✦hope u like it :) recorded the part on like my first days w covid xd but i was able to finish it b4 it striked me down lol if u ever have or need anything just text me! i appreciate everyone listening to this <3✦

lyrics
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cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u 
when u see me up 
and i want that shit to happen 
cuz u did hurt me too 
and for myself im in a different spot now 
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

couldnt see the pain inside ur eyes, 
was it really all my fault?
now im asking myself what'd i do wrong
i know thats not what im supposed to do
cuz it wasnt my fault and u know that too

my vision's going blurry,
i cannot see anymore
which path should i choose,
the right or the left one?
i didnt do wrong 
yeah im feeling so dumb
fell down so often,
i cannot move on

all this pressure on me..
feeling like im dying!
im doing slowly,
but no one notice
not even my closest one's
"i just wanna closure"
i just wanna go far
where nobody finds me

cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u
when u see me up
and i want that shit to happen
cuz u did hurt me too
and for myself im in a different spot now
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

DEMON AMV <3

LAUGHING ME OUT (altery)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
-
(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: @siemspark x @dxnnyfxntom
www.youtube.com/c/siemspark

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[lyrics]:
[harmonic love]:
i don't know where's my home
but when you're here with me, (here with me)
nothin' matters cuz im not alone (not alone)
im always find a better way (yeah)
pain with fun, i miss those days (da-a-a-a-ays)
i'm stronger when you hold my hand
i wanna believe it won't (oh) end
i wish she wouldn't feel alone (oh)
you sleep I know you're dreaming for...
sometimes I not alone
will take care of your soul
you don't need to fear (oh) ghosts (oh)
you don't need to fear ghosts (oh)
close your eyes and think that you were not alone
(not alone not alone)
but time is not kind in this world

[casperrr]:
there's no going back now
and when i think bout it i breakdown
wish i said that i love you but it's late now
cuz i know ur moving outta town

best friends, but i wish we were more than that
loose ends, and i wish we could tie all that
when the day ends, ur whats inside my head
when i wake up i don't wanna get outta bed

i just wanna keep you close
please take sum of my clothes
and let everybody know
that u ain't ever alone

not alone.(ft. casperrr | prod. siemspark x dxnnyfxntom)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

mastered by @wokely
Lyrics:

[chorus] 

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

[verse]

slumped on my desk hoping that somebody wakes me up
this ain’t what u want, but that’s okay I always mess it up
haven’t slept for over 5 hours, in 5 years 
maybe it would be better if i could see clear

i been hurting myself for a while
throwing up every single day before a shower
what a disaster, i feel myself losing all of my power
headaches every day cuz i want music louder

hate going in my living room, cuz everybody thinks i wont be living soon
hate my voice so i try my best to cover it up in autotune
hate myself, i hate to loom, when that’s all i know how to do
i hate the way i think, so i hate my attitude 

[verse 2]

going down i know, that you probably hate me
i don’t blame u either, cuz i also hate me
everything i make is garbage and ez
that’s why nobody likes it lately

i been going crazy, i don’t even want to do this anymore it hurts me
yeah, it hurts me, i don’t even want to do this anymore 
it makes me feel weak 
and i can’t even stand this for one more week

it’s really hurting deep
my soul is not cheap, but right now it might be
i really hate this feeling
so can you take it please, can you take it please

[chorus]

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

dry i's (killedmyself)

grief

grief ft. Teddyboi (branwen)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
-
(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

hope u like it

piano cover:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27U0oAREUA4

navy blue - tssf cover

Flutters (feat. 5p00ky)

fourmix

NO FRIENDS

I'm a musician that makes All kinds of music about both my life and issues I wanna talk about
If you wanna hear my new music I changed accounts here's the link https://soundcloud.com/reapers-shadow

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

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