Verse 1:
Feels like the end
Is creeping up
But I can’t get up from my bed
Man I hate myself
Time to give all my problems up to somebody else

Imma put you on the schedule 
But I can’t make any promises 
I’m busy all the time
‘Cause I got no time management 
I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Break:

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la 

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la

Verse 2:
Don’t call me lazy
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I can’t help myself 
Seems like I’m always out of time

And if I’m late to the party
Swear it’s not my fault
I was caught up on my phone for way to long
Still a hundred percent chance 
That I miss your calls tonight

And I hope that’s alright
‘Cause I got 
Yeah

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Bridge:
(La la la la)
Forgot what I was gonna say
Don’t know what I need to do
Shit I just got outta bed
(La la la la)
I got that ADHD 
And if everybody hates me, well

Chorus:
I don’t give a fuck
You don’t have to love me
Don’t need to change
I’m good the way I am

But I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

ADHD

Stileto X AViVA - Demon Mode

Taste

Citadel (with Layto)

RudyWade - Citadel (with Layto)

Die For Me

RudyWade - Die For Me

Rapture

RudyWade - Rapture

Take Me Truck Kun - Coded Distress

Gone

In my house 
Don’t strike a nerve 
Get your face clawed off
If you get heard 
Soon I'll make it home but home’s not this
Cursed house, cursed 

Meet in the moments 
When Im curled up 
Stuck at my address 
Not sure what’s worse another mark 
or being trained to doubt how I feel 

I'm a toy, help you stabilize 
What you say goes
Your world your life 

I'm a human being 
Real human being 
It's easy to forget 

In my house 
Don’t strike a nerve 
Get your face clawed off 
If you get heard 
Soon I’ll make it home 
But home's not this 
Cursed house cursed 

In this house 
I am feeling hurt 
Richoetting screams 
And carpet burns 
Like a garden burned in my brain  
This house, has cursed my name 

War zone of hysteria we never breathe 
Long past feeling any sensitivity 
Home is where you learn that fragile pain and 
butterflies dont mean anything 
That's why you draw me when I break inside 
Mold my face 
Blur my outline 
I belong to me
And my wellbeing 
Are we psychos, or a family? 

In my house 
Don’t strike a nerve 
Get your face clawed off 
If you get heard 
Soon I’ll make it home 
But home's not this 
Cursed house cursed 

In this house 
I am feeling hurt 
Richoetting screams 
And carpet burns 
Like a garden burned in my brain  
This house, has cursed my name 


We are the children of the curse
Where the grass grows high 
We disappeared but not for good

We're the ones who lived a lie 
But then we went outside 
Where the wallpaper peels 
Is where we find out what we hide 

In my house 
Don’t strike a nerve 
Get your face clawed off 
If you get heard 
Soon I’ll make it home 
But home's not this 
Cursed house cursed 

In this house 
I am feeling hurt 
Richoetting screams 
And carpet burns 
Like a garden burned in my brain  
This house has cursed my name 

Cursed House ft. AViVA

Unroyal - Monster (Official Visualizer)

Infected

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