I am so grateful this song found me, I resonate with the whole song. I can’t wait to reunite with him again 🤍

Article: https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-making-sense-of-guilty-gear-defining-hypertrance-and-an-ode-to-neo-y2k-design/

this one means alot 2 me


you wont talk
you got soft
you wont stop
this cant stop but 
you wont come for me
your not comforting 
i cant see a thing 
you keep tellin me
ive been on my own
not so broken home
just admit you know
where i need to go
could go overseas
but you still needed me
i cant let it be 
my scars they burn too deep


you keep on saying
you wanna understand it
but when i confess 
you just get so offended
wanna take all this shit 
just to wait for the ending
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting

airborne

im done with it

Stream

everything i say

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

written+singed by me and @pincode8485
piano by @tddybrr
guitar by @telebasher
art by @pincode8485
helix

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FALLING UP +8485 (wells+teddybear)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

featuring @llostvision & @xona (check them out)
produced by me & @xandror2
expect more music from me from now on :)

lyrics
seph 
treat me like a butterfly
i can't make amends while i'm falling down
you got me fucking switching sides
i thought that we were friends
it goes all around

this shit been going on 
i don't think that i can take it
leave me in the dark 
got me feeling so sedated
tearing me apart
you don't think bout what you saying
stab me in the heart
swear my body been decaying

ellvee 
i can feel the bugs crawling under my skin 
i’m lost in the void I don’t know where I’ve been 
no point in fighting back you already win 
god there’s something evil the way that she grins

i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 
i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 


xona
you decide what i'll do, i shot a text and i didn't answer too
(don't)
you don't need the help and my truth
i can't even stick to one of my attributes
i sit aside with just me, issues are involved with you it seems
never tend to end and I want it to be
burning through the pages that i write and read, it's on me

treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides
treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides

butterfly w/ ellvee & xona (seph & xandror2)

prod. @resolve1k

LYRICS:

hook

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

verse

never down bad can make a rack in my nightmares
take a step back had to go n get my mind clear
n i been fuckn up (x3)
but its ok if ur right here

dont wait
pls dont waste no time come n take my hand
it aint no way
i wont interact if we aint talking bands
this time i wont go away sticking to the plan
cuz lately i been feeling growing pains
(and i hope you understand)

i got 2 much up on my plate
30 racks jus hit the bank
30 clip so u know im safe
running quick cant leave a trace
if u dont know then i dont know
n i count the racks with my eyes closed
(and if u want, girl we can go)

hook (2x)

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

falling (prod. inno)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

April Showers Bring May Flowers (prod. heavn)

the prey you confide in
@Sewerbratz   https://youtu.be/1SeRPCH7fjo
https://rosesleeves.com

Hope That You Know

‎Rosesleeves

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