In the brain stained with blood from album "Numb".

I think the sample is from Zelda, probably why the song was taken down. :(

In The Brain Stained With Blood

A single that has been deleted from Spotify and Youtube. 

<3

I Hate My Face

Single from 2020. 

Takayan -メンヘラって神じゃね

Isn't Menhera A God? (2020 version)

結局は顔が全てなんだよ。/ After all, the face is justice

Not Alone - Takayan (Re-Upload cus it's not on here)

ラヴィ(Lavie) / すりぃ 青木葉 【歌ってみた】

Chief Keef ft. Sexxy Red- Grape Trees x Frank Ocean - Nights

Music/Lyrics/Track/Mix/Mastered : たかやん (Takayan)
Twitter : https://twitter.com/takayan_gorizal

Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/takayan_gor...


Illust : akariDON
Twitter : https://twitter.com/DON404DON


【Lyrics】
そりゃ生きてりゃさ 優しくて信じてりゃさ
一直線に愛してた人から裏切られる時とかもあるだろう
大好きな人から別れを告げられたり
一大事が多すぎ 大事が分からなくなってしまうよ

死ぬほど愛してたのに 死ぬほど痛い思いを心に
周りを考えすぎて「自分は誰だろう？」 中身ペラペラ

「知らない、所詮他人は他人」でも自分自身をまだ愛せない
スマホの中は矛盾の戦争 人の幸せで性格、逆行。
良いよ いいよ 悲劇のヒロイン
死にたいのに死にゃ無くなるの酷い
「好き」を伝えるのさえ一歩で諦めて て て て て

まぁ焦らないで 必死に生きて輝いてる
推しに貢ぐ金が無いが かあいい 泣いて高笑い
病み隠して頑張ってる 辛い叫び 伝わってる
いつか後悔させりゃいい 今はずっと病めばいい!

泣きたいなら泣いてね 笑えないなら笑うな
無気力で自分を切った病原菌をぶっ飛ばせるまで
高速で行きたい場所へ逃げよう 手首の線の分 悩み聞くよ
誰が否定しても君の選択は全部正しいから。
お金も政治もクソったれ 人生も死後もクソったれ
でも全て認めれる人になりたいなぁ～。
ってか人生、長いようで短い 
こんなのは所詮ゲームだから
冴えない自分も暖かい自分も愛してね

【English Lyrics】
Yeah, while you’re alive, if you’re kind and believing
There must’ve been a time you were betrayed by a loved one
Like when the person you really liked suddenly asked for a break up
There are so many tragic events that we don’t know what’s important

I loved you to death, with deadly painful memories to my heart
Thinking of my surrounding too much, “Who am I?” No content

“I don’t know, after all strangers are strangers” But I can’t love myself yet
My smartphone is a war of contradictions, my personality becomes opposite because of other’s happiness.
It’s okay, it’s okay, drama queen
Want to die but once dead it’s cruel that it means nothing
Just conveying “love” I’ve given up at the first step te te te te

Well don’t rush it, live desperately and shine
Don’t have money to use for your #1 favorite but, cute, cry and laugh high pitched
Hiding your depression and working hard, screams of pain, I hear it
One day make them regret, right now just stay depressed!

If you want to cry, cry. If you can’t laugh, don’t laugh
Until you can knock down the bacteria made from empty self cuts
Let’s run away to a place you want on the high way, I’ll listen to your problems, the same amount as the lines on your wrist
No matter what others oppose to, all your decisions are correct.
Money and politics is sh*t, life and afterlife is sh*t
But I want to be someone who can accept all that~.
I mean, life seems long but short
After all, this is a game so
Love yourself, dull or warm

たかやん - 今は病んでも良いんだよ

🗑 Trash Everywhere 🗑 - by Takayan

【English Lyrics】
※ “Menhera” means people who are clingy or mentally ill in Japanese.
※ Usually refer to girls.

(*Sigh*)
(I wail again today...)
(Apply cosmetic surgeries to make myself happy...)
(Is it good to be alive?)

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

A bit of profane and poor personality, it fine.
Why are you so cute, OMFG!?
Looks like an entertainer, in fact just an ordinary girl.
Take cigarettes and Strong Zero, secretly.
Chain of happiness from the cracked phone.
Went to my idol’s live show today!  High five and stand up!!
Want to be a mass-produced-girl who looks good and match you. 
After I’ve grown up, one way trip to endless cosmetic surgeries!
Gain attention of interested person, through Retweet & Like.
Taking life seriously.  The ultimate cuteness, "MCM".
Already want to die but still want to live.
Want to know about the world after death...
Hey, hold on!  Wait!  No!  Please don’t!  Too early for you to die!
Aim to be cute while worrying.  You are wonderful!
Are you contributing? On the contrary, I want to contribute my love for you.
The emoji you use, so cute that I could die!
How you write “depression” online, “D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N-”.
Spelled it like a 3-year-old kid.
Take a Polaroid with the one you like.
Feel too good and caused difficulty in breathing.
Bunch of pink and cute stuffs.
Uses barrettes with My Melody and Kuromi.
Menhera’s sense of fashion, perfect.
I meant to say, Menhera itself is a fashion trend.
Red-light district, the Holy Land of Menhera.
La-la-la.  Let’s go there with my Gucci hat.
Let’s starts the fun party again tonight.
Let's be friends, and cut our wrist together!!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Wounds and tears, our daily routine.
Was energetic when I was a kid, but she died.
Desperately wants to see myself shining.
As I’m still laughing, “Let it go..” towards everything.
Clock’s ticking since I woke up.
Have no idea if I’m on the right track.
Their opinions are all dumb and stupid.
Okay, no complain as long as I’m still alive.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
Push our body to the limit.
Our youth have limit and will end soon.
At least in my opinion, you shines like a diamond.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
The tragic heroine who listen to sick songs.
Anyways, you’re still cute.  A piece of art.
Face the world of unreasonable and contradiction, head-to-head!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Takayan's Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

