as long as i have you

If we were to fall in love

" 10% "  (Bonus Track)

she said "don't get attached to me"

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

attached

Counting Down The Days

People Chage

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People Change (feat. ivri)

Lyrics:

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?
(do you care)

Hiding my pain
there's poison in my veins
going insane
the lack of You is driving me crazy

don't know what i'm saying
there's nothing there that you're saving
and you know that i'm praying 
i can't feel the rain

Pop another "X" pill
always aim for the kill
i don't know what i feel
am i dreaming or real?

Up for you to decide
am i dead or alive?
wanna come for the ride?
i little pain on the side

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

I still really want what we both had
writing all our stories in my note pad
had you in my sights but i missed it
i'm an odd number i'm a misfit

I wan't some real friends that don't stab my back
getting sick of fakes and the heart attacks
my life, always filled with hurt
why do i always get what i don't deserve

i've been acting up on my mood swings
aint feeling shit no toothaches
you're my weakness like fruitcake
i might dip this place to a new state

keep on eating fast food it feels like i'm starving
lately i've been messed up, I don't feel my heart beat
you said i don't try but try, my heart
left an indent like a sharkbite mark

when you coming back? 
'cause i need you
slowly i'm desolving
like i'm see through

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

Lovemark (feat. Powfu)

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You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

XXXTENTACION - INSECURE (feat. Blackbear)

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

XXXTENTACION - INSECURE (feat. Blackbear)

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