lordo! https://soundcloud.com/tacolordo

zay: 
i wanna hear u scream 
bite my skin in with ur teeth
swear i love our history 
but i dont wanna repeat 

whyd we have to fall apart 
u gave me all these scars 
now i sit here in dark 

u must of mistaken me 
for a guy who gives a fuck 
cause i dont care lately 
ive been down on mental luck 
ive been feeling shakey 
i just wish u gave a fuck
wish u didnt hate me 
fuck it just dont hmu 

why am i so angry 
mental issues take me 
all my friends must hate me 
fuck the feeling u gave me 
u fucking betrayed me 
is that why u hate me
cause u couldnt make me 
listen like im crazy 

im doing better on my own 
i hope u feel all alone 
plz dont try call my phone 
like it better when ur gone 

lordo:
Chasing ghost, been chasing ghost
She everything ive ever known, but still she goes
Stare at her number on my phone, i sit and hope
Been looking for you on my own, i cant get close

Her name is catie and shes got me stuck
She got me through all the times that were tough
She gave me pieces and bits of her love
Now all a sudden she dont give a fuck
I thought i was special but i was just blind
You were playing with me the whole time
I tell everyone that i left you behind
But youre the one that wont reply

Honestly im doing better better better
But for some reason i cant forget her
Gave you everything even my sweater
Girl youre my astrid and maybe my heather

I hope in every way my memories haunt you
Heres my fucking confession, still want you
I dont learn my lessons i ought to
Just wish you could see how you fucked up
Just wish you could see how you fucked up

Gone Ft. Lordo (prod. norestformonkey)

i hop worlds like how bitches homie hop 
u gon see me talk shit then u finna get blocked 
im so toxic guess i better fucking stop 
treat it like a moshpit when u hear the beat drop 

woah i dont hang around cause all this shit blows 
never touched a girl blood drippin from his nose 
looking in the mirror watching all these weridos pose 
dancing on my lap guess i kinda like the show  


bitch im not same ur blame 
tryna take shots but cannot aim 
ima pop off while u do the walk of shame 
im nod off cause this shits getting lame 

oh ima take it back 
ima build it up 
like stacks on stacks 
aint no rummours bitch
only spittin fax on fax 
aint no loosing bitch 
cause we take it to the max 
ima hooligan tryna make u mad 

why u fuckin wit me
come and hit me 
cause ima fight back 
talking shit from a diffrent city 
u wont walk that 
ima run a knife trough ur kidney 
cause im off that 
now he getting really dizzy 
think he needa take a nap

i wouldnt beef 
unless u pull up 
five guys 
not gon lie 
this is what i like 
gets the anger out inside 
fight like cobra kai 
this where u fucking die 
 i wouldnt dare to try 
im a fucking mastermind

VRblow - [Prod by Cammy Music]

find it kind of hard to believe were on the same side 
bitch i sall when u switch side 
smoking keep my fucking brain fried 
and im drinking at the same time 
need some help but will not take nun 
need myself but i feel so done
being by myself is no fun 

and im stuck fighting with these fucking thoughts 
wish they would go away but i cant get them to stop 
and i feel like i just been stuck at a lost 
off n on

fun i cant help the fact that made me feel so dumb 
i wont bring it back cause the history is done 
its a race to break a heart and cleary u have won
how u moved on so fast jealousy had me stun 
i never got ur love cause u gave me just the chrumbs 
sittin in the back laughing cause im guesssing that ur gone

and its getting kinda difficult to breathe now
i dont want no one to save me 
and i guess i understand what u mean now 
no wonder why u hate me 
i be sittin all alone 
got no one on the phone 
finding ways to fucking cope 
u be acting hella bold 
ur not hot ur very cold
u dont care at all i know
i can feel u in my bones 
someone i shouldnt chose

SIDE (prod. michael harrison)

pdktp links: https://linktr.ee/pdktp

im tired of the way people talk 
im alone when i walk 
i dont care what u say to me 
heard that bitch was on my insta
why she stalk
thought she hit that fucking block 
its clear shes obbsessed with me
and im wishing that ur smile hadnt stop 
ur the one i gotta drop
ur loves is like ecstasy
and im guessing this where we fall off 
man im finna risk it all 
make sense of u leaving me 

Pdktp:
i was told you were harmless,
now wasn't that just a big fat lie,
i don't know when to start this,
but, i feel like i need to cry,

broken up into pieces,
call me back cause i need this, now
don't know how to treat this,
but i feel like i'm just played around,
why you never wanna come back,
but, you always wanna stay in my life,
i don't know what's wrong with you,
but, maybe i need a new wife,

broken up into pieces,
how can you call this love,
when you never wanna put me above,
what's wrong with you,
what's wrong with me,
i guess we'll see,

LEAVE ME Ft. Pdktp (pord. Michael Harrison)

guitar by JuLeeBeats.
pord. by me ):


girl u make hard to facilitate
talking to u 
i feel like i made a mistake 
falling for u 
and now ur making my heart ache
from learning the truth
i feel the love has fade
cause it was something to loose

and the decision u make
it makes me double take 
i question ur thoughts alone 
cause u don't sound safe 
u wont pick up the phone
 cause u dont feel the same
now im stuck all alone
because im to blame
   	
girl u got me anxious and u I cant stop it
why did u spend time with me if u know love is toxic 
u just up and leave while I'm still stuck up on the topic
now u ruined it for me cause I'm stuck staying cautions  

now I'm sitting at my window watching all the snow thaw
how it only took us seconds for us to fall off
u don't even wanna listen u don't even wanna talk
watching u laugh was a blessing now its coming to a stop


i know u need some space so i will just step back 
just know for me its just another set back
i know i wont have another chance for u to stand me 
so thank u for being the only one who understands me

