strings [with vil] (ON EVERY PLATFORM NOW)

prod. by me

@xona

lyrics:

-du1-
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


close my gates
fuck off i don't wanna play
its such a fucking shame for you to know me by my name
no i don't play your game
cut off just every vein
you're the one to blame
don't gaslight your mistakes
breaking every single bottle
i don't recall your fucking face no
watch me bleed on the floor do nothing
what you scared for?
fuck the promises you gave me right when i just met you
fuck the promises we gave us through a fucking phone yeah
tell me
why are you leaving just now
right when i need you
now i am always alone
why do i trust you
and thats my issue
its either kill or lose
i don't need us two
no i don't need us two

fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign
why cant you stay
sweet but too afraid
spit on your hands
all for a friend


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


-xona-
falling all behind
write your life inside
down to your last line
break truths and deny 
oo~
so heaven sent 
dont lie to me
when you mess ahead 
oo~
you dont think the best 
but off the edge
you want to bridge
to rest this urge, cold shoulder of her curse
too much, too many learn
of my life and it hurts

behind [w/xona]

prod. by me
voice line by rincineration on ig

lyrics

play all your shit
say that you're pretty
say that you hate me
say i'm overthinking
don't keep it light
don't waste my time
don't say i'm fine
but you know that i'm


afraid of affection
it won't be the same
i'm stuck to the past
she is still in my way
but all that you say
won't change me this way
i know i'm a waste
i know i'm a waste
afraid of affection
it won't be the same
i'm stuck to the past
she is still in my way
but all that you say
won't change me this way
i know i'm a waste
i know i'm a waste


set a line so that you can't reside 
distance myself i don't pick a side
i'm good on my own so don't waste your damn time
you had all my trust cause i didn't know who you are

fuck all your love
fuck all your trust
break me apart
where do i start
making the effort
to be happy
think that it's better for 
me to leave

play all your shit
say that you're pretty
say that you hate me
say i'm overthinking
don't keep it light
don't waste my time
don't say i'm fine
but you know that i'm


afraid of affection
it won't be the same
i'm stuck to the past
she is still in my way
but all that you say
won't change me this way
i know i'm a waste
i know i'm a waste
afraid of affection
it won't be the same
i'm stuck to the past
she is still in my way
but all that you say
won't change me this way
i know i'm a waste
i know i'm a waste

afraid


ik the the matter with your face
i promised you that I would change
guess i am the fucking same
but i don't think that i feel safe


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


~


staring at the ceiling
i don't wanna wake up
i don't think i can
feel exhausted as fuck
suicidal thoughts
and i wanna just run


keep your head up
thats what he told me
you can always try again
I'm dying slowly
not making progress
but can you help me?
i don't even wanna try
think i messed up


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough


~


whats the meaning of my life
destroying everything i pass 
throw another fucking dice 
(sorry)


~

tell me how pretty how i am

doll [w/vil]

butterfly [w/skylin and xona]

lyrics:

i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind


2 am im bored
scrolling thru ig
seeing all the people
i dream to be
everyone like you
all your friends are cruel 
wanna be like her cause

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind

~

she don't give a fuck about drama no more
she don't give a fuck about boys in her path
she got black nails and pretty pretty eyes
and a pretty fucking smile

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind




like you

produced by ruevi 

what does the cat on the tin roof say?

-''ladi dadi da, rubby on me head. pass me some snack. pet me in the car.''

@t1gerstar
@1spooz

kittykitty w/tigerstar & spooz

produced by me

@h3nce
@vmdarius

lyrics:
~ruevi~
10 bucks Marlboro red
tell me what's wrong now
9 to 5 okay
i love the pay check
40 hours awake
not even tired
games you wanna play
i don't participate

now I'm fighting my head
it doesn't feel right
but it doesn't feel bad
i gotta kill time
changing lanes you say that im a fuck up
changing lanes still makes me fucking anxious 


but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice
but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice


~H3nce~
never felt like that after the first date
really thought i wouldnt be replaced
and all my friends are saying they didnt like you anyway
but i defended you said id take you to my grave
drown the pain in alcohol 
run the through the night ignore yours calls 
and i dont wanna be your friend at all 
cuz ur just such a fucking whore

~vmdarius~
you got me
tongue tied off your lies
im hypnotized
right place at the wrong time
girl i cant lie
you make it hard just to hold on
can we admit that we're both wrong
i cant write you no slow song
think its best if we move on
i cant seem to heal from words that you said
i cant seem to get your lies out my head
girl its hard for me to cope, you think I'm better off dead
i aint prepared for what u got coming next

~ruevi~
i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice


but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice
but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice

10 bucks Marlboro red
tell me what's wrong now
9 to 5 okay
i love the pay check
40 hours awake
not even tired
games you wanna play
i don't participate

doll [w/vil]

ruevi

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