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I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

Distance pulling us apart now
I'm losing control over my life
Trying to do better with my time
But I'm always left unsatisfied

Time isn't on our side

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

All these thoughts of you still fill my head
Tried to let go, but I can’t pretend
Every path I take leads to you again
Thought of the words I left unsaid

When you left, it felt so surreal
Thinking of choices I should’ve made to make you stay
But now it's all in vain

It's just us
Always us

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

I'm going back to you
I'm going back to you
It's always been you
Always been you

back to you

ur crazy matches mine
feel hazy, losing time
when im with u
there's no one else like u
there's no one else like me
yet we're bonded

sitting here wondering 
is this all a dream
i can't tell the difference
for the life of me
will u save me
if i start to lose control

if I die
with u by my side
please babe don't cry
it hurts too much inside
now u know why
ill wait here tonight
for things to feel right
like when the stxrs align 

now we're laying in bed
what was that thing u said
if ur not here I may as well be dead
oh baby u can say that again

sitting here wondering 
is this all a dream
i can't tell the difference
for the life of me
will u save me
if i start to lose control

feel my body on top of ur body
oh yeah

if I die
with u by my side
please babe don't cry
it hurts too much inside
now u know why
ill wait here tonight
for things to feel right
like when the stxrs align
like when the stxrs align

when the stxrs align

i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

Lyrics 

Your whispers echo through my veins 
Echolalia restraints 
Wait for a god to take me home 
After your promise and high hopes 

 Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me 

Your whispers echo through my room 
A lingering sense of fatal doom
Wish that I could ask you why
But know your answer won’t satisfy 

Your shadow always haunts my past
Still feel you all over me, you make it hard to breath 
Don’t know for how long I will last 
Through acts of men who never loved me

 Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark 
Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way

Will you see 
What you’ve done 
Can’t believe 
Leave me half way in the dark 
Cant believe 
What Ive become 
Taken half way in the dark

What You’ve Done

I Won't Do (All The Things That You Do)

DIE WITH ME

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

#altrock #rockartist

Asleep

LAST KISS WITH YOU

Molly made the china dolls that come alive.
pAGES IN cLOUDS
pATRICK bURKE 2025

Molly made the china dolls that come alive,
They’re made from parts nobody wanted
And become everything they hated…


She stitched their arms from splintered wood
Painted faces no one understood
Glass in their ribs, rust in their veins
Laughed like angels, screamed like chains


She whispered secrets through the thread
Woke them softly from the dead


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She watched them crawl and twist and writhe
Built from shame and fractured pride
They wear the masks that she would hide
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


They dance on tables, curse in rhyme
They eat the hours she left behind
Bent with beauty, cracked with grace
They spit her name back in her face


She never cried, she just sewed tight
They were her voice on quiet nights


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
Spun from parts no one survived
They grew into the things they feared
Broke the mirrors, disappeared
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


Stolen bones, forgotten lace
She made a world, it wore her face
And when they screamed, it sounded right
She held their hands and turned out the light


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She gave them hate, they gave her eyes
Now they roam where silence died
She became what she designed
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive…


Molly made the china dolls that come alive…
They're made from parts nobody wanted…
And become everything they hated…

PB2025

help myself

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