i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

jaydes - the more you know

pony

bipolar

Everyday’s the same joke

i jus want luv

thx for listening <3

I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

rotten flesh

text me when u have time
one day ill call u mine
i love ur hair and eyes
maybe we can go out sometimes
but thats just a dream
can you go and look at me
i’ll be right here waiting
come over are u staying?

alone on oct 31 year after year

rot404