Eyes

Verse 1:
Feels like the end
Is creeping up
But I can’t get up from my bed
Man I hate myself
Time to give all my problems up to somebody else

Imma put you on the schedule 
But I can’t make any promises 
I’m busy all the time
‘Cause I got no time management 
I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Break:

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la 

La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la
La, la, la-la, la

Verse 2:
Don’t call me lazy
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I can’t help myself 
Seems like I’m always out of time

And if I’m late to the party
Swear it’s not my fault
I was caught up on my phone for way to long
Still a hundred percent chance 
That I miss your calls tonight

And I hope that’s alright
‘Cause I got 
Yeah

Chorus:
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I got ADHD 
Everybody hates me 
Yeah, yeah
(La, la, la-la, la)
(La, la, la-la, la)
Yeah I wish I could change
But I’m all out of luck

Bridge:
(La la la la)
Forgot what I was gonna say
Don’t know what I need to do
Shit I just got outta bed
(La la la la)
I got that ADHD 
And if everybody hates me, well

Chorus:
I don’t give a fuck
You don’t have to love me
Don’t need to change
I’m good the way I am

But I’m sorry in advance 
If I fuck up all your plans, my bad
My bad

ADHD

The Cure for Breathing

Off The Edge (with LUNA AURA)

RudyWade - Surrounded

RudyWade - Cold Heart

“Insane” is my story of psychological abuse. Coming to the realization of being taken advantage of, it’s my chance to finally call out the subjection by sarcastically saying “everybody wants to feel a little bit insane.”


LYRICS

It never really happened 
It’s all inside my head 
And I’m the only reason
I should be left for dead

I should be glad you’re in my life to give a sense of direction
A source of protection
You give me affection when I don’t even want it

Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane
Everybody wants to make it out without being too deranged
Don’t be silly, I’m not mad anymore, I swallowed it all to become so empty now
Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane

You told me you expected more from me
But I don’t know why you think that (cuz)
I can’t think for myself
I don’t remember well
Or at least I think that’s what you said

You should be glad I’m in your life
To add to your collection
My imperfection is your reflection
But you won’t ever see it

Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane
Everybody wants to make it out without being too deranged
Don’t be silly, I’m not mad anymore, I swallowed it all to become so empty now
Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane

Searching for the light at the end of the tunnel
I claw and I fight to break out of the bubble
broken inside I used to smile now the hope has died
I look to the sky for answers and I wonder why
You made me feel like I was losing mind
but now I realize I was reeled in by your lies
I can’t take any more it’s time to even the score
you left me bleeding in the pouring rain but now I’m restored 

Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane
Everybody wants to make it out without being too deranged
Don’t be silly, I’m not mad anymore, I swallowed it all to become so empty now
Everybody wants to feel a little bit insane

Insane (ft. Prophetnyc)

RudyWade - Misery

Wherever I Go

RudyWade - Wherever I Go

Lyrics:

Verse
It started with a whisper
Then a moment of silence
Every time it happens
It's the same as the last time

Chorus
I try to run away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy
Try to look away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy

Verse 2
This is what you wanted
You got it now
But you still can't take it
So you tell yourself
And you tell yourself
That you'll never fake it

Chorus
I try to run away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy
Try to look away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy

Bridge
Some things never change
It's a tragedy
Some things never change
It's a tragedy

Chorus
I try to run away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy
Try to look away
But the gravity gets me every time
It's always heavy

Outro
Some things never change
It's a tragedy
Some things never change
It's a tragedy

Heavy

Expectations

Sob Story

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