Lyrics


Verse 1
In the rearview, my dreams look faded
 Gone in the cloud smoke, minds so jaded. 
Streets whisper secrets in every passing car,
 I'm chasing the sunrise, but it feels so far.

Pre-Chorus
They say, "Don't live in shadows," but it's where I hide
, can’t feel my heartbeat, in the night we confide. 
Sipping on sorrow, it's a bitter blend,
 Trying to feel tomorrow, but the nights never end.

Chorus
I fly too close to the sun, yet I'm cold inside,
Burning on these memories I can’t leave behind.
Dancing with my demons, they know how I move,
Lost in the rhythm, trying to find my groove.

Verse 2
Echoes in the silence, where my thoughts run wild,
Each beat a reminder, feeling like a child.
Running through these fields, where my fears roam free,
Looking for the peace, only you could see.
Pre-Chorus
Chasing fleeting shadows, where my dreams decay,
Lost in the thrill, but it's just shades of grey.
Another sip of sorrow, pretend it's a win,
With each swallow, I let the darkness in.

Chorus
I fly too close to the sun, yet I'm cold inside,
Burning on these memories I can’t leave behind.
Dancing with my demons, they know how I move,
Lost in the rhythm, trying to find my groove.

Bridge
Maybe in another life, I'd find the light,
Drown out the noise, hold onto what’s right.
But tonight, I'll let the stars fade out of view,
In the echoes of the silence, I’ll search for you.

Outro
So here’s to the nights we can’t forget,
To the lost dreams and the deep regrets.
Playing our song on the radio loud,
Lost in the beat, just another face in the crowd.
[verse]
As the echoes fade, I find my way back to the tune,
Spinning around, like a dance under the moon.
Pull me back in where the heartbeats collide,
To the chorus that plays on the inside.

Chorus (Reprise)
I fly too close to the sun, yet I'm cold inside,
Burning on these memories I can’t leave behind.
Dancing with my demons, they know how I move,
Lost in the rhythm, trying to find my groove.
Drown in the beats, I wear them like a cloak,
My heart's heavy where the words ain't spoke.
In the twilight gleam, I spill my truth,
Another rhyme to capture my lost youth.
[Verse 3]
In the spotlight's eye, where the tears do shine,
Mix the ink with liquor, spit this heart of mine.
Gritted stories told in every line I weave,
In the scratched records of the nights I grieve.
[Pre-Chorus]
In the depths of music, where I toss and turn,
Amidst the static, for solace I yearn.

Close to The Sun

lyrics

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your chest
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

ya ya fuck being down, and fuck being dumb
i always love what i lost, why do i hate what ive become
and im so beat down, by the shit that you sent me
im sorry i cant help ive never felt this empty
now youre stressed out cause i dont care what my rent be
while im at vv droppin 20s on fendi
and you dont need me didnt say it i guessed it
well my heart bleeds cause youre the one im obsessed with

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your 
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
got some pills im off it baby im just being honest
knew right when i met you youre the only one i wanted
for you id do whatever baby baby thats a promise
take away the pain cause i know that theres a consent
got some killers with me ya i brought em in my pocket
i just sniffed the twisted got me blasted like a rocket
know that they fuck with me ya they love the way im rockin
and if im lookin sad, its just because i feel sad
know im fly as hell but somehow i still feel bad
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
and im obsessed baby with doing my best
its your boy lil death wont someone lay me to rest
in a year imma be poppin or dead
i said im bout to be ballin you heard me thats what i said

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Precautions are for the Weak & Living w/poloralphmacchio (feat. SMRTDEATH) (prod. haruhi)

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u make my heart feel fragile 
like it's made of glass <3

@LILXLOTUS
@smrtdeath
@taxpurposes

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don't leave me alone w/ lil lotus (prod. taxpurposes)

the sun is way too bright (prod. trxpicvl)

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i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

see u around  - lil lotus x horse head (prod. reaper)

produced by @offkiltermanner

got a teenage wrist
never trust no bitch in a all black car 
w a all black fit
i can never win
i can never win 
and im on my shit you can suck my dick
gotta teenage wrist
bitch im teenage rich
and im only 19
flexing like im 26
she think i miss her
 baby you aint shit
and my new bitch 
look like teenage witch 

i want this forever
but you never wrote back 2 that love letter
girl im feeling tethered
maybe its just 4 the better
and if she try 2 leave i won't let her
but what was i 2 do
i never lied 2 you
i always stayed down 
baby would've died 4 you
don't know what i meant 2 you
im getting bent 4 you 
cause it hurts that you think i wasn't meant 4 you
baby i was meant 4 you
i send a text or 2 
you don't answer 
its okay you never do
take off that pedestal
get off my schedule
why you acting like you special boo

teenage wrist [prod. offkiltermanner]

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https://soundcloud.com/judgebeats

Feat.
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart

Barely Breathing feat. Coldhart(Prod. JUDGE)

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

reflections from the floor
color on the pavement
light leaking out
stare at shadows following me
i know that its my fault
reminded every day
dont wanna do this anymore and its so hard lately
id say i fucked it up if i had control
born in a body nobody would love
and  i cant make you care
i just really thought you did
after all these years you left in 30 seconds

is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think i did it myself with your hands
is any of this real it still hasnt set in
all the pain ive ever felt started spreading
im afraid of it coming down any second
and I think its all over now death dancing

all at once (prod. cian p)

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youdiditagain ft. Fantasy Camp (Prod. SOGIMURA)

https://www.instagram.com/Roy_Daytona/

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