picking sides

so i've been writing this musical, right, about how friendship dies slowly but we're all the better for it. i know, sounds pretty bleak. in my defense it is going to be very loosely based on my own experience, or at least the long tailed feelings of anger, sadness, resentment, and peace i felt when it happened to me. 

to sugar coat the bitterness that the text risks descending into, i've decided to write the music as upbeat and positive as possible. to that end i wrote 'the view from down here' as a sketch to test the musical aesthetic i planned on aiming for.

lyrically, well it's a nonsense isn't it? but my wife wrote me a text by just constantly hitting the left auto-correct word and it spilled this oddly poetic collection of words out. i edited it, popped it through my favourite voice generator and bob's your uncle. literally in my case.

it's all a bit moot now as my hard-drive died and took all the work i'd made on my musical with it. but such is life.

The View From Down Here

DEGEN_RMX

Yeat Type Beat / Rage Type Beat / Kankan Type Beat / Ken Carson Type Beat / Playboi Carti Type Beat

Глюк'oZa, europesatan - Взлом (Th4Ender & sadeye. Remix)

Gaia Space Genie - Prophetic Daisy MIX

Star Chasers - UPDAWG

Blood Red Candles - FIYAH MIX

Blood Red Candles - MELTED MIX

OUTTA SPITE (prod. by money kidd + jooso)

01 REC - 2023 - 08 - 03

REAL LIFE [PROD. ANEEIK] LYRICS:

Can you hear my heartbeat?
It’s so fast I cannot sleep
Fuckin up my life and fuckin turnin into chopped meat
Join me on my star fleet
Yea my ship is shining
So now I can sing, on this motherfuckin hype beat
Hey, no matter how hard
How long it takes
But lemme just say
This no cliché
Lemme make clear
You’re not a stray
I just want to, come make your day

Real life
Real life
Is all this my real life?
Real life
Real life
Is all this my real life?
Realize
Realize
Can you please just realize?
Real eyes
Real eyes
I see right through your “real” eyes

Anytime and any weather
I’ll come meet you in the Nether
Show you all my Christmas sweaters
Melt them off with our high pressure
Spice it up with salt and pepper
So we can reach new endeavors
I will be here for your pleasure
I’ll wait for you here forever
Bae, whatever you want
Whatever you say
I’ll bring it for, you here today
Yea all your junk, can stay away
I don’t want you, to think I’m prey

Real life
Real life
Is all this my real life?
Real life
Real life
Is all this my real life?
Realize
Realize
Can you please just realize?
Real eyes
Real eyes
I see right through your “real” eyes

REAL LIFE [PROD. ANEEIK]

Work It Out

remix 1

ARARE - ADVISE / Akari24 Remix

Bass Jumper

blue eyes swallow me
relive memories
haunt me in my dreams
crying in my sleep

god, you kicked me in my teeth
bury his body six feet deep
you had me weak in my knees
on the lake as you sang beside me

fall through ice, fall through ice
soaked my sneakers, blew my speakers

fall through ice, fall through ice
soaked my sneakers, blew my speakers

fall through ice, fall through ice
soaked my sneakers, fuck our futures

fall through ice, fall through ice
haunt my dreams all fucking night

full moon

sad plugg type beat cast away 🪄

i write a lot of music and write a lot about music.

this soundcloud is a scrapbook of all the demos, ideas, works in progress, spoken essays, and all the other audio that i write just for the fun of it. i dunno, artists are allowed to idly doodle in their sketchbooks without expectations so why shouldn't musicians.

as always, i'm a polystylistic composer and academic, so the styles of music and topics may vary wildly. all context will be provided in the description.

be my friend. get in touch.

invictus_dolor 

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