sadistic hobbyist

produced by the most powerful yung og endeavor 

111. hey girll ;o

i remember like last year when u came to my house, and i canceled my plans just to see u

a thousand lives @ueno54

@deadpunchy @alphieafterlife
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hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

all boy in a room songs on plats soon follow me
instagram https://www.instagram.com/justaboyinaroom/
prod michael harrison
your tears they follow me they make a trail of suffering girl :(
just fuck up my world
i bent over and hurled
dork boy you got some cute freckles
and you got some cute eyes
wanna fill my brain with metal
and do i need a reason why ?
looking purple in the face
man i need to get out of this place
fuck the human race
dont care bout a distraction
or all your dumb infractions
you know how much i hate asking
only escape is napping
uncertain what will happen
i dont get it at all
you know just how to make me cry
you know just how to get inside
perpetually walking to my demise
and its just like i dont mind

i dont mind :/

they was askin me like.. wat i do

but i dont wanna flex it they look at my necklace
they sayin "where u got it from?" i cant say
they sayin "u so gothic huh" well okay...
why am i the topic ummm cause i pave
and you think im so honest umm well im not
no i never wanted ya cause ur a thot
idk whats wrong with ya ru a bot?
i'm not really common uhh but you'll see lots of me around
i cut myself cause i think about success 
i havent gotton to it yet so i gotta impress
everyday i wake up i compare and i get pressed
cause i know everybody is better and im less
my heart on the floor but its rolling away slowly
couldn't fuck a whore cause then i'd think she owes me
i love myself too much yeah ur lucky if i touch
stupid bitch stupid slut dont ever get ahead of yourself
well wait thats kind of ironic cuz im ahead of myself in the ego department 
yeah im self aware as fuck and i just talked so retarded
hate the way i say shit now look what you just started
cause i know, cause i know, itll always be another fucking no
it always be another fucking show that i have to go to on my own
cause i snaked by my bros, it feels fake cause im on my phone
but its on dnd do not disturb, if i saw myself i would make me eat the curb
i dont like me but i think i just earned everything i got and i think its my turn
but oh my god its so lonely oh my god theyre all phony i swear this is fraud

self aware

couldn't get a hug from ur dad 
now you want drugs and wanna fuck on the pad
maybe i project my feelings cause im mad 
never said sorry for doing me bad
san diego fiends with san diego dreams everyone talks about it
spend my money all on lean cause i only wanna drought it 
fill my void with these clothes i don't know bout no hoes
i stopped that shit so long ago i can't feel but i'm on the road
still on the go and still do shows don't have bros im on my own

my ex is fatherless and ruined my life

if it hurt so bad 
why did u go back
and i saved ur ass 
then you put me up in ur past

ts pmo sm sybau

lyrics;
ur patronizing me
ur everything i need

in yo yard with a glock and some duct tape
lets see if you'll keep on being mundane

ur alwys in my dreams
i'm such a nasty creep

you could tell me that we're thru it dont matter
In the end all ur brains gonna splatter

i wish youd talk to me
girl youre enticing me

with yo bangs and the fangs and the black dress
such a shame that ur crying in a blood bath

it didnt have to go this way
shawty so annoying just behave
like damn
put dat lil hoe in a trance
damn, imma do the worst to yo mans

it didnt have to be a wreck
but girl ur such a nosy pest
like damn
dont worry bout the side chicks
i put in the work for them hoes on the side

Well now ur crying in a blood bath Lolol }unloaded}

She still remembers a time that was uncomplicated. As sure as the sunrise, she has seen things you will never see. Losses and sorrow make up her strength. But oh, how much both demand their toll. She is still fighting. It is better to know that there is still life in her.

She still remembers a time,

God restores the lost no matter how far we have run from him....

i dont mind :/

roombound