p. by soren and me
Guitar by soren
Mixing by Tuki XO and me

lyrics: 


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid


Eyesore when i woke up 
Make me feel like shit when i need you bad 
Hit me like a truck now i feel like a bag 
Like a bag (ya)
Left me on read for a long long long time
I know you don't want me anymore
Please say you love me a couple more times
Sum parts of me want us to die

I like girls who can save my shit (ya)
I like girls who can wear my shirt (ya)
I like girls who can play guitar (ya)
I like girls who can fix my heart (ya)


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid


she wants an escape from all of the things that are in her mind
she goes to the drugs she fucking it up she thinks its a vibe

she cant understand,she cant feel a thing
she's lost in her head,she lost both her wings

uh

I Like girls who got a lot of problems
let me help you solve them


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid

acid and mescaline w Tuki XO

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1dlfTYZJ8V7pP6TlKYNvz6?si=45c716b19d044562


Mixed by me and killaura :3
Mastered by me :)

(HOOK)


I got feeliings like everybody else in this world
But nobody appreciates me the way I want
I got a feeling that I'm not guna be here for long
But at the end it doesn't matter
Cause nobodys guna miss me (at all)
3AM AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO
I'm alone cause you don't even wana text me
Why do ppl always have to be rude?
My heart got poisened, you destroyed it

(VERSE)
@killaura777

does the pain really stop or does everything just hurt less
i’ve been riding thru the city hoping I could be heartless
I come from a broken home I can handle toxic 
smiles are facade self image ain’t flawless

yeah you tell me that I’m selfish but you’re far from empathetic
the way you shift the blame babygirl yeah it’s so pathetic
trauma in my brain it’ll never leave it’s embedded
I never believed the i love you’s whenever you said it

when you said it I knew it wasn’t me you wanted baby in the night
you always told the truth to the guy you go to when we fight
I always apologize even when I know I’m right

(HOOK)

I gott feeliings like everybody else in this world
But nobody appreciates me the way I want
I got a feeling that I'm not guna be here for long
But at the end it doesn't matter
Cause nobodys guna miss me (at all)
3AM AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO
I'm alone cause you don't even wana text me
Why do ppl always have to be rude?
My heart got poisened, you destroyed it

3AM w/Killaura :3 (Siem Spark x jkeibeats)

3AM w/ Killaura :3 (Siem Spark x jkeibeats)ON ALL PLATS

trips//tests

COPYCAT GET THE PROJECT LOCKED IN
GOT YOU SCRAMBLIN TO FIND ALL UR OPTIONS
GOTTA REGRET LEAKIN THE TOXINS
AT LEAST THATS WHAT YOU SAID WHEN I WALKED IN
NO CARE FOR THE SPEECH THAT I PROMPTED
TALK SHIT BUT THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WANTED CUS I
TAKE AIM WITH THE .45 ON MY WAIST
BREAKING UP, MEET ME AT MY PLACE
HEY MAYBE., ILL GET SICK OF YOUR FACE
FUCK THAT GOTTA WAIT FOR THE MOMENT THEN BRACE
WAIT
PHONE BLOWING UP THINK STRAIGHT
I GOTA WHOLE LOTTA SHIT ON MY PLATE
PRESSING FOR THE TIME, AT THE NIGHT WITH THIS SHIT IN MY RIDE GOT DAMMIT IM TRYING

but i guess it wasnt enough
now the guest list thrown to the rough
you hate me now but im calling your bluff
hate me, break me, but i dont give a fuck
i apologize for nothing
you always had to cry for something
it was so fucking-
sorry
and even tho im glad its nothing
at all can you please stop posting
lies

yeaaa
never inclined to share
wish i never tried you
dare
me to recite you
player
didnt even like you
at first
but i kept on listening to that verse
forget it, now im screaming, maybe that works
god i really wish you would just listen, but im plastered
but the phone keeps ringing like

copycat

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

heavily inspired by log 

follow me <33

ig: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
twit: twitter.com/whywewish

prod. @stezzyxl

~lyrics~

i cant remember the last time i was sober
but i remember u tellin me that its over 
i swear to god mama always raised a soldier 
but i been weaker everytime that i get older 
u said its killin you? well i hope you rot in hell 
wit the fires burnin hotter, every lie u tell
i buy so much from the plug, no other clientel 
drop a pill in my cup, so i can fly as well 

dreams of a wedding ring
dreams of better days, full of better things 
dreams of a day, that my heart dont get the best of me 
dreams of a day, that you lay next to me

and scars open, everytime i hear u call for me 
shoulda known that you would never give it all for me 
honestly, i bet you never cared at all for me 
didnt even scrape the blood from off the wall for me 
i hope i rot into the earth and the city burns 
consequences cant be taught, you just gotta learn 
pieces of my soul are lost with every penny earned 
as pages of the story burn, another slowly turns
were livin in a world thats full of greed 
and no ones perfect, sure as hell not me 
i really think that everyone has this disease 
indulged in you, but i guess i just couldnt see 

and i didnt, want to let go 
but i think you already know that
and i didnt want to go home 
but im gone, n baby i wont be back
i remember blue skies
and i remember the lies
i remember you crying
do you remember me dying?

