remixed one of my favourite ethel cain tracks so the intro doesn't end, also sampled "substitute for love / drowned world" by madonna for this .
all credit to the original artists 🤍

ethel cain - crying during sex (drowned intro edit)

Whiteout

debut single predating atlas / white silas / ethel cain, released around september 2018

Witchcest - Just Snorted a Pill

k3nn3dy dr / n🦇ghtc☢️re / e.c. 🦴

ethel cain - virginity (piano demo)

ethel cain - the epitaph

And I don’t wanna talk about love anymore
'Cause it’s getting too much for me
All I do is waste and decline, waiting for that age of my life
When I'm old and love is all that I’ll need

Swaying in the lamplight in my mother’s white gown
Holding out like a dog they’ve yet to put down
I whore out my tears and just keep wasting the best of my years
Like a beauty queen with eyes bleared

Got what I wanted but it’s never enough for me
Darling, don’t you see ?
I’m so beautiful and it’s wasted on me
Because the taste reminds me
I hate what love’s turned out to be

I don’t wanna be in my house anymore
'Cause it just makes me sad
Letting in the wild with every man who brings a world of hurt
With him each time he falls in my bed

Do you just want my blood?
Am I just that damn hard to love?
'Cause it feels like all I have is still just not enough
I guess that I'll just go outside
And watch the fire and fields of gold fly farther away from me

Got what I wanted but it’s never enough for me
Darling, don’t you see
I’m so beautiful and it’s wasted on me?
Because the taste reminds me
I hate what love turned out to be

But one of these days, it’ll come right back
I’ll love myself and I’ll tell myself that
I don’t have to wait to be happy when I’m old
And one of these days, I'll find a way
To fight the waves, embrace the pain
And paint the ages a hundred shades of gold


And I have found a way, I forgot the way
I’m on my way, I’m on my way
Don’t wait too long, I don’t want you to get tired of me
But I’ll be coming along
I’m coming along, I’ll be coming along
I’ll be coming along, I’ll be coming along
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
I'll be coming along
I'll be coming, coming for you
Don’t wait too long, I don’t want you to get tired of me
But I'll be coming along, coming along
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
I'll be coming along

Ethel Cain ~ Golden Age (Piano Version)

Powerline Valley (Early Demo)

I like to listen to sad music
‘cause I like to think that at least I’m happier
than the voice coming through my headphones
I wonder what makes her feel so alone
‘cause the way she sings, I know she can’t be happy

now I just cry and write sad music
wondering if I’ll ever be happy, or
if I’ll just be a voice in someone’s headphones
wondering why we all feel so alone
‘cause the way I feel is so far from happy

white silas - s•m•f•s•p

Ethel Cain - Virginity (2018 Version)

Frankensteined version of Ethel Cain performing Punish in Paris and Chicago, minus the crowds obnoxious screeching. Enjoy, I guess? 

Music owned by Hayden Horner, I am owned by the CIA.

-Lyrics-
Whatever is wrong with me
I will take to bed
I give in so easy
Nature chews on me
Little death that I take
Poisonous and heavy
It has always been this way

It has always been this way

I am punished by love
I am punished by love

In the morning I will mar myself again
He was a natural cliché, saying "You won't forget this"
Shame is sharp, my skin gives so easy
Only God knows, only God would believe
That I was an angel, but they made me evil

They made me evil

I am punished by love
I am punished by love

I am punished by lovе
I am punished by love

Oh, no, oh
No, no, no, no
No, no, no, no

ethel cain - crying during sex (drowned intro edit)

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