As I lay my head to rest, and the world becomes warm and fuzzy. I hear your whisper, that part deep inside that is drowned out by the noise of life. I have such strong intentions to sit in stillness but I am too busy. Ego is in control, and ego is forging onwards. He has a battle strategy to defend against those seeing my most vulnerable wounds that would make me a target. He sits in the throne of my mind, wielding his sceptre, strong, determined and with impenetrable armour, effortlessly directing thoughts and worries to guide and protect. But as the darkness of night falls his eyes are heavy and he slips into a dreamy slumber. Then out of the dark pop two sparking lights, each pulsing and echoing a message from deep within, so soft and quiet I strain to hear, it says I must change direction, but it will take courage. Ego shifts in his chair, muttering restlessly in his sleep and I feel his resistance. But once again the whisper comes and I sit with this feeling, this alternate choice, and see it burst like fireworks of happiness and relief. The morning will come again and ego will resume his position but I will not forget those messages, and I will secretly listen tonight when ego sleeps agains.

Ruslan Dudaev - the Ego

Co-promoter and resident DJ at Twisted Audio (London) with a sound of twisted deep tech edge house which is chugging and sometimes melodic. Over the years I've played at nights alongside John Digweed, Sasha and James Zabiela whilst the Twisted Audio list of guests include Nick Warren, Jody Wisternoff, Ricky Ryan, Anthony Pappa, Paolo Mojo, Hybrid, Luke Fair, Bushwacka and Jim Rivers.  

Debuting at London's infamous Turnmills, Twisted Audio has been involved with Bedrock London, Bedrock (Global Gathering Festival), Fabric, Ministry of Sound, SW4 and Matter amongst many others. Our own parties bring quality underground house music to small venues and one-off boat parties in London maintaining that intimate party vibe.

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I first of all - the listener... i very love music and periodically  I can not stay that would not share it with you ! Thanks to all friends for their support and interes ....  Deep House one love !!! < 3

***Sidi Schopenhauer's genious & mad mind once said that the effect of music is much powerful and penetrating than other arts, these only speak of the shadow, but music speak of the essence : its effect on man’s innermost nature is so powerful, and it is so completely and profoundly understood by him in his innermost being as an entirely universal language, whose distinctness surpasses even that of the world of perception itself***