Feat. @JalenSantoy
Prod. @Maadrhino
M&M. @Rowlan
Lyrics. genius.com/Rowlan-aint-gonna-wait-lyrics

Aint Gonna Wait w Jalen Santoy (PROD. MAAD RHINO)

Pent Up in a Penthouse

Be Somebody (feat. Caskey)

Bad Motherfucker

Concrete Boxspring

Concrete Boxspring (feat. Don Trip)

Mr. Saviour

Prod. Reasy Beats
Mixed/Mastered: Bryan Tivnan

Real Man Brave

HEY Y'ALL THE WORLD IS IN CHAOS.
The fact is that no one alone can save the world. I’ve tried my entire life only to witness pain globally. Is it possible to care too much? Yes. I’ve gotten to that point and lost my mind, but at some point you have to realize you cannot control it. You can only control but so much. My favorite Quote was from one of my favorite shows, The Boondocks. One character asks “What do you do when you’ve done all you can do?" Another character responds with; “You do what you can.” This song is about acceptance. Still trying your best, but accepting that it still may not be enough. Just let it be enough for yourself.


CAN'T CONTROL IT

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💔 "Raw Emotion" - When the mask comes off

Sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is stop pretending everything's okay. This track strips away all filters and facades - just pure, unguarded truth from the soul. For everyone who's ever felt too much in a world that asks you to feel less.

"Ain't a verse, it's a wound — Ain't a song, it's a tomb where the truth gets buried"

This is for the late-night overthinking, the healing that hurts, and the courage it takes to be vulnerable. Real recognizes real.

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LYRICS:

Yeah…
Can’t hide it no more
Let it bleed through the speakers
Real ones gon’ feel this

This that raw emotion, I ain’t holdin’ back
Tears in my cup, pain all in my tracks
Voices in my head sayin’ “don’t relax”
I been through the fire, now I don’t collapse

Heart still broken, soul wide open
Tryna stay still, but I keep on copin’
This that raw—no filter, no potion
Truth in the booth, pure raw emotion

I been silent too long, now I let it out
Screamin’ in the dark, just to drown the doubt
Thought I was fine, but I’m fallin’ again
Keep my mask on, but I’m wearin’ the pain

Betrayed by blood, lied to by friends
Cut me too deep, now I bleed through the pen
Prayin’ for peace but I sleep with the storm
This the side they ain’t seen—gettin’ real, gettin’ torn

This that raw emotion, I ain’t holdin’ back
Tears in my cup, pain all in my tracks
Voices in my head sayin’ “don’t relax”
I been through the fire, now I don’t collapse

Heart still broken, soul wide open
Tryna stay still, but I keep on copin’
This that raw—no filter, no potion
Truth in the booth, pure raw emotion

I ain’t perfect, nah, I made mistakes
But I own my scars, I don’t fake the face
Mama told me “don’t let the hate define you”
But when the love’s gone, what can guide you?

Cold nights, starin’ at the ceiling
Tryna make peace with the way I’m feelin’
This the part they skip in the highlight reel
The weight of a soul that refuses to heal

Let it drip, let it burn, let ‘em hear what I earned
From the ashes I learn, every page that I turn
Ain’t a verse, it’s a wound
Ain’t a song, it’s a tomb
Where the truth gets buried—but I speak too soon

This that raw emotion, I ain’t holdin’ back
Tears in my cup, pain all in my tracks
Voices in my head sayin’ “don’t relax”
I been through the fire, now I don’t collapse

Heart still broken, soul wide open
Tryna stay still, but I keep on copin’
This that raw—no filter, no potion
Truth in the booth, pure raw emotion

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Drop a 💔 if you've ever felt this deep. Your pain is valid, your healing matters.