hyperpop + random shit

@heylog
produced by @herskylin

(vil)
i stay in the moment i’m lost in
time fractures and i’m exhausted
serpent biting all on the cartridge
perfecting everything in my way
and it sucks to suck
in your world
i mean nothing to you, you say it sucks to be you
(cut me loose)

cut me loose from the ties i’m
holding on despite the
ruckus you’ve caused
i should abandon you but what would that fix
…nothing at all
this confrontation is just breaking us apart
i cant even find the start
and so i

break down (x4)
can’t find a way, need an escape
i’m left for dead blood spewin out
my pores are closing
i’m decomposing
show me what it’s like to be controlling

(heylog)
my life's so concerning
wait too long i need to hurry
my stomach's churning
decide if i need to worry
what am i here for
what is my goal
oh my god i'm so worn from climbing out this hole
abuse my body oh it's hurting
i'm so lost think that i'm worthless
pretty sure i don't have a purpose
make mistakes constantly learning
what not to do next time
too lazy to reply
but i don't even try
desert phone, it's so dry

(vil)
i’m bleeding out from my wrist
and i’m choked up, let me say my final wish
you act like what we had never existed
so i’m blaming you until death

spotify

serpent +heylog (skylin ✧)

produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

Lyrics:

[Hook: Grioten]

Don’t need no friends
I got bitches on my line 
Imma write you on my Death Note
Don’t waste my time

If you wanna fuck with me
I’ll fucking light you up inside 
And if you tryna have some fun
I’ll fucking put you in a tie like

Bitch I’m on go go go go go
Like bitch I’m on a roll roll roll roll roll 
Why you pull up with a stick?
I’m tryna pull up with fist and we fight 

Like one two, kung fu
You finna see the light 

Imma smoke you, cigarette
Blurry sight dripping blood, Bud Light
When I pull up to the scene
I wipe you out like Mister Clean 

What the fuck you want from from me?
Boy you ain’t shit, I pack a treat
Like I’m just tryna fuck, I don’t want nothing in between 

[Verse 1: Kinori]

Ay, pull up with my Sharingan eye
And you know I don't play I take down 5
Got these baddies on me and you know I don't lie
Put a blade through my chest and I'm going “bankai”

Putting on my mask and I finna turn hollow
Straw Hat Pirates, and you know my crew follows
Stacking these racks I don't need no lotto
Living large like a Titan I ain’t talking Colossal

Like damn, Tanjiro I’m slaying demons
Slicing through him he ain’t breathin’
He want my blood but I ain’t bleedin’
I’m green and booming yeah I’m creepin'

Running in these lanes and I’m finna drift through
Got no hands on the wheel and my whip is brand new
And you know we makin’ waves and you know we makin’ moves
Fill ‘em with the smoke Shadow Clone Jutsu

[Break: L]

There are many types of monsters in this world
Monsters who will not show themselves and who cause trouble
Monsters who abduct children
Monsters who devour dreams
Monsters who suck blood
And monsters who always tell lies…

[Verse 2: Grioten]

Watch your back cause I might attack
Black belt bitch I’m fast
Can’t see where I’m at
Drifting through the rain
Dark tint matte black

What the fuck do you want?
Bitch shut the fuck up, I’m relaxed

I ain’t tryna fuck with you or your bros 
Bitch you are a broke bitch
Put in the work bitch 
You gon’ stay homeless

Imma paint your walls red like I’m Janovic
Middle fingers to the haters that are all alone bitch

[Bridge: Light Yagami]

Now everything that was in my way is gone…
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
It’s only a matter of time before I get rid of the police…
What do you think of that, L?
This is my perfect victory!
That’s right!
I WIN!!!

