i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

DIE WITH ME

A time where I almost ended it all. 

Lyrics 

I gashed my skin 
I was feeling sick 
The silence roared 
And my thoughts turned thick 

I don’t feel safe 
In this head space 
If my close 
Will I leave this place 

I wrote you one liners 
I hope you read 
I’m hoping you find me 
Before I bleed 

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

My memories rot But times moves on 
I’m in a world where I don’t belong 
These lullabies they keep me calm 
But if I stay you’ll see me gone 

I can not stay they keep me here 
They cut me up it’s hard to scream 
My breath is it’s breaking I cannot speak
So save me before i fall alsleep

I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 
These voices inside me they get to me 
Maybe you’ll find me inside my dreams
I’m sorry I’m sorry if I fall asleep 

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Asleep

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Love&ecstasy

⚝ lyrics:

just feed me to the beast
just don't you let her off her leash

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash x2

just leave me to die
there's nowhere to hide
from the beast that's inside
it's in you and i
i've watched the darkness cover your eyes
i've seen the dark thoughts cross through your mind

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
i should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash

im stuck in the haze in your goodbyes
counting the cracks of my own mind
looking for peace that i'll never find
i'm crying out but the echo dies
got me trapped in this void
i think im paralyzed -
from these thoughts in my head
i should've known from the start
how all this would've end

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
I should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash



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LEASH

Molly made the china dolls that come alive.
pAGES IN cLOUDS
pATRICK bURKE 2025

Molly made the china dolls that come alive,
They’re made from parts nobody wanted
And become everything they hated…


She stitched their arms from splintered wood
Painted faces no one understood
Glass in their ribs, rust in their veins
Laughed like angels, screamed like chains


She whispered secrets through the thread
Woke them softly from the dead


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She watched them crawl and twist and writhe
Built from shame and fractured pride
They wear the masks that she would hide
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


They dance on tables, curse in rhyme
They eat the hours she left behind
Bent with beauty, cracked with grace
They spit her name back in her face


She never cried, she just sewed tight
They were her voice on quiet nights


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
Spun from parts no one survived
They grew into the things they feared
Broke the mirrors, disappeared
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive


Stolen bones, forgotten lace
She made a world, it wore her face
And when they screamed, it sounded right
She held their hands and turned out the light


Molly liked the china dolls that come alive
She gave them hate, they gave her eyes
Now they roam where silence died
She became what she designed
Molly liked the china dolls that come alive…


Molly made the china dolls that come alive…
They're made from parts nobody wanted…
And become everything they hated…

PB2025

Molly made the china dolls that come alive

The moors are bare

Recorded, performed, and written by Patrick Burke, 2025

"I Live in Dream"
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

where shadows sigh,

Beneath a cold,

 and mourning sky;

The moors are bare, the winds are low,

And none but phantoms,

 come and go.

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within.

No morning,
 breaks this twilight mind,

No earthly voice, 

no touch, no kind;

Only her face, pale as the tomb,
Appears to light my spirit’s gloom.

She speaks in hush, in haunted rhyme,
A relic lost to death and time;
And though I reach, I cannot keep
What only walks when mortals sleep.

I live in dream—

alone, unseen—

Where love is ghost, 

and hope is keen.

And should I wake, I fear the day
Would steal her shade and drift away.

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 


The moors are bare

The moors are bare
PB2025

The moors are bare

[Verse ]
Tried to paint you
In my sleep
But you
Won’t stay

[Chorus ]
You left a shape
On the wall
Still there
When night falls

[Bridge]
I talk to the frame
Like it still holds you

ripples

Rain.

Bloodspire — Ride the Lightning 
A thunderous fusion of raw aggression and melodic chaos, Ride the Lightning captures Bloodspire at their most primal and electrifying.
Ripping through walls of distortion, double-kick fury, and warlike chants, this EP delivers a relentless storm of thrash-inspired metal forged in fire and defiance.
Every track bleeds adrenaline and rebellion — from crushing riffs and galloping drums to soaring leads that carve straight through the dark.

help myself

byehollow