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Track 1 off of the "a nice place to cry" EP with LoseMyGrip & grayskies
featuring: Ashleigh Hartley
mix and mastered by asaa 

verse(noah2000 & ashleigh Hartley)
if it’s not about the time that i drove you home
in the middle of the night when we just smoked
having a panic attack in my bedroom wasn’t planned
i promise dropping you off wasn’t who i am

chorus(noah2000 & ashleigh Hartley)
so you can tell me i’m the worst but i already know
that you’ve been talking to the person that you swore that you weren’t 
and you can tell that i gave up by how i leave you alone 
i wish i didn’t have to see what u had planned on ur phone 

verse (LoseMyGrip)
I could see the look upon your face 
Sitting in our special place 
Obvious that something’s wrong 
Baby What’s going on?
How often do you think of him 
I can see you drifting again 
What is your obsession with my friends
Eye contact as an indication 
Frequently I read your body language 
Try to understand just what you’re saying 
Promise that I won’t be mad
Or at least I’ll try 
Find me a nice place to cry 
Chemicals are introduce through lips
I’ve never been in love quite like this 
Walks with your in mine I’ll miss 
I’ll love you forever but with a twist 

chorus (noah2000 & ashleigh Hartley)
so you can tell me i’m the worst but i already know
that you’ve been talking to the person that you swore that you weren’t 
and you can tell that i gave up by how i leave you alone 
i wish i didn’t have to see what u had planned on ur phone 

<3333

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a nice place to cry w/ LoseMyGrip & Ashleigh Hartley (prod. grayskies)

lately

Featuring @flvnnmusic

Lyrics:

Talking to my walls
Ya they know all my problems
But they don't say a thing
They don't know how to solve them
So I'm calling you at 3 am
Hoping you can fix me

Times change quickly
Are you still there
Falling out of love
Do you still care
The futures got me scared
So I'm calling you up
Hoping you can fix me

Fix me, that thoughts been in my mind, weekly 
At times I wonder if I died would anybody miss me
My brother thought they wouldn’t, guess his mind was crippled sickly
I think about him often so forever he’ll ride with me 
The day I heard, I lost my words I simply faded quickly
Back to drugs, can’t find no love, my broken heart was tripping
But I hope you know I’m moving on, my dreams are coming true
And the truth is man, the funeral home was packed and every face in there was blue 

Talking to my walls
Ya they know all my problems
But they don't say a thing
They don't know how to solve them
So I'm calling you at 3 am
Hoping you can fix me

Times change quickly
Are you still there
Falling out of love
Do you still care
The futures got me scared
So I'm calling you up
Hoping you can fix me

Everyone I ever loved just up & leaves me 
Sometimes I question if my heart is working is it beating
Out of love, is what she said the last time at our meeting
But if that’s the truth then why does she still call me like she needs me 
Cut up and open I’m too used to wounded bleeding 
But I patched me up myself, so no one sees that I’m depleting
Talking to my walls because I know they won’t deceive me
But without you by my side I just don’t if I’ll stay breathing

fix me (w/ Jauque X) (prod. Beautiful Beats & Mekai B)

Deal with the devil (Prod. Grayskies)

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

Loafers (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

inside out ft. skele (prod. caves x pekarot)

i swear too many people
give in to plenty evils
i swear the more i know
the more i'm losing freedom
i'm living cheque to cheque
but live like ain't no sequel
i got no desert eagle
but front like i am lethal
i see through broken lenses commonly misrepresented
i breathe in herbs until my body marijuana scented
i've said some things about some people and i know i meant it
i've had my actions cause a consequence i should expect
it doesn't matter anymore
anyways it never did
issues i'm concerned with are like nothing that i've ever lived
the least of all my problems used to kill me when i was a kid
i work until the am, make some music, fall asleep at 6
uh
yeah
my energy drops
the older i'm getting the more i want it to stop stop stop
don't make a fuss you only get what you got
but if i ever simply settled i'd be living to rot
i take my time when i am speaking i don't look a fool
i like my clothes to be too big because i think it's cool
i wanna make it out of poverty be living proof
i want my mama to be proud of how i'm living too
i'm oversizing everything
my dreams, my weed, my clothes
no matter how many i got i still don't call em hoes
the way that i'm supposed
i keep my family close 
no i wan't born winning
then talent arose
but the time is slowly ticking
getting quicker by the minute
so i'm skipping little dinners
sitting til the work is finished
i'm a picture perfect image
not a more fitting description
of a timid person living in a life that doesn't fit em