[Hook: Grioten]

Bitch I’m on go go go go go
Like bitch I’m on a roll roll roll roll roll 
Why you pull up with a stick?
I’m tryna pull up with fist and we fight 

Like one two, kung fu
You finna see the light 

Imma smoke you, cigarette
Blurry sight dripping blood, Bud Light
When I pull up to the scene
I wipe you out like Mister Clean 

What the fuck you want from from me?
Boy you ain’t shit, I pack a treat
Like I’m just tryna fuck, I don’t want nothing in between

Death Lotto (feat. Grioten)

butterfly [w/skylin and xona]

Hollow Shikai w/ Grioten

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater and leftquiet

lyrics:
ive been to heaven hell and she wanted it
she wanna ham my neck till im on it
switching positions i feel like im in night time
i don't feel the sun no more i dont like sunshine
quicker my heart declines
more that i find myself
shut my windows and blinds
more that i hate myself
i dislike everything
but dislike you the most
my lifes full of sin
cos i dont know where to go

stood outside im seeing flies
im outside you know my time
wait for this im on a climb
fuck my psyche its pain until i die
gaining more likes am i doing something right
its gone up in spikes have i gone up in my life
maybe you should listen to me once in a while
surely you would be different if you werent in denial
EVERY THOUGHT SHES EVER HAD STARTS TO FUCKING PILE
OH I WISH I NEVER HAD SHES FUCKING VILE
depression getting really bad you can crack a smile
you can barely leave your bed stop acting like a child
how did you get rid of your sweat did you run it off
do something w ur life and make it worthwile

heylog:
she's so psychotic, i knew when i saw
speaking so toxic ur just like ur mom
everything i do she gets really pissed
so why does it feel like it's always my fault
god ur chaotic, quit starting a fight
i ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
she purposely trying to spark up a flame
and now all of this is getting out of line
oh baby
ur so cold
ur making this easy
give more
oh baby
we're off course
she said she want more she said she want more
innocence
don't exist
she'll find ways to get your head
she's offended again
exaggerate things i say
oh my dear
you're in fear
block it out with a few beers
everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
and everyone she's done the worst gets away
am i the only one who's learned from her pain
now the whole place burnt down
and i can see it in her eyes she's happy
i hope you know u look like a clown
cus only you would act a little trashy

𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

pile w/heylog

Shoutout Watergun Collective
auto generated ahh lyrics

VOID WHISPERS w/ Watergun Collective

i’m so glad to finally have this out. lemme go through the list of people i gotta thank:
1. i have to have to HAVE TO thank 2nlots. bro was my biggest cheerleader throughout the creation and editing of this project, and it’s because of him that i’m able to give you guys this song. so i’m truly thankful for that
2. i gotta thank cloud nine. bro has been ON MY ASSSSS about dropping this for so long and i’m glad i had someone like him pushing me to get this shit done. 
3. melodiq melodiq melodiq… this man single-handedly brought my vision to life, and he gave me hope for this song, and i’m very thankful for that
4. nhelson if you’re reading this thanks for the feature but also i hate you for taking so long but it was worth it😭
5. big thanks to Khantrast, DTM, and Dentist for allowing me to use the beat they have
6. 2nlots again cuz he literally gave birth to this entire song
7. ty to yovanny, david, and all of YOU GUYS for motivating me to finish this


i’m sorry it took so long, but i hope you can enjoy it as much as i did <3

OFF THE CHAIN ! ~ Hey Damian! (ft. cloud nine & nhelson) [prod. melodiq, DTM, Dentist]

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

prod by me <3
on spotify this friday

lyrics -
keep on talking what's your name
no ones looking whos to blame

you cant understand
why no one cares

maybe your one of many
who dares

but your one to mix pain and pleasure
maybe nothing wont come ever

do you see how much you changed 
after you lost

no ones there for you
yet you beg n choose
why do you believe that anybody's following you
your reflection speaks
nothing there but creeks
the only thing you see are rodents who just wanna eat
daddy's money come in handy when you needa eat
that Loui bag wont do you nothing if you wanna sleep
it feels like time is going slow with what you wanna see
cause nobody's around yeah
you just wanna follow the creek
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

creek

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

An EP inspired by the themes of adversity and perseverance.

butterfly [w/skylin and xona]

ruevi

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