a sunny afternoon (prod. purpan)

edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

“Rough Patch” tells the truth about hard seasons - the pain, the lessons, and the quiet strength that comes from surviving them. Nathaniel Christopher keeps it raw and vulnerable, letting the emotion lead the rhythm. The beat feels heavy but human, carrying the weight of reflection and resilience. It’s not about falling - it’s about fighting your way back, one verse at a time.

Rough Patch

just a few songs from artists who are completely underrated, songs in order beneath

0:00 - 2:15 https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/tinder-samurai

2:15 - 4:25 https://soundcloud.com/akamaruxoxo/im-waiting-for-this-cute-ass-girl-to-hmu

4:25 - 5:25 https://soundcloud.com/sugarcanedavis/driving

5:25 - 6:38 https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/catch-me-im-falling

6:38 - 8:20 https://soundcloud.com/manicartist/first-god-manic-x-jinsang

8:20 - 9:36 https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/i-should-have-been-a-pair-of-ragged-claws-prod-tomppa

how to lack altruism

Lyrics below. Art by Takato Yamamoto.

(Inaudible)

Pen and paper was my best friend
When I was just a little kid
I added marijuana cigarettes and some house slippers with a nice fit
I been stuck and can't write shit
Told myself I had to practice
Shooting out with my feelings cuz anxiety caught me lackin
I been slapped across my face
Treated like I'm in the way
A burden only meant for expression of stress and feelings of repression of trauma and depression 
Healings and blessings, no they don't come my way

I was in that cold townhouse 
Alcohol had him hellbound
Not too long 'fore I found out 
In chorus, then I dropped out 
So many tears fell down
And there's so many more to fall
I feel them all

When I was just a little kid
I was the one that y'all went against 
Used for entertainment 
But known as annoying
You wonder why I don't say shit
Cuz all y'all on some fake shit
You done shapeshifted like a ghost hiding in your spaceship like an alien

Remember DMT, *****? You and me? 
I didn't have no one to listen so that shit meant everything
Even though I was selfish like PNB
I earned a best friend who would just see me for me

I was in that hot room wild
Watching shows with ******
Back when I didn't know much and my singing was fucked up
AshTre and Ronee
Acid and sunsets
N.E.R.D tracks, I was feeling glad I was filled with happiness

Let the Dead Sleep

Cynthia Jones LP

Guitar playing by the wonderful @Man_huh . Also known as Chance Thrash, the gifted guitar player and gifted demon slayer.
Mixing and Mastering of the completed song were done at Huxley Recordings
  
The 2nd single off of, "I Wish I Was Hollow" which, despite being promised for a late April release,  will most likely be delayed, due to mixing, recording, and overall bigger plans for the project than either of us could dream.

This song, Chamomile Tea, is a song regarding love, despair due to love, and not valuing the emotions in front of you.


Lyrics:
(Chorus)
So I sing, And I'll breathe your name slow, ly 
; Just to hear the way ; You'll never let me go see 
; As I sing ; And I breathe ; Just (never run from me-) , Please 
 I'm gone away, just to hear you say" 
(Verse)
 All the words that you believe And all the things that you said,
 About the way that all the trees Are just better off dead, Without me,
 I never thought your love would be free (2)
You sailed away before I said what I'd say 
You never let me sit alone Unless it's one of those days  
I'll never miss you, Because I swear you're still here  I shouldn't of dissed you- -I never meant to wash away All of the words and all the things I did to make you stay But now it's me.  
Oh, All alone in my defeat, But man I'm happy.  (I never felt so alone)
 But man I'm happy (I never felt so in the zone)
 Is this me? Oh, I never thought I'd see me pleaseeē -Just wanna look away And now I sit alone and pray,  To make You miss all of the things I'd guess you'd hear me say About nothing 
at all I only killed Time as you would call, 

(Chorus)

Chamomile Tea (Moist Mix!)

a self titled mixtape by naak wood.

this is the first project ive released, i hope you all enjoy.

u could miss it (prod. driver)

I own no rights to this song, the original creator is Zach Farache on soundcloud. This was an edit of the song I pulled from youtube so i could hear it on soundcloud. Enjoy the song!

https://soundcloud.com/zachfarache/tracks

Discombobulated (slowed) Atlas

Lia