my throat and make me quiet 
ask me if i’m fine baby i’m just crying 
i don’t feel good yeah i wanna throw up 

i like self destruction and self harm 
it’s the way i fucking cope 
so i gotta cheat the rope 
she slit her cute throat 
i just wanna know 
if u rly loved me 
then why’d you have to go 
omg it stopped being fun 
whyd you stare at me
i guess u should’ve run 
times out 
baby don’t u pout 
ur so pretty when ur dead 
i’ll lay ur corpse in my bed 

jesus fucking christ i have so much hate in my heart 
wish it would go away 
i didn’t want it from the start
i cant sleep 
i wish u were here 
it’s my fault 
that i fucked up 
i lost something that meant so much 
do u know what it’s like to live so numb 
wishing 4 death that shits so dumb 
i’d rather slit my wrists then fucking move on 


i didn’t learn my lesson 
everyday i wanna give up 
i hate looking at my phone 
i wanna hurt my self and upload that 
livestream my suicide bitch it’s cute 
i get closer and closer and nobody knows 
feeling like a psycho the way that it goes 
i’ll be gone soon i hope u know

livestream

livestream (kaneda7)

prod kaneda

horror:

we watch gore together 
baby i would never 
never fucking hurt u
i just want u with me
dancing all around me 
baby pls hurt me 
you told me you were so in love 
but i don’t fucking care 

yeah i’m fucking off it 
i cant fucking feel it 
everytime u come around 
you make me feel like shit 
i know that u want me 
baby quit staring 
don’t fucking cry now 
i cant fucking stand it 
my eyes roll into the back of my head 
there’s the fucking tunnel 
i think that i’m dead
i don’t fucking know but i’m still fucking bleeding 
razors didn’t work i need something sharper 
take pictures of my cuts 
upload my body on ig 
baby i wanna see ur face one last time b4 i fucking leave

kaneda:

sending cutting vids baby can you please stop
Rage inside my head, I’m behind her in the backdrop
Moonlight on her her face as she’s screaming at me 
Please stop crying, all it does is hurt me 
I’m a lost soul you’re my final destination  
I had to do this I’m ready for damnation 
All of this is my fault, pain of my creation 
I’ll tell you how I love you as u sleep from suffocation 
I’m so sorry baby
It’s not my fault I’ve been feeling like this 
Haven’t been myself lately 
But I wanna see you with your fucking throat slit

we watch gore together w/kaneda7

I'm so crazy for youuu </3

I deserve this

I deserve this (feat. Selfless Homage)

I'm so fucked up please help me

jealousy

prod. @pixelhood
mixed @zeija
mastered @kets4eki
lyrics:
(zeija)
tamagotchi in the club paparazzi round me 
i don’t rlly give a fuck the moneys what i’m counting 
anorexic scene slut in the back of the club
i just wanna hear u puke puke out ur fkn gutz 
and ur hitting up my phone
to say just leave me lone 
yeah i’m mentally ill 
so i cut on the phone
so i can hear u moan
bitch u better watch ur tone 
keep my name out ur mouth keep asking for the clout
suicidal party
trapped in my room don’t let me out
please don’t let me out
(kets4eki)
party never stops
we in club that's full of asian bitches
off another tab
im tryna stop myself just once from thinking
thinking bout my problems
but no one will ever solve my suffer
blood all on my clothes
but idc
cuz it dont even bother
center of japan
me and zeija in the club
we on percies all the time
gyaru bitches next to us

zeija + kets4eki - anorexic party (pixelhood)

produced by me
mastered by @43u
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Last words ever spoken 
At the early bird detention 
An early bird who got the worm 
But never learn the lesson 
Lacerated ligaments
A body made of porcelain
Glass bones shattered 
One of gods frail instruments
The squelching ensemble your sleeves make when you turn 
If mother walked in it would make her stomach churn
Either you’ll get a burial 
Or they’ll choose to let you burn 
A heartbeat off kilter 
No solution to discern 
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A lifeless husk
A skin a sort of grey
Organs inside out
A chilling rainy day
If I mutilate’s my flesh 
One day it‘l go away 
Would you let me rest in your arms 
As I fade away 
Self inflicted burns 
Puss, infections: stinging pain 
What feelings would be evoked 
At the sight of my decay 
All of your choices
Have led to this day 
It’s too cold outside 
my little morgue is where you’ll stay

OFF KILTER KIN

bleed by my fucking side 
take my precious shitty life
sawing at ur lovely thighs 
kiss me in the freezing cold 
bby u will never know 
i feel so fucking dead 
i can see u in the trees 
watching me shake 
w a razor in my hand 
and she thought i was pretty 
so i cut out her heart 
and brought it home with me 
i promise ill be good
if u stay w me 
webcam suicide 
ill recording me bleeding 

screaming i hate it 
i’ll pop the pills u shake it 
u told me u hate it i’m just probably faded 
mutilate my self for the fuck of it 
find me dead on the floor wishing u would hold me 
cutting i bleed it 
im dead in the snow i need it 
i’m fragile u love it i fucking hate it 
plastic pretty face 
beautiful sccared waste 
i’ll be all urs if u kill me today 

tell me i’m ur favorite 
that it’ll be okay 
my hands keep shaking  
i’m ur fucking corpse 
be gentle with me 
ur all i adore 
ur name on my chest 
ur with me forever 
i’m so obsessed with u 
i’m watching from the dark 
in a room full with bodies but all i want is u 
depressed and scared and sitting in my room 
bby u know id do anything for you 

im ur webcam girl 
so pretty and dolled up
so sccared and alone 
just wishing for a hug 
i’m ur webcam girl

imurwebcamgirl (pixelhood x kaneda7)

produced by me 
ft @liesxvfa
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One, two, three flights of stairs 
Raindrops n blood dying sandy blonde hair
Four, five knocks I think he’s out there 
Legs 12 feet from her stomach after meeting the bear
Five four with a horrible stare 
Carnivorous fangs stripping flesh from a hare
Three, two one lights camera action 
Leaving you spotty just like his Dalmatian

If I lie flat can you see my ribs
Pearly smile see your face inside his grin 
turning yellow as it dribbles down your chin 
His legs crossed capriciously from thoughts of her without skin 

The tile looks like a pollock constricting pain in her chest 
bruises like the sun in dawn it’s kinda picturesque 
Would you be fine with dying if I could pick the dress 
she cant move considering theres nothing but straw inside her legs 

Skull fucked 
Petals plucked 
pretty face starstruck
Twinkle shine 
Leaving her eyes
Soil rather alkaline 
Pupils 
Pinpricked 
It must feel fantastic 
jealous I’m of porcelain you’re a shitty hunk of plastic
Sad cocks
In silver locks
They wants to treat you like the dog
Nervous?
Tie the knot
Floating alongside the swans
face filled with dismay 
No rose in the bouquet 
Her summer felt cliche 
As Autumn cries for her decay
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SAWER
broken table
keep me unstable
youre a fable
youre a fable

youre a fable 
coiled like a cable
spin me like a dreidel
spin me like a dreidel
cover me in maple
like its fatal
like its fatal

yeah she undresses her shirt
thats his favorite part but she thinks its the worst
hes getting real cheeky with his hands up her skirt
she hates it but she knows that its part of the work
now the little pigs trying to give a her a smirk
tryna tell her about his day at church
then her mind goes back in reverse
then it goes back in reverse
it goes back in reverse

PLAYING WITH SCISSORS + sawer

i've sewn over my eyelids

scythe guys finish last
𒄒𒁍 @covensteads

i've sewn over my eyelids

ronin