Deppression pt 2

Songs that I couldn't find on soundcloud :           adum & rxseboy - tell me something | rxseboy, promoting sounds, seon - I even told my mom about you | moethekidd, rxseboy, kid e$s - good enough (rxseboy remix) | gustixa, rxseboy - lemon tree | rxseboy - it's a beautiful day | rxseboy - end of the year v5 & v6 (locked behind go+, I'm broke) | sody, fudasca, rxseboy, cavetown - is your bedroom ceiling bored? (go+) | jvce - so lost | Jon Swaii, Rxseboy - Fire | rxseboy - if we fight (yt exclusive) | ze66y, sorrow - deadman

rxseboy

if there is any missing songs let me know.

Rxseboy, All songs.

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always wanted to do a remix of this song by x. i never got the chance to meet him in person but the art he created is beautiful <3

OFFICIAL VIDEO

what are you so afraid of (reimagined)

original song is by SALES
i just wanted to try a remix of it. hope yall like it <3

Lyrics

Verse 1
Know you spent your whole life
Trynna get here its a big year
I aint tryta interfere 
Girl you need encouragement

U know id be living out there too
 if I could go
Im still trynna get a day job
Ill be good though

U aint gotta sweat it
Keep editing your papers
I’ll still be your love struck boy
Four years later

Checking in when I can
Visiting your moms house
Look inside your room 
Even though I know your gone now

Verse 2
Updates please update me
I still wanna be there when the 
boat starts sailing
Send me all those pictures and paragraphs too
And text book selfies inside the classroom

I aint swimming but im holding my breath
Im not feeling too bad 
But I aint feeling the best

I get worried knowing that u the 
prettiest on the campus
If u wanna break all I can do is let it happen

Happen ya its happening
U really gone
Now I miss my little rockstar

Chorus
I miss your love on midsummer nights
Still dream that color only found in your eyes
Dont let me go dont let me drown
I need your touch I need it now

small town to university (Pope Is A Rockstar)

@rxseboy - END OF THE YEAR V8 (prod. sundwn)

@rxseboy x @kehard x @montydatta - true love

@sorrow - sorrowful summer (prod. autrioly)

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

I’m just a product of my environment
I built a home in the fire that I was dying in
They hit my line, I hit decline, so they don’t try again
They see the surface, but nobody down to dive in
Demons talk they sound like me
Silence louder when I speak
Miss my soul it’s feeling bleak
Been like this for half a week
Locked away inside a screen
Everything is meant to be
Build a world where I feel seen
Everything is make belief

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

Staring at a screen
All I do is waste
Momma saying “everybody has those days”
Staring at a fiend
Daily mind erase
Momma this a living hell and that’s my everyday

Yea,
I’m the best at being terrible
My songs are mediocre
And the lyrics are unbearable
My whole careers a laughing stock
So Imma go hysterical
And drink to all my failures
As I sit atop this ferris wheel
I tend to go in circles
Round the problems that I have everyday
And all the passion in my heart is turned to ash in a tray
Without a destination I’m content with questioning fate
Like if I’m really horrible
Then let me say that

I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t
I’m the best at being bad
Worst at being good
Everybody wanna be somebody if they could
Best at being bad
Worst at being good
Maybe I’m just tryna be somebody that I shouldn’t

best at being bad

@rxseboy - secret garden (prod. chill sebs)

@rxseboy - UNDERGROUND (prod. sundwn)

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

Bout Time (prod. Nor'ledges)

Change (prod. Dee B)

They (prod. Taylor King)

Who Knows (prod. False Ego) ~bonus track~

Greatest (prod. Profound)

sadeyes - mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (slowed)

Produced by @user-949132137
Featuring @kammichaelmusic and @beabadoobee

Out on Spotify and Apple etc.

God can heal anything & everything

Spotify

talk tomorrow | feat. Beabadoobee, Kam Michael (M.E.)

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

another Powfu x Rxseboy collab with them lofi romantic vibes <3
Produced by Kiyoto <3

YouTube

a kiss goodbye (Prod. Kiyoto)

there she goes again (prod. 4lexf)

“Because it's my life. If I give up now, I'd feel sorry for myself." ~KM

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