DexR 2025

I dont want 1
But what does 1 want? - 

Cuz every other song is just tiring
And im a fucking mess

I dont want one but what does one want? 
I can take two but i dont want to
I didnt need one but i took four
Not enough now now i need more
I dont want one but what does one want? 
I can take two but i dont want to
I didnt need one but i took four
Not enough now now i need more

I cant fix
What ive already done
Now im falling down like snow
Falling down
I cant finish
What ive once started
Now im falling down im cold
Watching falling snow

Im falling down like snow
The ground is so warm cuz my body is so cold
And im craving something young
Cuz its been a while since ive experienced love
You were my first one
But now that its done im feeling like im gone
And these drugs my only home
Even if i got my youth back i still would lose it all

I will escort winter then im turning twenty
I wont wait till tommorow to indulge in horror
Soon it will be ten years since ive gone insane
I dont want my body full if my heart is hollow

Agalloch - Falling snow / DexR (RxGoD)

Chase the bag cuz its the only thing i know of
On so many meds that i dont know how to speak
Always looking back cuz i feel like im being followed
Psychotic episodes at least that i can feel

Dont think i need anything i got so much to hold on
Only thing i can not buy is time dont tell me hold up
Now you want something from me? But now everything's sold out
Put sugar up on my tongue like acid she dissolved uhh


I chase money so much it started to chase me back
I go to the bank bankrupt the ATM
I wake up in darkness but it falls at 8 pm
I cant find myself like im using VPN
Always by myself but im always MIA
I know ive been blessed it seems like curse up in my head
Slumped up in my bed prolly looking like im dead
Listen to their advice id be better off deaf

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She didnt wanna listen to me cuz im fucking fueled up
She tried to play my ass i scanned yo ass like qr
You probably still talk about me drama queen oh you are
I dont wanna talk about it makes me wanna puke aughh
If u wanna call me a junkie, but u also queued up
You told me you were only mine but i didn't know where you are
Always looked at it like a horror found out its just humor
Thank God that you left with him while my money grows like tumor

Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
Wasthere something more that you wanted me to know of?
Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?

Was there something more that you wanted me to know of?
I just took like 4 but it couldn't even knock out
I was at the door but just looking at the floor yuhh
Thought it was enough but idk anymore

There was something nice that i saw as a kid
I never got it but i always wanted it
How could i get it back when ive never been there
Thinking about death nicotine i breathe in
I dont wanna hang out i wanna hang in
When i die dont try to save me
Dont say you miss me how could it be
When in my bed you couldve been

Knockout

Wheres your arm?
Wheres your arm?
I cant find it
Somebody let me know
You dont know
You dont know
You can find me
But where is my soul?
I cant find it
I cant find it
Lost and found
But never fucking sold
Where'd it fly
Where'd it fly
Where'd it go
Where'd the fuck it go

Where'd it go where'd the fuck it go
Where'd i go where'd the fuck i go
I lost my hope im losing control
I go outside and i dont know where to go

Its like i hold a secret i want someone to know
This pressure is ingraved on my soul
I need something warm to melt away this cold
I'll do what i want despite what is told

Secret

Close my eyes lyrics displayed on inside of my eye lids
I dont rock jewelry the inside of my heart where ice be
They used to treat me like im trash is it hard to talk nicely? 
I want to treat em like we're friends 'cept i don't trust anybody

Anymore i dont care what is in it
Talk to me sincerely
In my mind it's eerie
I don't want them to hear it
I stay quiet for days
I cant hold it in anymore so i break

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He tried to teach us something important but we ran away
I tried to put it under my skin but it just wouldn't stay
Sacrificed my blood but i made a mistake
You got me so good i can't get off the stain
I know life's no game but i would make a good player
Im going 'round this fucking town and im looking pale
Everybody claiming that they love me but who would say a prayer?