its been a while
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its a melancholy kind of night
sitting quietly by candlelight 

almost forgot to put it out
would've fell asleep
and burned the household down 

i know everythings okay
cause i remembered anyway
guess i left it up to chance
how warm would i be within the fires dance? 

i could take everyone with me
pack our bags, board the train and leave
i feel happiest when im getting away
soon there'll be nothing left to say

nothing left (to say)

for everyone i wish i still spoke to




lyrics:

im still two years ago
im still caught up
missing the little things
now is never enough 

im lagging behind
always been pondering time
how it runs away
forever 

dont go away
youre my friend 
please please stay 
i love you 

i do
i never got to tell you
so taken for granted 
but i cannot change the things i did
when i never imagined
the way that we would split

the simple joys of youth

lyrics:

feels just like somethings out to get me
wants to pull me into the void 

oh be careful what you wish for
cause my one horse ran away
i assumed that it was great
that my one horse ran away
but whos to say 

and theres something that i wish i could tell you 
but i don't know what it is

and i hear footsteps
every time hes not around 

he cant save you
he cant save you
from yourself
the calls are coming
from inside the house 

hunt the killer
hunt the killer
down 

cause in the end you know
you live alone

what this means for us

lyrics:

i know that you are real
i wish i didnt know 
i wish that i forgot 

harmful sensations
im never going back
ive said what i have said
its forever out my head 

and i miss when it was you
spilling your guts
i wanna be the caretaker
and now im at your feet
coughing up blood
i wish youd return the favor 

like a dying cat
i hide under the porch
and i will not be seen 

im so ashamed
and half the things i think
will never leave my head
so too much goes unsaid

im down on my knees
in way too deep
and feeling like such a coward
it is no ones fault
and youre so sweet
but when will our love turn sour?

sour

pleasure machine

bad luck v2

everything
is upside down
i lost you
and you don't wanna be found 

every part of me
is inside out
the breeze is rippin into me
i feel the pull at every seam 

the thought of you tonight its
bangin at my door
its grim how you don't want to
see me anymore 

cause the skies
whisper your name
in july, on summer nights
and i wish you were here 

you're on a road
leading somewhere i don't know
i don't wanna be alone..
though friends so dear
mine, now yours too are near 

cause your heart was such a home
i hope you wont disappear 

oh, oh


cause the skies
whisper your name
in july, on summer nights
and i wish you were here
so i that i could make things right

indigo

fingers

jan 2025

i know love is never wasted
although youre not with me anymore
count up the little moments i adore
make my heart shine like the sun
love is wasted on no one

i know love is never wasted
although we're not together anymore
count up the little moments i adore
laughing with you in the sun
oh no, im really sad you had to go

but if you call me
i'll pick up
is it sad that i still care?

youre lovely
im alone
but i know i should get out of your hair

whats it gonna be
a fairytale or a tragedy
i wondered when we first met

what i didnt know
was how you were gonna touch my soul
i wonder, are you the best i'll get?
left me standing there
but you'll find better i bet

all the pretty ppl on the street,
at least theyre beautiful to me
treat each one with love and dignity
cruelty just gives me a heart attack
i wonder if i'll you'll take me back
but youre not mine to keep
oh love never belonged to me

never wasted

our time was short, you got bored of me
though summer felt just like an eternity
nothing short of a bad dream
because you come to me in my sleep

you were bad news still young and dumb 
you filled my lungs now you make me numb
the bits of nothing that i keep
they gnaw at my mind and i weep

bad news

little tune i made last summer

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lyrics:

ooo, what i can i do
to make sure that my cries
gets delivered to you
cause you don't hear me
or you just don't care
i've been so long without you 
it just isn't fair

there's nothing i can do at this point
nobody can take your place
you're gone since long ago
i might as well just face it

it isn't fair

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