Fort Wayne

SURROUND MYSELF

Doubting Thomas (prod. Jackie Paper)

make a song (prod. gualagabe)

love really is the only hard drug that you can hand to babies
open up the stitches strung out as I've been feeling lately
withdrawals from the alcohol got nothing on this shit I'm craving
been behaving still I think I want what I shouldn't be chasing

shit ain't free but it don't always cost a lot either
microdose then overdose wake me up to find a dealer
problem is I found myself fond of what she's servin up
pour me out a glass half full my love is found in both of us

hold me up please don't cut my wings they just started to grow back
the problem is on my side I wanted you to know that
I show myself in the mirror for the first time in awhile
wipe that sneaky grin off your face you deserve a wholesome smile

I wrote this all in pencil cuz I know that nothing's permanent
and I couldn't find my pen when the words just started surfacing
I know it's hard to text you, I bet it's hard to text me back
I know it's hard to text you, I bet it's hard to text me back

Honestly its scary thinking bout what waits at home
ducked off, struck soft, silent ina room alone
strangers they just come and go
characters have arcs and its the one before I hit the road

Stay the course still you're walking paths that I could not imagine
prayers up for anyone who feels that life is tragic
cuz I think that life is beautiful if you want you can try on the glasses

hard drug

Bottom of the Barrel (prod. Commander Jep)

common sense (talk) (prod. NAMELESS KING)

mystery machine (prod. Roman New TIme)

fading without (prod. Jackie Paper)

ALL LYRICS WRITEN BY EARL SWEATSHIRT I DID NOT WRITE THIS SONG, I JUST LOVE IT ENOUGH TO SAY IT OUT LOUD. The spotify lyrics say stork, everywhere else says stock. I liked stork better for myself. Still not written by me.

I know I'm a king, stork on my shoulder, I was sinkin'
I ain't know that I could leave
Papa called me chief
Gotta keep it brief
Locked and load, I can see you lying through your teeth
Fingers on my soul, this is 23
Blood in the water, I was walking in my sleep
Blood on my father, I forgot another dream
I was playing with magic, hide blessings in my sleeve

keep it brief (prod. ALN! / AKF!) [Earl Sweatshirt Red Water Cover]

This not a teachable moment this here's a tweakable moment
Gather up all my condolences, I hope that's what you wanted
Put all my vices in a bag, I hope that's what you have
I better make it last, I better make it last

I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last
I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

I empty out and load my little spliffy like a one hitter
Pouring out my spirit in a bag and I just leave the filter
All up front the of it is all at once anyway
All at once nah I rip the sack in doses take away klonopain

Take away klonopain

KLONOPAIN

write it down (prod. DVNTBEATS)

fleeski always get me through the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XduEW3QNyE

fleeski's symphony (prod Aidan) (video in description)

the door's right there if you knock I'm gonna answer
lonely is a cancer
don't even need a password
cash first
then i'm back here seated next to kings
the thrones are getting dusty gonna break my own in half first
pleased to meet ya only word above mine is my cats word
reach out he goes 90 you go 10 don't get it backwards
hand out stretched where's the 50% i asked for?
transactions keepin score not even on the score board
home team there's no field advantage on the back board
half court shots just turn into hail marys from the back door

back door


back door (prod. ALN! / AKF!)

coffin fits

Would you tell me that you want everything I could give?
Would you tell me that you wanna be here? (There)

There’s confidence there was it more than you wanted
or more than you bargained for?
I try to be up front and I exceed at being honest
You ask questions and I answer do you wanna talk about it more?

Let’s not go silent now
Let’s not go silent now
Let’s not go silent now
Silent now, signing out

Is it silent now?
Is it silent now?
Is it silent now?

Listen, listen close
Listen, listen close
Listen, listen close
……………………………
(Amidst insane mumbling to myself)
This is what the inside of my head sounds like
It only get’s quiet when it’s loud out in real life
……………………………………………….
Where is my mind?
It’s right here, you can have it.

This isn’t what the inside of my head sounds like
It only get’s quiet when it’s loud out in real life

thom (prod. gualagabe)

trust a junky (prod. gualagabe)

no monsters (cherry garden)

I bought some beats from tombo a long time ago and Ive never been certain what to say on them after that. Something kept me from making this. 3 more soon.

Fort Wayne

roots of fallen leaves