all of the scars are still aching
all the hearts of the youth are still breaking 
so we look to the skies and, ponder the lies 
i pray the day comes i see through this disguise
as the smoke fills the skies 
and acid the ocean 
maybe your eyes, will finally open 
the children are choking, they live broken lives 
how many gone, not one single tear cried

spotify

soldier.wav

KING (Prod. Kid Mango)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: autrioly
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5hu-ma0vRqCpwQ-JyqpSsw

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

i want you to know these melodies too
broken hearts and empty nights
not sleeping, not texting back, u're right (u're right)
i lost my time yeah, i lost your trust ay
even hell feels so cold and my hands are already numb
5 meters underground, i'm afraid of the dark
i always live in my lies, unless it's fate oh wow

oh wow oh wow i want to see this angel one more time
ay one more time, kill myself, no one cry 
no one cry, no one cry, i told my friends i'm fine
oh i couldn't save my life

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

harmonic love - empty nights (prod. autrioly)

guitar by JuLeeBeats.
pord. by me ):


girl u make hard to facilitate
talking to u 
i feel like i made a mistake 
falling for u 
and now ur making my heart ache
from learning the truth
i feel the love has fade
cause it was something to loose

and the decision u make
it makes me double take 
i question ur thoughts alone 
cause u don't sound safe 
u wont pick up the phone
 cause u dont feel the same
now im stuck all alone
because im to blame
   	
girl u got me anxious and u I cant stop it
why did u spend time with me if u know love is toxic 
u just up and leave while I'm still stuck up on the topic
now u ruined it for me cause I'm stuck staying cautions  

now I'm sitting at my window watching all the snow thaw
how it only took us seconds for us to fall off
u don't even wanna listen u don't even wanna talk
watching u laugh was a blessing now its coming to a stop


i know u need some space so i will just step back 
just know for me its just another set back
i know i wont have another chance for u to stand me 
so thank u for being the only one who understands me

Facilitate

radio signals nice 
to keep you out of my mind
this girl from math
she learned to drive 
over the weekend
i came home n cried

tears bruised my skin
as i realized
ill never know u enough
in this lifetime
all of the pretty things i dont get to touch
always always die

i can't lose u now
I'm not strong enough
gimme a couple of months
ill get back in touch
I can't lose ur hand 
i can barely hold on to shit
I barely got shit to live for
I barely got shit

i 
im so mean
who'd wanna talk to me
maybe we can just scream
maybe let's just get sore throats 
for the rest of our lives
so we'd have a better excuse 
than "I just couldn't get the conversation ryt"

i can't lose u now
I'm not strong enough
gimme a couple of months
ill grow up
I can't lose ur hand 
i don't know where to go
I barely got shit to live for
I barely got shit to live for

MAYB JUST SCREAM..

Lyrics:

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what I get for getting no affection

I can't seem to see straight lines
Impulsive thoughts through my mind
Lead me in the right direction
Heart beat racing, resurrection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

Sink these teeth into your mind
marks will fade just give it time
Things will fade, storms brew together
Rolling low fly stormy weather

No matter where you run, no matter where youll hide
Youll run back in due time
You may not think so now, but you'll always be mine

Can I, ever, really let go?
Will I, ever, find myself solo?

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what i get for getting no affection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear
And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear

TEETH ft. Blospar (p.maniksprod)

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i’m alone you’re away 
i’ve been  in my bedroom wide awake 
you’re with your pretty girlfriends out late 
lips locked on bottles and cocaine 
ive been losing composure 
id kill myself for the closure 
no i don’t think it gets better 
i’m cursed to live life in terror 

@arvin333 
i hope you know i never even wanted to
i hope you know its hard for me to see the truth
when will it seem to get better?
i’m so shook inside my sweater 
I swear it hurts but it’s better to be with you
i’m alright i’ll be fine 
i don’t care i don’t want want to fight 
fighting more demons Inside my mind
i dont care if im not alright

evilmiku:
i know you never fucking cared but im not doing alright 
but now i party just like you and im like out every night 
she said i only kept you here cause u were good for the time 
and i been hopin it ain’t true but i been thinking ur right 
so can you give me a second 
before you’re gone let me finish 
cause i been waiting all night just to send this message 
and i don’t wanna waste time if you’re not my business 
i’d rather die with my friends than start all over again cause im done

@endcreed111 
something inside me
is fucking holding it back
it’s just some shit i need to say
you think you’re under attack
how hard could it be
i guess i’ll never know
headstrong but dizzy
i’m dying in the snow 
no closure
she’s so sure
see it in her face
when she tell me that it’s over 
i been playing with my life like poker
all in with this shit till i’m sober 
mixing drugs all alone
i been off the shits
i ain’t never going home 
shorty in the white lace
look like a ghost
lately i been feeling sideways 
it’s in my bones

thank u for listening love u guys <3 ^-^

Facilitate

ZERO ZAY

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