(available on spotify)
I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

Distance pulling us apart now
I'm losing control over my life
Trying to do better with my time
But I'm always left unsatisfied

Time isn't on our side

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

All these thoughts of you still fill my head
Tried to let go, but I can’t pretend
Every path I take leads to you again
Thought of the words I left unsaid

When you left, it felt so surreal
Thinking of choices I should’ve made to make you stay
But now it's all in vain

It's just us
Always us

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

back to you

i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

SLAVE

DIE WITH ME

Molly made the china dolls that come alive.
pAGES IN cLOUDS
pATRICK bURKE 2025

Molly made the china dolls that come alive,
They’re made from parts nobody wanted
And become everything they hated…


She stitched their arms from splintered wood
Painted faces no one understood
Glass in their ribs, rust in their veins
Laughed like angels, screamed like chains


She whispered secrets through the thread
Woke them softly from the dead


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She watched them crawl and twist and writhe
Built from shame and fractured pride
They wear the masks that she would hide
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


They dance on tables, curse in rhyme
They eat the hours she left behind
Bent with beauty, cracked with grace
They spit her name back in her face


She never cried, she just sewed tight
They were her voice on quiet nights


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
Spun from parts no one survived
They grew into the things they feared
Broke the mirrors, disappeared
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


Stolen bones, forgotten lace
She made a world, it wore her face
And when they screamed, it sounded right
She held their hands and turned out the light


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She gave them hate, they gave her eyes
Now they roam where silence died
She became what she designed
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive…


Molly made the china dolls that come alive…
They're made from parts nobody wanted…
And become everything they hated…

PB2025

Molly made the china dolls that come alive

[Verse ]
Tried to paint you
In my sleep
But you
Won’t stay

[Chorus ]
You left a shape
On the wall
Still there
When night falls

[Bridge]
I talk to the frame
Like it still holds you

ripples

Rain.

eito - 17:00

IG: lave-@deadstarlave, dvrelz-@dvrelz

dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)
dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(u slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)
huitend chi namaig uldee
(u leave me out here in the cold)
namaig uldee, namaig uldee
(u left me, u left me)
zuudend bi chamaig huleene
(i wait for u in my dreams)
chamaig huleene, chamaig huleene
(waitin for u, waitin for u)
zurhend chi denduu oirhon
(ur so close to my heart)
minii zurhend chinii zurh oirhon
(my heart’s tied to ur heart)
chi nadruu harna minii bodol
(u look at me n my head just spin)
ergeldej baina
(i fall again)

dvrelz:
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
harin uuriiguu chi awaad yw
(just take urself and go away)
hezee ch ergej haralgui
(without ever looking back)
harin uuriiguu chi awaad yw
(just take urself and go away)
hezee ch ergej haralgui, haralgui, haralgui
(without ever looking back, looking back, looking back)

bitter hesitation got my mind a race
i dont wanna talk to u i dont wanna face
cold blood blue touch i dont wanna talk yeah
i just switch up miss me when im gone yeah 

lave:

dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze) 
dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(u slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)

bitter hesitation (lyrics in the description)

you keep me going
my mind in chains
enslaved 
under your spell
addicted to you 
like nicotine 
and i dont wanna come down 
i don’t wanna come down

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

tonight let’s pretend 
we’re innocent
no hourglass
to countdown towards
a cold relapse 
and i don’t wanna withdrawal 
i don’t wanna withdrawal 

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

say goodbye 
to all that we know
i don’t wanna die
but i’d die for you and i 
i’d die for you and i

help myself

byehollow