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i will never reach eighteen

you’re always all up in my dreams

i don’t know what the fuck it means

 i never wanna go to sleep


every time 

you look at me

i start to float and feel so free 

i really thought you fucked with me

but that was just a fantasy 

feels like you’re my enemy 

you rockabye like anne marie


it’s simple like abc 

or maybe even 123

i love you more than my weed

and everyone i’ll ever meet 


bitch you took my soul from me 

you’re fucking up my self esteem

the only thing that helps is lean

or maybe some promethazine


everything felt like a scheme

or something from a movie scene


even when you’re in my dreams

you always drift away from me

i never wanna go to sleep

cus i will wake up and i’ll scream

dreams

Left her in a Ditch

give my guts to the wolves

she hates me everytime

(get drunk or fuck off, you are now listening to
                        ROT
on the gothboylullabies radio)
dont count me out yet
no,no
im still alive
dont count me out yet 
no, no
i hate my fucking life
youre way too pretty for me
waste me like my wine
i get sick 
i puke
then i need it
happens everytime
drop down to my knees again
praying to the sky
and i
drop down to my knees again
praying to the sky
dont count me out yet
no, no
im still alive
dont count me out yet
no, no 
i hate me fucking life
youre way too pretty for me 
waste me like my wine
i get sick 
i puke
then i need it
happens everytime 
youre such a whore
i needed more of you
you know me
girl you know me
youre such a whore
i needed more of you
ignore me, ignore me

prod sickboi

rotten hearts

praying to the sky

#jealousbastards

lyrics:
i cant stop myself from 
gettin numb
(jealous)
sorry that im holding up your line
i told her
sorry that im wasting all your time
(jealous)
put a bullet in my brain
youd say im fine
(bastards)
i cant stop myself from getting numb
(gothic)
you can drain me out your body
while im carving my arm up
told that bitch 
im getting naughty
and i need you to slop me up 
im forgotten
pull me off your body
im so fucking sloppy
i dont need nobody
whore

prod sickboi

7/23/2025

tonight i tried to kill myself

#jealousbastards
im boring, delete me in the morning
dont push up on me
dont push up on me
then leave me in the morning

leave me in the morning

prod rotten

Reality it's killing me
And I hope she's not too used to me
And I know it burns, and I know it hurts 
But it's nothing like you did to me

Wanna quit my day job, and go to hell
Maybe then I wont have to miss your smell
Reality it's killing me
Heart burns, pin till I feel ill

Did you even give a fuck, I'm sitting right here
Didn't call once, and didn't send a text

And all your friends are whores, does it mean you'll be worse?
Fuck my life, I'm living in a curse
Wanna set free, but I'm living on this earth
If you call I'm not far, but if you don't oh well.

reality its killing me

I’m sitting here with your sweater
Some things are better in December
I can’t remember what I told you
Sittin’ in a flower bed, I hold you
Someday I’ll meet you in December
Someday I’ll meet you in November
Someday I’ll meet you in September


Leaves hit the ground like a drumline
Missin’ your voice in the falltime
Still got your laugh on a voice note
Still got your hands on my old coat
I ride the train to see new things
But every stop just feels the same thing
I thought you’d call me when the leaves fell
Been missin’ you more every day now


I saw your face in the crosswalk
Heard your voice and my heart dropped
I ran to catch you in the moonlight
But you slipped away in the streetlight

I’m sitting here with your sweater
Some things are better in December
I can’t remember what I told you
Sittin’ in a flower bed, I hold you
Someday I’ll meet you in December
Someday I’ll meet you in November
Someday I’ll meet you in September

September

you bring me nothing but misery, but here i am waiting 4u
lyrics
what is the point of all this
why do i feel alone 
what is the point of all this 
why do i feel alone 
drop all the other guys 
i need you all alone
told me not to get too high 
then left me all on my own
ill roll this blunt with my eyes closed 
cant tell me im wrong 
youll look me dead in the eyes 
and tell me im just a bum 
im sorry to my mother 
all i do is make her sick 
and i get way too fucking horny when i bleed my fucking wrist 
oh god i hate it 
im a loner 
and a gothic masochist 
all i do is fucking cope 
all i do is fucking cope
imma sit up in my room 
and play these songs youll never know
everyday im so pathetic
im a crooked fucking ghost 
we can sit down here for hours
till its time for you to go
we can sit down here for hours 
till my crooked spinal shows

#jealousbastards

crooked

freestyle gfucck you man you hoe imma fuckin shoot you  #money #bands  #tiktokslideshow #fyp #viral

#jealousbastards
for you, i'd bleed myself dry