Facilitate

prod. by me ): <3

u said things to leave me clueless
u act like ur so viewless 
but i guess its has been some time 
i wouldnt be lying if i said u were on my mind  

write a song like a fucking clown
i know u well predict the words 
coming out ur mouth 
its been so long 
i doubt u would think about me now 
off and on 
i think were fucking up our own route 

i know i made u upset 
but whyd u give it up
always tried my best to uplift
i thought i did enough 

well u know me so 
u know i hate to let go
hate how i feel indecline
loose all my chill over time 


i dont like the consistent words that u put in my mouth 
tell me that its non of my bussiness the fuck u on about
we not getting closer but distent i guess we know it now 
i dont i can get u to listen when all u do is shout

i told u once then i told u twice
hasnt been a month  and we already fight 
i think u fucked me up but im not truamatized 
i seen this shit enough i seen trough ur lies 

i know ur ashamed of who i was 
but u said it urself ur not doing non
do u truely believe we was having fun 
dont be so naive dont be so  dumb

Clown

its like u only ever act up tight
all u wanna do is have a fight 
and i know u want me out ur sight
just let me stay here one more night 

do u know its getting cold outside 
but im not gonna treat u like a subject
and all u do is roll ur eyes 
when im not tryna make u upset

i bet u like it when im not around 
buriend feelings 6 feet underground
tell me how u like it with no sound 
 im not there when ur feeling down 

it so obivious u dont care no more 
lucky for u i dont love no whore 
ur someone that i shouldnt adore 
feeligs long gone when u feel all torn 

i dont want hear how u made a mistake 
the feelings mutual plz shut up and get out of  my face 
i know ur dissing but i think u just like saying my name
i hate the fact that u felt better and it dont feel the same 

sorry but u just dont get it 
i havent talked in a minute 
i feel like the world stop spinnin 
i just wish this shit would stop
i feel like im wasting seconds 
i dont like to feel ur essence
tell the truth dont count ur blessings 
i think my brians gonna rot 

like i said u probably like it that im not around
buried feelings 6 feet under the ground 
tell me how do u like it with no sound 
cause im not gonna be there when ur feeling down

UPTIGHT

just give it fuckin rest 
im sick of tired of hearing 
all ur disrespect 
my mind starting to go blank cause u make it a mess  
ur just another bit of weight
 to get off my chest

i dont want u to reciprocate
i need u to back up get out my face 
i know u hate me so why still say my name 
 to be honest this back n fourth is gettin lame 

gots ur man toteing he a pest 
why ur whole gang stalking 
cause ur obbssesd 
theres some things that i think u still refuse to adress 
but why would i need u now 
when i think of u less

just gimmie a break 
i know u dont give a fuck 
so what will it take ? 
until these feelings start to rot 
and desinigrate 
i knew it all from the start 
so anyway  

i hate u now that u think that ur the best 
i put shit down to help u with the health u neglect 
i need some space now girl ur causing me to have wreckes 
its like u dont communicate u dont have that aspect 

got me runnning in circles 
i dont think ur part of fate
everything u do i question 
but i know thats what u hate 
u dont even really luv me 
ur just acting hella fake 
u just keep on playing games 
cause im not one for the chase

why u dissing u like that 
u know i miss u real bad 
i cannot compensate for all the feelings that i still have
im still focusing on something that i cannot have back 
dont think ull see me anymore and i bet that ur glad

COMPENSATE

i dont care i talk too much
cause something just do not feel right
and now that things are getting rough 
i dont think ill see u tonight 

diss then a kiss oh my 
i guess this bitch just do not get it
best better catch my flight 
cause im not missing this one way ticket 
talking like i dont try 
but theres no room for reminiscing
thats why i gotta cut my ties 
ur in the way of my own mission 

leave these bitches surpise 
cooking bit to bit when i spit like a vateren 
and i cant stand when i write 
cause when it sounds so good 
i deliver like a letter man
i know that u feel me on the rise 
cause i get to get 
 like shit thats evident 
funny how u even try 
u know u aint shit
so dont speak on my relevence 

i dont care i talk too much
cause something just do not feel right
and now that things are getting rough 
i dont think ill see u tonight 

getting sick of the lies thats u would sell
just tired of  weight thats on my mind 
and i swear ur the coldest thing from hell 
thats why i rather not have u by my side 

sitting in the dark tearing me apart 
surely thats not someting thatll ill think ill forget 
knew it from start that this would be hard 
but i wont be complaining when i get to the end 

should of know better then to start making some friends 
feeling up  you bring me down i wont do this again 
like fuck that noise i wont be around take a hint 
out of luck i guess ur fucked cause i cannot pretend

TONIGHT

cant control it 
im overwhelmed emontions
u dont look the same no more 
ur startin to look so broken 

and all that light who stole it ? 
u use to be so focused 
its like ur not there no more 
i bet u feel so hopeless  


sleepless trough the nights 
how to past the time ? 
what a fragile mind 
is what u try to hide 

when ur only hurt all alone 
u seem to start to forget 
certainly i think id out grown 
but its starting to stick

im starting to hate the effects i cannot see 
 it still infects my body like a disease 
it coverd my whole chest it will not cease 
now it starting an effect on how i think 


(i dont recognize you) 
 

dont u know its all the same 
im going trough it again 
im growing numb to the pain 
but its so hard to withstand 

im starting to loose all my strength 
its getting hard to pretend 
that u were here but so fake
and now u leave in the end

ZERO ZAY

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