whatchu' call it

I just wanted to release something :)
- Rustie

zoningout\..

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boombap\..

prod https://soundcloud.com/shambomba
sampled from https://soundcloud.com/elidrinksgrapemilk/demons-in-hair?in=elidrinksgrapemilk/sets/jake-and-his-wacky-fun-adventures-seasons-1thru3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

im in the cut like bugs dont wanna see the outcome
nobody sends me opens guess they dont wanna get outdone 
opps always pull up in 4 doors watch how quickly i outrun
i dont look good in photos with my mask covered in blood 

i used to pour up rojo in my cup still would if i could
fuck it tell me something i dont know i dont wanna be misunderstood

no i dont claim no block the block gon have to claim me 
whatever happened to nobody wanna talk to swazy 
shit done changed for the better and the worse
RIP my moms i used to take the money right outa her purse
i guess that feeling didnt age well
put a bullet in my brain lemme see the angels 
if the opps lackin i aint ever see one that i cant kill
now that its leakin on the curb how ur brain feel
i aint snitchin i aint never takin plea deals

the soundcloud springtrap // outcomes from the grave (shambomba)

pre-save my new song "honeydew": https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/monikrr/honeydew

prod. monikrr
@elidrinksgrapemilk is the reason this exists

guests (in order):
@alaskasargent
@amplifi-beats
@defordtunes
@pickset
@prodfltr
@1_adri
@taiyoukeis

monikrr:
hey so this song is pretty silly
and there's like 10 soundgoodizers on the master
so yeah
enjoy
ok
bye
love u
mwah

i think you'll be the death of me
i haven't been myself in a couple weeks
i want to throw my phone into the fucking wall
and i feel a sense of urgency
like t he feeling you get when you have to pee
but you've been kicked in the fucking balls

tearing down the walls
look at us running in circles again
i think i'd rather fall
than dream of you in my bed
cos even in my sleep
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

you got pretty fucking lucky
to be the one in my head
but when u say you love me
it's at my fucking expense
cos everywhere i look
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

Alaska Sargent:
your voice is muddied and disheveled
your words reduced to artificial
frequencies sat upon my dashboard
my beating heart sits below the threshold
my cries don't echo beyond the fabric
your simple wish leaves me feeling candid
the bittersweet taste
of what i had before

monikrr:
hook

amplifi:
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
to reattempt what i could not see
tunnel vision, lack of periphery
yeah my hindsight is 2020
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
and tell her what she meant to me
make a wish, there's no genie
make it real, do you feel me?
 
sometimes i wish i could control z
my girl telling me i'm going oh tee tee
but i can't help it, it's just me
i won't chill out, adhd
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
but i keep forgetting the hotkey
just like she forgot to want me
damn, i no longer want me
 
sometimes i wish i could undo
but maybe clear history will do
down ethanol until i puke
fuck this i still remember you

monikrr:
hook

DeFord:
DOO BEE DOO DIP BAAAH
IF YOU FIND ANOTHER LOSER YOU CAN END WITH A DRAW
AND DON’T SWEAT IT, IF IT STARTS TO GET BAD
YOU CAN DROP IT ALL AND RUN AWAY JUST LIKE YOUR DAD
SCOOP DEEP DOOP BOW
I THINK I WENT TO FAR SO I’LL JUST CUT IT OFF NOW

monikrr:
hook

pickset:
she knows that she's toxic
i need some time
been too fucked up with my fucking life
now i can't even close these eyes
i'm gon talk em down
cos i'm gonna stick around
never fading, never facing our fears

FLTR:
so in reality i wanna sing about some dumb shit
that's it, i don't know what the fuck that i should sing about
looking at myself, competitive drough, oh
lookin at myself thinkin bout my mental health
no matter what i say nobody seems to help 
no matter what i say nobody seems to care
might pull out my own hair
so these people stand and stare at me
like i'm a star with a weird ass stare
but when i go down, i ain't ever gon' frown

monikrr:
hook

Adri:
ears are bursting
i cant save it
crying out loud, hope you hear me
cause all the pain you gave, makes me sick
makes me sick
ma-ma-makes me sick
im trying to move on, but this pressure
is putting a hole right inside my head
i cant take back all the words that i said
now i fantasize 'bout you, by someone else
i cant take back what i said
i love you over all the hate

monikrr:
hook

taiyoukei:
don't need
to put
reverb
on your
mom to make her wet
i'm all she needs x2

sound/goodizer/cypher (w/ taiyoukei, Alaska Sargent, FLTR + more in desc)

I love this song and wanted to fw it. Huge thanks to unkept for creating this original :)

Him: https://soundcloud.com/unkept2

Creds:
Vocals: unkept & alkyl
Production: unkept & alkyl
Mixing: alkyl
Mastering: alkyl

Rub my eyes (Side A) - unkept, alkyl

my backs to the wall 
can somebody assist me like you passin the ball
can somebody assist me like it's magic involved 
i got what you need just my jacket is alll

but baby i don't mean to be rude 
ain't myself when i'm hungry 
you just ate you some food 
by myself and it's lonely 
but i wish im with you 
i just smoke with my homies 
just to block out the blue 
hope that blue don't turn to red 
gon make a hole in the roof

cuz i'm up outa here 
gimmie something to do
i pray for better years 
hope this something i do
but baby it is clear
how you light up a room

crazy how a little space can make shit go so sideways 
i was upset that's when i thought i wanted shit my way
all i know is one day im gone die and so are you 
im just tryna shine in my own way so should you 
im just tryna im just tryna im just tryna not hate my life
make you my wife one day
it's all on my mind at once

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da botegga gurl (freestyle)

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