i may be crazy 
but i don’t need someone 
to fucking save me
dreams - i am chasing 

i feel like i am 
fucking haunted 
inside, exhausted 
with nothing left 
i couldn’t tell what i
fucking wanted 
frozen solid 
lost in time
can’t afford 
all of this pain 
but i’m still alive 
yeah i’m still alive 
(still alive, baby, im still alive)
can’t afford 
to go insane 
but i don’t mind 
yeah i don’t mind 
(i don’t mind, baby, i don’t fucking mind)

i may be crazy 
but i don’t need someone 
to fucking save me
dreams - i am chasing 
i will never start 
fading into darkness
leaving a legacy behind
now u can’t erase me

i’m fading without a doubt 
now what’s this all about 
being all alone 
i can feel my 
eternal flame
it’s burning up
i think im burning up 
(oh, eternal flame, i think im burning up)

i may be crazy 
but i don’t need someone 
to fucking save me
dreams - i am chasing 
i will never start 
fading into darkness
leaving a legacy behind
now u can’t erase me

oh, eternal flame
i think im burning up
i think im burning up

i may be crazy 
but i don’t need someone 
to fucking save me
dreams - i am chasing 
i will never start 
fading into darkness
leaving a legacy behind
now u can’t erase me
now u can’t erase me

now u can’t erase me

u can't erase me

i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

⚝ lyrics:

just feed me to the beast
just don't you let her off her leash

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash x2

just leave me to die
there's nowhere to hide
from the beast that's inside
it's in you and i
i've watched the darkness cover your eyes
i've seen the dark thoughts cross through your mind

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
i should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash

im stuck in the haze in your goodbyes
counting the cracks of my own mind
looking for peace that i'll never find
i'm crying out but the echo dies
got me trapped in this void
i think im paralyzed -
from these thoughts in my head
i should've known from the start
how all this would've end

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
I should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash



† 5hy:
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr
https://www.instagram.com/im5hy
https://www.youtube.com/@im5hy


† WHYTYLXR:
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2618WoveBPd91A0xWide3w
https://www.instagram.com/whytylxr/

LEASH

The moors are bare

Recorded, performed, and written by Patrick Burke, 2025

"I Live in Dream"
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

where shadows sigh,

Beneath a cold,

 and mourning sky;

The moors are bare, the winds are low,

And none but phantoms,

 come and go.

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within.

No morning,
 breaks this twilight mind,

No earthly voice, 

no touch, no kind;

Only her face, pale as the tomb,
Appears to light my spirit’s gloom.

She speaks in hush, in haunted rhyme,
A relic lost to death and time;
And though I reach, I cannot keep
What only walks when mortals sleep.

I live in dream—

alone, unseen—

Where love is ghost, 

and hope is keen.

And should I wake, I fear the day
Would steal her shade and drift away.

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 


The moors are bare

The moors are bare
PB2025

The moors are bare

[Verse ]
Tried to paint you
In my sleep
But you
Won’t stay

[Chorus ]
You left a shape
On the wall
Still there
When night falls

[Bridge]
I talk to the frame
Like it still holds you

ripples

Rain.

[Verse]
The sun is dripping like honey in the sky
Colors swirling
I don't ask why
The air hums soft
A secret tune
Golden dreams in the afternoon

[Chorus]
Let it roll
Let it fly
Catch the stars before they die
Paint the night with what you feel
Golden dreams that spin the wheel

[Verse 2]
Barefoot whispers on the grass
Time moves slow
It will not pass
The world is melting
A carousel
Where it ends
No one can tell

[Chorus]
Let it roll
Let it fly
Catch the stars before they die
Paint the night with what you feel
Golden dreams that spin the wheel

[Bridge]
The moon is laughing
It knows my name
The trees are dancing
They play no game
The sky's a canvas
Wide and deep
Golden dreams that never sleep

[Verse 3]
Shadows stretch
They never rest
The heart beats wild inside my chest
A songbird calls
The echo stays
Golden dreams in purple haze

(Outro)
A vinyl spinning in my mind
With melodies I can’t rewind
The echoes call from years gone by
Where flowers bloom and spirits fly

1967

IG: lave-@ilikelave, dvrelz-@dvrelz

dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)
dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(u slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)
huitend chi namaig uldee
(u leave me out here in the cold)
namaig uldee, namaig uldee
(u left me, u left me)
zuudend bi chamaig huleene
(i wait for u in my dreams)
chamaig huleene, chamaig huleene
(waitin for u, waitin for u)
zurhend chi denduu oirhon
(ur so close to my heart)
minii zurhend chinii zurh oirhon
(my heart’s tied to ur heart)
chi nadruu harna minii bodol
(u look at me n my head just spin)
ergeldej baina
(i fall again)

dvrelz:
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
unetei dursamjaa
(our priceless memories)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
nadad uldee
(leave them with me)
harin uuriiguu chi awaad yw
(just take urself and go away)
hezee ch ergej haralgui
(without ever looking back)
harin uuriiguu chi awaad yw
(just take urself and go away)
hezee ch ergej haralgui, haralgui, haralgui
(without ever looking back, looking back, looking back)

bitter hesitation got my mind a race
i dont wanna talk to u i dont wanna face
cold blood blue touch i dont wanna talk yeah
i just switch up miss me when im gone yeah 

lave:

dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze) 
dulaahan uruulaaraa chi namaig unseech
(kiss me slow, with ur warm lips)
huiten hartsaaraa minii zurhiig dahin zuseech
(u slit my heart again, with ur cold gaze)

bitter hesitation (lyrics in the description)

A redone track from a song I did years ago, just wanted to do it again.

I was thinking about putting it on the EP, But it really didn't quite match with the rest of the songs so I'm uploading it as I guess  bonus song


Anyway,

Heavier Stuff coming soon!!!!

Gone Missing

you keep me going
my mind in chains
enslaved 
under your spell
addicted to you 
like nicotine 
and i dont wanna come down 
i don’t wanna come down

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

tonight let’s pretend 
we’re innocent
no hourglass
to countdown towards
a cold relapse 
and i don’t wanna withdrawal 
i don’t wanna withdrawal 

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

say goodbye 
to all that we know
i don’t wanna die
but i’d die for you and i 
i’d die for you and i

help myself

byehollow