I am so grateful this song found me, I resonate with the whole song. I can’t wait to reunite with him again 🤍

jayyw2ys  hw playlist

(gurushawty + cloudbxy)

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

yea im finna get to the cash now
yea im finna get to these racks now
we hit up saks and we get the racks out
you dont want smoke so you better pipe down
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk into the trap looking brand new
switch up on my bros i cant do
walk up in the function brand new
rhinestones on my jeans and they shine
oh how you so beautiful and you so fine
and im wondering still if you are mine?
oh why do i try?

maybe i should call
i dont wanna bother you
dont bother you at all
maybe its all my fault
im sorry for it all
i try to think of words to say
but they wont come at all
because of you
i know that i fucked up
you
have never gave a fuck
you
i tried to risk it all
you
have never gave a fuck

Maybe I Should Call?

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

osquinn - idk, just thinking (cover)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

@funeral

share with ur best friend :)
produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

lil soda boi & lil yu - epic time [prod. lil soda boi]

(@prodnomu)
stay safe luv u all <3

video on astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xysH0udOXdc

//
U look pretty in that dress
U look pretty in that
dress(16)

Okay i take it back
Everything i said
Eveyrthing i did
You dont understand
Thats not what i meant
U done made me sad
i Didnt give a shit 
Yea
yea

Im just jealous how u make it look so effortless
make s it hard for me to try to make an effort yea
when i try,  u end up always doing better yea
But when i'm insecure i think about the better days 

 
But now i look right in the mirror and I see what ive become
And im not very happy with myself I wanna run 
Away from all the things that make me feel like im someone
Ive tried so many time to make it right but now im done

IM A QUIET PERSON BUT IM SCREAMING  IN THE DARK
AND NO ONE FUCKING HEARS ME CUZ I MUTE MYSELF A LOT
I TRY TO KEEP IT SILENT IN THE DAY BUT DAM  ITS HARD
AND YESTERDAY I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUDLY IN THE CAR 

And even though Im better than before I still feel worthless
Ive tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect
And after all this time ive figured that its just not worth it
Go and lock the doors so i can hide behind my curtains

dress

spotify <3

@feeluvsyou - sakura ft evanjolley

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

this leaked already so fuck it lol

(feat. Ericdoa, Glaive, Osquinn, Brakence, Valentine & kmoe)

Hope That You Know

‎Rosesleeves

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