i swear too many people
give in to plenty evils
i swear the more i know
the more i'm losing freedom
i'm living cheque to cheque
but live like ain't no sequel
i got no desert eagle
but front like i am lethal
i swear too many people
give in to plenty evils
i swear the more i know
the more i'm losing freedom
i'm living cheque to cheque
but live like ain't no sequel
i got no desert eagle
but front like i am lethal

the more i know (prod. zeeky)

this is not the way out
this is not the way out no
love is not what you felt
i was just what you lack oh
you were plotting my downfall
you would question my innocence
yeah we were all the way fucked
we were all the way fucked ya

this is not the way out
i been feeling like shit now
running in circles again
feel like I should jus quit now

how could you do this
got me feeling useless
should’ve never got attached
wish that I could take it back

you weren’t the one
ya it was jus fake love
knew you were leading me on
now its all gone
left all that shit in the background
swallow a pill and I black out
walk in the store and I cash out
ya im chasing the bands now
ya im chasing bands now

wouldn’t know so why do you act like you do?
couldn’t control so you’re tearing me through again 
like right when we’re on the mend
this is a joke 
been losing hope
not holding on think I’m letting go
cutting me deep what I have to do
was playing for keeps you gave up so soon

way out ft. steadysuffer & david entendu (prod. nxcturnal)

Stream/Buy
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/cloudwatching-feat-powfu-2

Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)
just woke up to a text that said
"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"
i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"
"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"
she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"
i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"
she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"
then my heart started beating faster
i started sweating, im such a disaster
talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"
so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars
you said "i wonder how they got so far?"
now you got me wondering the same thing
how'd they get so bright?
thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh
i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want
is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?
so much better than my dreams with you here
i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year
you made of alchohol, cause im falling
and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et
follow the clouds until they departure
move farther, i see the starting line with you there

Cloudwatching

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Cloudwatching Ft. Powfu

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq6K0hICr0A

music video

poor posture

oilcolor: @oilcolor  
nobloodnotears: @nbnt


[bonus] fair trade (prod. oilcolor & nobloodnotears)

produced by oilcolor
lyrics by @nothingnowheremusic & @ivy-official-mist

n,n:
tell me all all your thoughts
when you can’t say em out loud  
said she wanna skip town 
take a train going southbound   
i know i’m not the guy 
that you need in your life now
skinny motherfucker
know i stay in the background 

are you thinking of me?
well i’ve been thinking of you
you know i love running my mouth  
with out thinking it through 
haven’t cared in a minute and see 
i’m scared to admit it but its true
the only thing i loved was always you  

imma pack my shit 
imma end this quick  
cause life aint shit 
man, lifes a bitch 
i said i’ve been doing well
nah, i’ve been sick 
fucked up in the brain mane
it’s a damn shame


Mr. Mist:
say no lies please let me rest
rest your head up against my chest
hear the beat as it's slowing down
remember me till I hit the ground
Blossomed truths were ripped apart
left my lungs ready to depart
of my hard heart meets me in the frame 
with my last breath to call your name

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instagram.com/0ilcolor

https://twitter.com/N0THINGN0WHERE
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

https://twitter.com/mrmistbookings
https://soundcloud.com/ivy-official-mist

MORE MUSIC

weight of the wind part 2 w/ nothing, nowhere & IVY

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

soundcloud.com/itsyungvan

soundcloud.com/yungdemo

<3

david entendu x yung van x yung demo ~ imperfectly perfect (prod. hkfiftyone)

i'll be here when you are ready ,<3
FOLLOW BOTH DAIVD AND KUROIME
@kuroimetsuyu
@davidentendu

