Trapped in a Dream

RudyWade - Trapped in a Dream

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Yk the truth is I've.. She had loyalty and I had trust issues. Regret everyday that I messed up my life with someone I could have still called mine till this day. That's my biggest regret in life. 
Je- We saw the situtation in two different ways. I wasn't mad, I was hurt in the past. To this day I didn't know u saw it differently. I understand your side. I wasn't holding onto what happened in the past except for the loving eachother part. I still will wait. Even if that means I'm delusional. I apoligize.
REL STATUS: I still have a hard time letting someone claim me. It's a fear I have. But I am getting there.
TIKTOK CURRENT ME: Ghxst Coast
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/cmke112BXuI?feature=share
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Nl3gNXF8XS4?feature=share
https://soundcloud.com/gummibear-ghxst
Bestieee:https://soundcloud.com/1nthebuilding 
Love my supporters and friends. Forever and always yk. You're not losing me dw.
Relatable feelings:
https://soundcloud.com/rudywade
https://soundcloud.com/silentwingsx
Feelings Have Ceilings
Y.N.A= Your Not Alone
T.N.M.S->Talents New Music Tracks
"Clouds hide souls, hearts give life". My Quote.
I'm always going to be a ghost
to those haters. But I'll be me around
those who are true.
"I'ma die so I'm saying goodbye
It was nice knowing you all in my time
enjoy your life by staying alive"
A lot of stuff has changed but not surprised.
LOVE STATUS:IF you love me then love me..if you want me then take me and keep me! Don't claim me just to claim me then do nothing..cuz then it's not gonna last. 
FACE REVEAL for you people who asked: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/jC5VFU2Hk1w?feature=share
HONESTLY...I don't even know what love is I thought I did and I felt like I did..I'm sorry if u get attached to me..my hearts dead it's LITERALLY impossible for me to love...I'm still stuck on my bestfriend.
Gender: FEMALE
Status: A ghost ._. from California
Rel Status:Cheated on,lead on,ghosted, sucked at trusting, or they treated others like hell..soo yeaaa no more. Nothing real in this world anymore that I know of. Lost all that was close to me.
Major: Digital Media currently, psychology perhaps.
My goal: Letting go of the past troubles and learning to love those with focusing on the present.
Height: 5'8 and a few centimeters.
Race: Mixed of many sorts(Literally).
Favorite Colors: Black, blue, purple,galaxy mix.
Can do: Make instrumental music and songs, and 
Always do my best to be their for others.
Uhm Zodiac is a: What vibe do I give off?
Age: 19 y.s old in college
Languages: English and Spanish. Mainly English cuzz why not.
Personality: It really depends on the vibe you give me but over all 
protective,caring,supportive,reliable,honest,comforting,outgoing,and just out there honestly. 
I LOVE: Sports,art,creating stuff,making music, socializing, walking, running, being active, editing photos, computer work, reading, and video games. NEW ADVENTURES I like trying new stuff.
𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏’𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆’𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒚𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒚. 𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎, 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆. 𝑵𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚’𝒍𝒍 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆

Hello! I am an electronic DJ who makes fresh NCS beats! 

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