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Across the Rhythm

I really just don't want to be 

here anymore living with joints caked with rust 

 I have people that love me but  I don't feel like I am real

When around them alone is not the feeling 

But daydreaming of non existence is my ideation a suicidal fever dream flashes of horror fills my mental visional abyss that sinking deep into the depth of my heart I fear everything and everyone 

I just got a week of happiness love feeling like I could take on the world 

Final change me life but I sit here in the dead silence going over everything I've ever

Done that had taken parts of my life and stuffed them with pills vomiting up the drugs and blood 

I purge my life the last acceptance was accepting myself 

Realizing I never be able to connect to others 

Joy is less than a fleeting forgetful thought 

in a world where your force fed the shit of life until your dead 

buried 

Left to rot and be forgotten 

I never asked to be here

To be born 

To grow up in a civil hell 

I wish I never had to feel any of this 

I had hope 

Desire 

Passion 

Love

not lust 

But merging souls will it be or are we crazy insane lost full of pain and the wish to live a life I didn't have to feel like I have to end it every time my souls is soaked in flames as I look to turn I see myself digging my grave over my body I get sucked back into my surroundings where am I did I fall asleep 

How did I get to this place a place we yearn for love but are denied by our own defense mechanism  

Coping I can't anymore I'm on a war path to change this dull numb mind dead memory rotten looping cage 

The Flesh 

Is my prison but I'm on parole  

now am numb frozen locked lost deep in my mind screaming 

Vomiting 

Draining my blood just to feel what life feels like when it's moving 

There's no sound 

as the hopes and dreams break into the ground dirt of my heart beating in panic I want to trust 

I need to breath but I can't see the good that could come by the next day

Failure again 

I hesitate bowing my head in the blood I use to write my art the words of my poems 

The ink blood that drip in digital and audio waves no one will know me until I die or commit suicide 

Just another sad dead artist I'm just another dead poet trapped I don't want to leave this world I want to taste what real life desires are because this world of grey and bleak a never ending insanity tricked to make me to feel safe and sane but really I was losing my mind cutting into the vessel that traps me in this dying rotten meat suit    =

I'm so upset I could destroy everything around me but 

I can't lift a finger I'm locked in a disconnected mental state torn between malfunction and upgrading the main frame 

Reconstructing evolving 

to respond to the nightmare we are made to walk with unknowingly everyday 

 that never sleep and chase the emotion you hold close to your heart when you look in the mirror and see nothing 

My heart cries out I sense no acceptance so I withdrawal scared that I will get hurt

When all I want is the life I dreamed in the darkest place 

Where I was laid face down breathing in a never ending falling rabbit hole 

If I stay will anything change

I've work so hard and got nothing but heart aches

What it feels like 

To live in the life you will yourself without restrictions 

I Don't Want To Be Here I held hope For One Moment

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