The music video: https://youtu.be/lw1_fZGGVAw

Sinking is better! by Takayan

Takayan's Official Music :
https://youtu.be/w5hAU-p-hv4

「歌詞」
僕は二次元に恋をした 二次元を作った人は神様
ここなら全員性格も優しいし 大好きな推しも炎上しない！
クソだるい時の中 何より輝かしい「意味」をくれた
画面ん中に突っ込みたい！
あなたから出てきてよ 苦しいよ

根暗な僕 特技も無く すぐ強がる 病みを隠す
大して話広がんない 親友と言える友達もない
一目惚れする絵と声が 一瞬で孤独の概念を壊した
財布の中身はあなたの物
夢見てる！夢でしか会えないけど
尊すぎて結婚してえ！こうさせたのも君の所為！
ヲタクどうこうは関係ねえ！すきなものはすき！
無限大に続いて欲しい物語

例え僕が死んでも 君は歳は取らないでいるから
今に感じる幸福を 噛み締め 今夜もおーぷんどあ！
色んな事 増える鼓動 鬱もあなたを見ればぶっ飛ぶよ
頭の中 あんたばっか 元気に今日もいってらっしゃい！

僕は二次元に恋をした 二次元を作った人は神様
ここなら全員性格も優しいし 大好きな推しも炎上しない！
クソだるい時の中 何より輝かしい「意味」をくれた
画面ん中に突っ込みたい！
あなたから出てきてよ 苦しいよ

「Lyrics」
I fell in love with two dimension.  People who created two dimension is god.
People living here are full of kindness, and the idol I love won't have any scandals!
He is the most powerful meaning for me to live through my dull life.
I want to dive into the monitor so bad!
Can you come out?  I am suffering.

Gloomy me, don't even have any skill.  But I will strain myself to cover my kinkiness.
We can't make a meaningful conversation.  Calling you BFF but actually we aren't even friends.
I fell in love at first sight brcause of your face and voice.  At that moment I can't feel any loneliness.
Things in my wallet are all yours.
Just like my dreams come true!  Though we can only meet during dreams.
It's all because of you, you are too important to me, please marry me!  
It's not about being an otaku, love is love!
Our story shall never ends.

You won't get old even when I die.
Grab the happiness at this moment, tightly!  Let's sesame open again tonight!
Now, I have more courage to deal with different things.  Sadness will fly away when they see you.
I can only think of you.  Let's start today full of energy!

I fell in love with two dimension.  People who created two dimension is god.
People living here are full of kindness, and the idol I love won't have any scandals!
He is the most powerful meaning for me to live through my dull life.
I want to dive into the monitor so bad!
Can you come out?  I am suffering.

「Romaji Lyrics」
boku wa ni jigen ni koi wo shita ni jigen wo tsukutta hito wa kamisama
koko nara zenin seikaku mo yasashii shi daisuki na oshi mo enjou shinai!
kuso darui toki no naka nani yori kagayakashii "imi" wo kureta
gamen nnaka ni tsukkomitai!
anata kara dete kite yo kurushii yo

nekura na boku tokugi mo naku sugu tsuyogaru yami wo kakusu
taishite hanashi hirogannai shinyuu to ieru tomodachi mo nai
hitome hore suru e to koe ga isshun de kodoku no gainen wo kowashita
saifu no nakami wa anata no mono
yume miteru! yume de shika aenai kedo
touto sugite kekkon shitei! kou saseta no mo kimi no sei!
otaku doukou wa kankei nee! suki na mono wa suki!
mugendai ni tsuzuite hoshii monogatari

tatoe boku ga shinde mo kimi wa toshi wa toranaide iru kara
ima ni kanjiru koufuku wo kamishime konya mo oopundoa!
ironna koto fueru kodou utsu mo anata wo mireba buttobu yo
atama no naka anta bakka genki ni kyou mo itterasshai!

boku wa ni jigen ni koi wo shita ni jigen wo tsukutta hito wa kamisama
koko nara zenin seikaku mo yasashii shi daisuki na oshi mo enjou shinai!
kuso darui toki no naka nani yori kagayakashii "imi" wo kureta
gamen nnaka ni tsukkomitai!
anata kara dete kite yo kurushii yo

たかやん - 二次元に恋をした / Takayan - Fell in love with two dimensions

Hello~

If one of my favorite artists haven't uploaded a song on soundcloud yet, I will in their stead :) 

Please enjoy! 

Sinking is better! by Takayan

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