Sitting on a cloud watching the world below
Tiny little lives moving fast and slow
Dreams are whispered soft where the breezes flow
From up here the chaos feels like a show

Cloud gazing .mp3

Song of Time and Transformation

The Song of Time and Transformation is a ritual chant of the Garumani, sung in harmony with the flowing waters of Narvelar — the Twin Currents of Shadow and Light.
It weaves together the ancient rhythm of Sanmor (Silence), Larin (River), Thilor (Light), and Viloth (Spirit), reminding the wanderer that life is not a straight path, but a cycle of echoes.

Each verse speaks of change: shadows becoming light, endings returning as beginnings, rivers flowing endlessly into the Ocean of Spirit (Viloth’larin). The refrain repeats the four eternal presences:

“Oto cisza, oto rzeka,
Oto światło, oto duch.”

— “Behold silence, behold the river,
Behold the light, behold the spirit.”

The song is both simple and profound. Its rhythm is steady, like the heartbeat of water. It is meant to be sung softly, allowing the voice to merge with the rippling reflections of light and shadow.

The Song of Time and Transformation is not only music — it is meditation, a bridge between the inner self and the eternal river of existence.

Song of Time – Narvelar

Shadow flows, and light returns,
The river dreams in stones of weight.
The spirit of change is dancing in water,
And silence is breathing in the deep.


Sanmor lo, Larin lo,
Thilor lo, Viloth lo.
“Behold silence, behold the river,
Behold the light, behold the spirit.”


Light is guiding, shadow is shelter,
Two currents meeting within the song.
Stars of Shanoril flicker on the surface,
And the stones of Moril keep the memory.


Sanmor lo, Larin lo,
Thilor lo, Viloth lo.
“Behold silence, behold the river,
Behold the light, behold the spirit.”


Maroth the butterfly hovers above,
Its wings are singing of change.
What has been is always returning,
What will come is already breathing.


Sanmor lo, Larin lo,
Thilor lo, Viloth lo.
“Behold silence, behold the river,
Behold the light, behold the spirit.”

Coda

Narvelar flows with twin voices,
Shadow and light entwined as one current.
Whoever gazes into its waters gazes into their soul,
And the spirit answers within silence.

Pieśń Czasu i Przemiany

My foray into Country Music
Sas style 
Lyrics song idea by Sas 

[Intro - Electric Guitar ]
[Verse 1]
Love is like the ocean sea
(oo-yeah!)
Big and blue
It sets you free
(uh-huh, uh-huh!)
One day calm
The next a storm
Hot like fire
Then it's lukewarm
(Oh,can  you feel that groove, baby?)

[ Saxophone play ]
[Chorus] [ Female Vocals ]
Love is like an ocean sea
Oh my!
Deep and wide
It makes you cry
(cry, cry!)
Rollin' waves
Crashin' high
But it pulls you back
No goodbye
No goodbye!

[Verse 2] [Male Vocals ]
You dive in deep
You lose control
Swallowed whole by the undertow
(whoa!)
Sparkling bright
Then dark as night
It pulls you left
It pulls you right
(shake it now!)

[Prechorus]
Will it drown ya
Or will it heal?
The ocean's love
It's surreal!

[Chorus] [Female Vocals ]
Love is like an ocean sea
Oh my!
Deep and wide
It makes you cry
(cry, cry!)
Rollin' waves
Crashin' high
But it pulls you back
No goodbye
No goodbye!

[Bridge] [Electric Guitar Male Vocals ]
Can you float? Can you swim?
Can you ride the tide within? (woo!)
It's a rhythm
It's a beat
Moves your heart
Moves your feet!

1. Love_Is_Like_An_Ocean_Sea

"A Smile That Lies" is more than just a song – it’s a glimpse into what depression feels like. Behind the smile there’s a weight, an emptiness that words often fail to capture. This track was written to raise awareness and to give a voice to those silent struggles, blending raw emotion with haunting melodies.
If you know someone who suffers... be there for them. Aks for professional help.
If you find yourself in this song? Please consider asking family or friends for help. Or even professionals. There are hotlines in almost every country.

And please consider donating to institutions that help people with depressions in your country!
One of many examples in Germany is:
https://www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de/unterstuetzen-sie-uns/spenden
THANK YOU!

Lyrics, concept & creativity by me – music produced with AI (Suno).


