Thinking Alone ft. noahh (tgwog + shinju)

originally leaked by a friend of gaff's in october of 2017, removed off soundcloud in october of 2018 thru a false copyright strike (by me looool)

unreleased

dissociation (prod. drew the architect)

☆ _DROPDEADD_ ☆ (prod. ihopedannydied)

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

prod mix master art by @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

why they talkin bout me?
they think shit funny
well im bout to get hilarious
he talkin bout me?

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
ya'll been smokin on dick

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
y'all been smokin on dick

say oh i know.....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

hard2letgo

late at night

Let It Snow (Prod by RecycleBin, Curtains & Shinju)

xocrispy & Big.BabyBoo - Wit My Niggas! (Prod.Boo! x Awakeagain)

Dancing With Demons In December.. All done in a month!! I'm like that!!! OTC AND THE FANS BABY, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!!! NEW PROJECT DROPPING WHEN I GET BACK FROM VACATION!!!!

..But..Left..Me..Here..Stuck.. Prod. Jissa

Free Download

i made this in the hospital they got pissed

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRWII-D0VVM
Lyrics:
& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

& all they ever see is when i’m fucked up
stuck in a pattern, keep the loud, i always need a blunt
always acting like i’m fine but i just keep a front 
i been stuck here at the bottom they all think i’m up
all these people do not know me
always try to act above me
i been chilling by my lonely
counting guap up
but it don’t mean shit
when i feel like this
lately thinking ima quit now
it’s been far too long that i’ve felt okay 
don’t think they can cope with me
it’s been far too long that i’ve felt this way
don’t think you would understand 
 ( i don’t think you could cope, lately feeling alone, please do not hit my phone, please do not hit my phone)

& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

i know they don’t really love me
i know they don’t really need me
i know they don’t really want me,
“you fucking lame” is what they told me
lost in all these words that you said to me
been thinking love ain’t for me
cause things just never last
life been moving fast
when i’m up in public always smelling like the gas
pull up with the pack
backseat in the black
all i wanted was you but you put me on blast
now i do not feel alright 
i been looking my whole life for something i won’t find, something i won’t find yeah,
(i won’t ever find it, i won’t ever find it, i won’t ever find it, yeah, i won’t ever, yeah)

& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

Thinking Alone ft. noahh (tgwog + shinju)

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