Pre K

Praise God

past midnight (prod. rubbish)

SURROUND MYSELF

WHY YOU DID IT

a mixture of expressions delivered from a artistic experimental viewpoint. a different feel, different music, different perspective, different world.

like its easy.

is it worth it just to feed 
my self tendencies 
if I try too hard to please 
then the cycles just repeat 
and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

was it ever that way 
told u that I couldn't stay 
took u to my favorite place 
now I wish I could erase 
I spend too much time to myself
I sit around looking at the clock 
used to my routine in my shell
and when I talk I just wanna stop 
 
and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

wanna be the real one
but its so hard to feel sum
I stunt my growth sometimes
to feel u in my mind 
I sped up and left u behind
didn't mean to break her heart
but we both played our parts
guess I should have seen the signs

and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

cycletower

HEADS OF THE HYDRA

FLEESKI- P2R (prod 6mil, hurt russell)

like a resident evil you wish wasn't there

RESIDENT EVIL

This not a teachable moment this here's a tweakable moment
Gather up all my condolences, I hope that's what you wanted
Put all my vices in a bag, I hope that's what you have
I better make it last, I better make it last

I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last
I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

I empty out and load my little spliffy like a one hitter
Pouring out my spirit in a bag and I just leave the filter
All up front the of it is all at once anyway
All at once nah I rip the sack in doses take away klonopain

Take away klonopain

KLONOPAIN

0:41 with katebi and cutspace
2:40 with tyian
5:38 with wtfomari
6:46 with bobbyhorror
7:55 with katebi
8:50 with mag
10:00 with grimgar
11:26 with grimgar
12:29 with sonofsam
14:01 with votekk and katebi
15:28 with bobbyhorror

journal 9

Hesi

Lyrics

The Last Act

A birthday party 
That feels like a going away
Everyone here loves me 
but only some cared yesterday, ay 
I guess when years of your life 
are about wanting to die, to die
The collector comes for you 
when you finally want to be alive

I have a propensity to dwell
I have a propensity to dwell 
I have a propensity to dwell 
God to dwell, to dwell

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 

I hope my ending’s not written yet
We’ve barely even entered the second act
but I chased away my stage hands
and lost track of all of my plans
I can’t even find the script
or a costume that’ll fit
I should just take my script
take my script, my script

I have a propensity to dwell
I have a propensity to dwell 
I have a propensity to dwell 
God to dwell, to dwell

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 

Now I’m starting my third act
No reruns, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
I won’t be back, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
No reruns, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
I won’t be back, I won’t be back

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that God I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
Oh god what if? What if?

The Last Act

2Uprodteamjacob

Straw Man

Spliff Rap legend
real slim shady sitting down

SURROUND MYSELF

roots of fallen leaves

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