FOLLOW DAVID <3

i tried so hard to love you, but you pushed me away w/ David Entendu (Prod. Kuroime)

‥∵:*:☆*゜★。：：＊☆

follow https://soundcloud.com/lilbabybat she's an angel

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You were best kept secret
But I don't know how to keep it
Couldn't describe this feeling
I just hope that you feel it

And now your love is haunted
And you were all I wanted 
Hope I was all you wanted too

And now our time is running
And now your eyes aren't coming
I guess it means this time is through

'Cause you deserve to feel ashamed
And you're the one to blame 
Don't give a fuck what they say

There's roses on my gravestone
I'm dead just like my phone
Fading off into the unknown
I'm in a different time zone

My bby's got some secrets
A choker 'round her neck
Like she really wants to keep it... 
Quiet
She's always lying
Feels like dying
Just know I'm trying
To give it up now
Filled up with so much doubt
Can't help, but feel down
Can't really figure out
How I kind of like it
When I know she's crying
Here's the list, now sign it
Got these death notes that I'm writing

babybat x david entendu ~ secrets (prod. the outset)

THANXXXXXXXXXXXX DAVID FOR THE COLLAB <3
follow david entendu ~ @davidentendu
follow maolow ~ @maolow

[yvng draco]
stay away from me, im a fucking disgrace
i'm full of poison, purple marks on my face
i wish i could do better but im stuck in this mind
never looking for a fucking bright side
you seemed a good person to know, ya
taking my drugs in my basement
screaming some shit in my bedroom
smashing my nose on the pavement
if this's the promised life our god gave us
i wish i wasn't born so put me in my graveyard

[david entendu]
put me in the graveyard, i'm already dead
i'd be better off with a bullet in my head.
it's filled up with all these memories instead
i can't pull the trigger, sit here dreaming 'bout your bed.
miss when my phone would light up
that meant i was closer to your touch
i was looking for some love, but lust is all it was
again... it was nothing... at all.

[maolow]
i took a couple xans, now my world becomes monochrome
i don't wanna die, all i want is just to come home
you know that i will try to bite my tongue
i won't be forever young
feel the blunt that hits my lungs
but i swear that i will not waste it all
i swear that i will not fuck it all
i swear that i will not waste it all
i swear that i will not kill you all
we could have been happy
but we can't face our sadness

yvng draco x david entendu x maolow ~ spit on my grave (prod. maolow)

twitter.com/falls_boii
twitter.com/nothingnowhere

i still remember it all ft. nothing,nowhere.

mixed & mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic follow him, he's so talented

thank you: https://soundcloud.com/lilbabybat for the beat and angelic vocals as always <3

this fire af beat was produced by: https://soundcloud.com/elisha-bokuychuk

 babybat -

i went from staring at the wall to wanting to tear it down
you never answer when i call, now i'm hearing strange sounds
take a look around, it ain't nothing, but a ghost town

my mamas said she's had enough, i've been acting like a rebel
two years, you'd think i'd had enough, but i kinda like the trouble

i went from staring at the wall to wanting to tear it down
you found my body coiled up, lying on the cold ground
i'll never say i've had enough, never gonna admit it

skin is soft, my bones are tough, i don't have to play the villain

david entendu -

i'm a vampire at the function, hanging from the rafters, your girl in my dm, don't want her, you can have her, do it for the fans, that's what really matters, see me in the foreign when i pull up to the after

she gon' see me on the big screen
see me overseas
you know you're gonna miss me
and i know you're listening

i'm a vampire at the function, hanging from the rafters, blood on the stage, when i sing you hear it splatter, rebels with a cause, the rest are just actors, doing what we love while you're just another rapper

she gon' see me on the big screen
see me overseas
you know you're gonna miss me
and i know you're listening

way out ft. steadysuffer & david entendu (prod. nxcturnal)

rxfiend