@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

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celebration of an ending (joshwa)

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

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(Do I really want it anyways?)
(Do I really want it anyways?)
I tried my hardest to not care, coming back to you know its not fair
Dead roses been left out, bugs crawlin'
I guess you noticed I'm calling
Got a bad hand, still fuck it going all in
Know when I wake up yesterday will be forgotten

Need something more need something realer than this
I fucked up bad, there's some things you cant fix

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate

Why do we try so hard when it wont last
Closing my eyes now hoping we don't crash
Sick of your voice, know I still cant forget that
Think its a choice, if I could I would go back

Only need one night, to show you I can be your man
Please give me your hand right now
Things never go according to plan
Think I saw you last night laughing, dancing with him

Still you know that ill be okay, yea ill be fine
Taking life at my own pace, think we met at the wrong time
Really thought you were mine
Guess its all my fault and I really don't mind

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

(We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate)

Do I really want it anyways?
Do I really want it anyways?

nosebleed (dercept)

anatomy (grayskies)

if words drew blood (grayskies)

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(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

curse (dercept)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

heal (grievances)

with @vaeo-music ofc

https://songwhip.com/rouri404/zombie2022
guitar by @simonpopdiva

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zombie (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel x simon m)

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