[Intro]

[Verse 1]  
I run in circles, trapped inside my head,  
rewind the same regrets until I’m spent.  
The clock moves on but I stay in my bed,  
every second feels like punishment.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
I want to rise, I want to change,  
but I’m paralyzed, locked in this cage.  
The days collapse, they slip away,  
while I just fade in slow decay.  

[Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the colors painted on my face,  
but inside it’s empty—only endless space.  

[Verse 2]  
Thoughts like spirals, spinning without end,  
a thousand miles and never one real step.  
It’s heavier than any race I’ve ran,  
just breathing leaves me out of breath.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
I want to move, I want to care,  
but my hands hang useless in the air.  
The hours bleed, they disappear,  
I vanish quietly year by year.  

[Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the sunlight shining in my eyes,  
but inside it’s darkness, where the silence cries.  

[Bridge]  
Can you see the mask I wear?  
Can you hear the hollow stare?  
I play the part, the world believes…  
but behind the curtain, I can’t breathe.  

[Final Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the laughter, but it’s just disguise—  
inside I’m drowning, nothing left alive.  

[Outro]

A Smile That Lies

When we first started writing songs together we thought we’d keep it simple but found the allure of a full band sound too tempting to ignore. This song, about the destructive patterns we get locked into, is us fulfilling that original intention - just acoustic guitar, violin and vocals. The riff that underpins the song could have gone another way….that’ll be the next release.

Sugar Trail

Roots and Roses

We live, we love, we learn... Even if it hurts.

This song is about unrequited love, the prompt to create this was written entirely by me. If you would like to see... No generated lyrics whatsoever. Written from the heart, I feel everyone has experienced something like this in their life time.

[intro softly sung tearful]
I used to have a friend,
we called eachother best.
but there was always something more,
right beneath my chest.

[post intro pause music only vocal]
that something wasnt shared,
it was only one one side,
and untill you both know it,
you'll never know what love hides.

[prechorus build up to explosive power]
love hides, in the quiet moments,
it still resides, with no opponents.
Its always yours, because I gave it true.
even though you never, could see it through.

[chorus with backing singers]
I'll always love you yes I will,
and theres nothing, no time can ever heal.
what I gave to you was something true,
but you never know, you could only see you.

[bridge quietens music and vocals softly sung]
so here I am again, writing songs out of my head,
because once upon a time, you were the only one on my mind.

[explosive build up with passion and fire]
Now I'm free, from the pain it caused,
to hide it all, when it was never yours.
To late to look back, so I keep myself on track,
because my name is peter black and I dont do no come backs.
I'm here to stay, no matter what they say,
though the love is gone, I'm still finding a way.

[full build before maximum chorus]
through the storms and through the rain,
I will never feel that pain again.

[full chorus with backing singers and violin melody]
I'll always love you yes I will,
and theres nothing, no time can ever heal.
what I gave to you was something true,
but you never know, you could only see you.

I'll always love you yes I will,
and theres nothing, no time can ever heal.
what I gave to you was something true,
but you never know, you could only see you.

[outro calms down gently like after a storm]
Now I'm free, from the pain it caused,
to hide it all, when it was never yours.

[song end spoken words with strength and poise]
I'm here to stay, no matter what they say,
though the love is gone, I'm still finding a way.

I hope you enjoyed listening and thank you for your time and support.

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Female Cover - Free Download

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Could Only See You

From the best selling novel by Graham Greene, and the Acadamy Award winning movie adapted from the book.  Another of the "ten best books I've ever read."  ***  there is a fourteen second delay before the music starts.  I'll fix it when I figure out how. 

This Gun for Hire

Electronic rock fun song.  IDK what else to say lol

Sugar Bug

Longing so intensely for you; every moment apart stretches painfully, and all I want is to feel your presence close again.


Hours Feel Like Days

Signals

Music is my therapy, its my release from past military trauma. Its never been about fame or fortune for me, just sharing some spark of hope in the world.  Been playing guitar and bass since I was a kid.  Gradually transitioned to learning keyboard and drums as well.  Started writing my own songs when I was 15.  I’ve written well over 1000 songs in my lifetime . I'm a fully functioning studio and work with various musicians worldwide. I enjoy working with all genres.  Im registered with ASCAP and hope and pray daily someone will buy my songs. Check out my website at rorydavidmusic.com. Soundcloud claims you can sell vinyls on here, I'm trying to sell 2.  I have ISRC numbers for every song yet they are making life a living hell, so I'll probably find a different site soon.

Sugar Bug

Rory David